Happy New Year!

Hey everyone, just wanted to take a little moment to wish you all a happy new year and thank you for being here. You all make the world a bit more bearable in the hard times and help keep me going. Seriously I can't thank you all enough, so I hope this year is a good year for all of us, and we can make progress towards bettering our lives and others in some form or another. Cheer's to all of you!

I also wanted to talk about some goals I have for this year regarding the content I make and hopefully kinda set a little groundwork for what's to come. Long ramble incoming, feel free to ignore if you don't care :)

- Introduce more 2D elements into my work
This is something I've been wanting to do more of ever since I got more into stylized stuff like ZZZ. There are a few artists out there that combine elements of 3D and 2D to a great effect and I want to do something similar but be able to make it my own. I'd also love to be able to replicate this into my animations as well because it's not something that's done too often from what I've seen, at least in the nsfw space.

- Learn to paint
This goes a little bit with the last note but I think it warrants it's own point. I don't mean learning to paint in the traditional sense, like with actual oil paints or anything but I think it'd be nice to be able to take 3D images I can make, make them flat or simple colors and then paint over them. I also wouldn't mind getting into painting figurines, although I'm not really into Warhammer but something along those lines. I just think it'd be a nice lil hobby to have and it'd be a nice complementary skill set to add to the arsenal.

- Less emphasis on longer animations
Some might be disappointed by this but I think I'm at my wits end for trying to create longer form content. It's still something I want to improve on, I just haven't found a way that just doesn't completely drain me mentally. I think if I can improve on some mental aspects in my life then I can start focusing more on this as a priority but for now I'm just tired of beating myself up because I can't make longer animations. Instead I need to focus that energy on things I enjoy and will help keep me inspired instead of punching me down.

- Do more content I enjoy
This is one of those weird ones that seems obvious but its so easy to get washed up in others wants and desires that you kinda forget about your own. There are so many times I see something and think "Man I really need to do more of that in my work" and then just never do. Goth girls, femboys, spit, butt play, are just a few examples of things I want to do more with, but there's plenty of other stuff. Just do the thing instead of wishing there was more of it. That's why I got into making stuff after all, so I could have the power to do more of what wanted damnit!

- Allow for more experimentation and failure
Failure is always hard, but that's ok. It's not about the failure its how you carry yourself after that makes the difference. I need to allow myself to fail and fail fast because that's the only way you improve on things. I always try to remember this but sometimes remembering and allowing yourself to actually fail, and doing it are two separate things. But we can always try to improve and get better

Ok that's enough ramble, if you made it through thanks for reading. Take care all and see you again soon with some more lewd stuff.