CH387
Added 2023-06-11 13:12:00 +0000 UTC<PARALLEL THOUGHT LEVEL INCREASED>
<MENTAL EXPANSION LEVEL INCREASED>
As the two notifications went off in his head, Ben let out a slow, drawn-out breath as he felt the change to his mind, the entire forest he was connected to reacting to the feeling as well.
There was pain of course, but not nearly as much as there had been when his minds had last split or when he’d gained a level to mental expansion so shortly after. What he currently felt wasn’t a full-blown migraine, instead just being a headache, with the pain he was experiencing being comparable to what he’d dealt with a little over a month before his last one had disappeared. It was going to be annoying to deal with, but he would live as it eventually went away.
Other than that though was the feeling of the shape of his mind changing with the two levels. Like the last time he’d gotten a level of mental expansion, he felt the strands of thought in his head fray, but now even more so with the effects of parallel thought added to it.
It was to the point where they’d gone from just a little short of a typical human mind to perhaps the peak of what one would normally achieve, everything in his head being strengthened with the skills as the very way he would think changed to accommodate the new level of mental power.
But that’s fine because this is just my mind now and I should be safe from any more level-ups. I couldn’t even begin to guess how any of those skills would awaken.
<I’m still betting on the idea that they might transition into a new skill.>
Hey, don’t go wishing that evil on me.
<You literally deserve this. Anyone who links their mind to a forest with your skillset is asking for this to happen, it doesn’t matter what the original goal may have been. A goal that looks like it’s failed by the way.>
No need to rub it in. He grumbled back. The fact his connect hadn’t awakened after a solid month of training with the woods was nothing but a disappointment. Since the forest’s interconnected mind just felt so big he’d thought he’d had a chance by going at it but as each day passed the odds of success had felt worse and worse. Adding to the fact that he’d leveled the two skills he didn’t want to on his very last day of trying and it all combined to reflect his level of luck in the world.
Who knows though, maybe this will be the blessing in disguise that lets me finally get a level of pain resistance?
<Doubt it.>
“You okay Ben?” Delair asked him, pulling him from his thoughts and back to her as she finished up carving a branch, only to see the pained look on his face.
“Ah, I’m fine so don’t worry,” He told her, ruffling her hair as he did. “Just had a small headache come over me is all. It looks good by the way. You’ve been an excellent student to teach over the last month so make sure you keep practicing everything, okay?”
“Mhm.”
She knew he was leaving that day as well as anyone, but as much as she wanted to ignore it she couldn’t keep it from her head.
“Do you really have to go?”
“I do. Sorry kiddo but I’ve got some responsibilities to take care of.”
“Mmh, but everyone’s been a lot happier with you here,” She muttered, resting her head on his arm as they sat. “All the adults keep worrying, but while you’ve been here they’ve been too focused on getting your help than to worry.”
“Ha, well I’ve also helped about as much as I can.”
He’d redone plenty of enchantments in the town again while he was around, having a whole new level of skill to do what he could since the last time he’d been there and more than a few of them had been happy to take advantage of that, meaning plenty of his time not in the woods had gone towards that as well. Not that he minded, it let him show Delair a bit more about enchanting as a result, but it had been one of many things that kept his visit busy.
Still, he understood what she was saying. Same as anywhere, people were worried, and despite how they might try to keep their concerns to themselves to not stress out their children over something that couldn’t be changed, kids were perceptive too. He didn’t know how much Delair and the other children in the village really understood what was happening, but he was sure she wasn’t clueless as he tried to figure out if there was any conceivable way to give her any sort of peace.
It wasn’t an easy topic, there really wasn’t much that could be said to make things okay. How were you supposed to encourage someone when in a period of years, they and everyone they knew could be dead? How was anyone supposed to discuss that with a child? The most he could really do was just try and be encouraging as he stood up, lifting her up to sit on his shoulders as he walked them both back to the village.
