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Killing Time

Added 2024-10-23 19:39:34 +0000 UTC

So how can it be?
The color of the world had turned dark on me
(Falling free) losing my reflection and my clarity
(Talk to me) I feel the sickness taking over me
(Let me be) imagining that you are here with me

Killing time that I left behind
Everything changes to a point that it stops and it turns around
It's coming for you now

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🎶 Infected Mushroom - Killing Time
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it's last week until Halloween I'm so really taking my chance to draw more spooky art!

today also marks exactly one year after I released Reverse AU Panda's backstory. I still read it again from time to time and think back to young Pandad. How he was a lonely broken man fueled by only hunger and rage towards society. His only friends were the ghosts of the people he killed and devoured throughout his 20s ...

*well- there was no actual ghosts but it's still creepy to think about. I have a headcanon that he might have kept one or two skulls in his apartment to keep him company, but I'm not sure if he's that insane.

second pic is the part where Pandad infiltrated the old laboratory that made him Cursed and murdered everyone inside. I always wanted to illustrate this scene of Pandad walking through the blood covered hallways menacingly, looking for any survivor that might be hiding, with only vengeance in mind and he had nothing to lose.... well until he found the kittens anyway. But I want this picture serve as reminder that under that big soft daddy look Pandad is still a scary, dangerous force of nature that you don't want to mess with.