Myriad, how do you reassure a kid about the end of the world?
<If you figure it out make sure you tell me. I could use some reassuring myself.>
Gee, thanks.
Anything he could think to say felt like it would be a lie, and given that he wasn’t sure how much Delair was aware of about the world's fate, saying too much could only make things worse, leaving him little in the way of options to reassure her, so instead he didn’t, opting for a different branch of conversation in the hopes of distracting her.
“You know, when I’m worried about something, I personally like to take my mind off things. What do you think might help ease yours a bit?”
“If you stay.”
“I’m sorry Delair, but I can’t. I need to go off and play my little part in helping your village get back their peace of mind. I’d honestly be much happier staying too, but I know too many people off to help with things to be able to do that.”
“Mmh.”
“Tell you what, have you decided on what job you’ll take after apprentice mage?”
“I don’t know, everyone else in the village is going to be taking plant mage but I don’t want to focus on that.”
“So it’s going to be true mage or apprentice craftsman?”
“I guess.”
“Well then, my young apprentice-to-be, I’ll make sure to send you some supplies that you can use to train for both jobs, okay? I’ll send off enough tools and materials and books that if you change your mind your mom is going to go insane about how cluttered I’ve made your home. And anything else you want to. Come on, there must be something you’d like?”
It was bribery, plain and simple, but it was working. Delair was quiet as she thought, her mind pouring over everything and coming to a single option.
“You need to send more games for everyone. Even grandma’s liking them.”
“Ha, sure, will do.”
“And they need to be even better than the ones you’ve already brought,” She went on. “The best you can make.”
“I’ll have you know that I only do my best with everything I make, but sure, I have some ideas for more so make sure you watch your mail, I’ll have them out in a few weeks for you.”
“Okay, good.”
Even if it wasn’t as good as it would have been to just have him stay, it was an option that the village as a whole could use to distract themselves so she would take it, even if it wasn’t what she really wanted.
Resting her head atop his own as he carried her back, she couldn’t help but mutter one final thing. “And you need to promise to come back.”
“You got it, I promise.”
Comments
nah, ben doesn't have a close encounter with an eldritch abomination. An eldritch abomination has a close encounter with him. He drives it to saneness, which wakes it up and its parents have to comfort it that there are no such things as Bens and it was all just a dream (side note : as are we all as that is how mythos works as reality is just kind of existing in there communal unconsciousness of their dreams, it wouldn't even be a lie. )
A disgruntled nondescript squirrel
2023-06-12 08:31:02 +0000 UTCNew idea: the grey said things live in the gaps between universes and drive people mad just by looking at a recording of it. Who wants to bet that when Ben opens the portal to bring them over, that something goes wrong and he sees one with his own eyes or, since he’s probably going to use connect somehow in the spell, connect to one directly, driving him slightly more mad and awakening things and/or we get eldritch Ben who is now much more powerful but also evil and we get some POVs from others as they eventually fix him. A bit like Kevin from Ben10
Jed
2023-06-12 06:59:47 +0000 UTCOoh, connect is partially a soul skill, so what if he connects to Yuzu or Elvat to try and see the world how they see it?
Skrublorde
2023-06-12 04:42:47 +0000 UTCNewest job is going to be eldritch craftsman
Jed
2023-06-11 18:55:14 +0000 UTCiirc, each level in the new skill will be equivalent to all the levels of the previous skills. Bad news for Ben, if he needs to gain 27 levels of mental skills at a time.
Nematrec
2023-06-11 18:03:30 +0000 UTCso who wants to bet all his mind skills merge into his connect now that he has all mind skills to 9(I think). Parrallel +Expansion + Meditation + Connect = Eldritch Sacred Hivemind of the Enlightened Bodhi tree (Pet skill name). Also with all those mind skills he has probably meditated the equivalent of a 1000 years, Buddha would be proud and confused that he hasn't reached enlightenment yet. Also also, we know telepathy is a skill since mind reading is a skill why hasn't he gained them yet with the amount of mind to mind skills he has. Also^3 same for astral projection as he has been able to mentally project himself to higher planes of existence
A disgruntled nondescript squirrel
2023-06-11 18:02:05 +0000 UTCyeah agreed, i really want connect to go ahead and connect. like i know it's supposed to be a plot point but i feel a little let down if it's not done by the end of this arc : (
nugitoBambino
2023-06-11 16:46:16 +0000 UTCMaybe something to the effect, instead of copying skills to items with enchant, copy the skills to himself, or copy his to the connected target.
Scott
2023-06-11 16:18:33 +0000 UTCHe needs to do some deep soul connecting with with the little soul mage. Or connect with Myriad :) sacrilege may protect his brain from exploding
Alex
2023-06-11 16:03:24 +0000 UTCShoggoth anyone? Creative, loved building/making, multiple limbs to work with.
Dan Nicolae Barzu
2023-06-11 14:39:36 +0000 UTCI think Ben's gonna end up connecting to Myriad to try to awaken the skill.
Silverias
2023-06-11 14:38:54 +0000 UTCYeah. The natural next stages for Connect are Ben diving increasingly deep into a soul. Previously he was unable to use someone else’s mana, for example, so he should try that again now. And if that doesn’t work, he should reach for a soul’s affinities and resistances. We know that those are the foundations a soul is built on, after all. And just imagine how powerful Ben’s enchantments would become if he could amplify every enchantment he laid with the highest affinity he can find!
Sesharan
2023-06-11 14:07:44 +0000 UTCI feel like Ben is going about this the wrong way. Yes he is connecting to multiple being at once but he is staying at surface level. Talking to their minds or seeing their skills. I would wager for connect to actually awaken he needs to dug deeper. Like in earlier chapters when connect was at level 3 or something he had to do to actually find skills people possess but instead here look deeper into someones being or soul maybe even interact with the system with it to actually get over the threshold. I would have guest he would have done it so with the souls of the demons to overpower them or with the Talos heart he has to check on the being itself. It's still his goal to make him a vessel but we havent seen an update on that front in a while.
SacredSteel
2023-06-11 13:56:57 +0000 UTCI imagine that a god annoys Ben so much, pins him down and backs him into a corner with no choice... Ben connects with the god to do anything that could sway the odds in Ben's favor. A supposed lethal action becoming the catalyst to perform all sorts of skill upgrades. Probably Enith, but who knows? XD
SecretsOfTheVoid
2023-06-11 13:49:25 +0000 UTCThanks I totally forgot about that, it did absorb several skills. Ben's multiple mind skills are interacting in unforeseen ways so it makes sense for transition is that happens when a skill's effect/scope becomes something else rather than an improved version.
juno
2023-06-11 13:38:57 +0000 UTCSo at this point a title change might be in order lol, something along the lines of "turning yourself into an eldritch horror for dummies" xD
Darius Sanguna
2023-06-11 13:36:16 +0000 UTCTransitioning is when a skill changes substantially, rather than just improving. We’ve only seen it happen with Integrated Demonic Body so far. It seems to follow similar mechanics to an awakening, without actually being an awakening.
Sesharan
2023-06-11 13:32:20 +0000 UTCWhat was that part about transitioning to a new skill? Is that different from awakening? Thx for the chapter, I hope we can see more from Delair in the future and how she's grown.
juno
2023-06-11 13:28:36 +0000 UTCIt’s a touch melancholy to update those two skills in my character sheet note for what is probably going to be the last time. Whatever awakening Ben gets, a lot of his skills are likely to get absorbed, and I’ll be erasing those skills from the sheet entirely.
Sesharan
2023-06-11 13:27:07 +0000 UTCI suspect that he will connect to some God and awake both sacriledge and connect to some sacriledge incarnation
Piotr
2023-06-11 13:21:32 +0000 UTC