A diary note.

It was so interesting when I arrived at Kat's apartment, a friend, with paintings, I was so fresh, so free, in a fancy gray suit, with money, after a hot yoga session. I stopped by and bought some wine, feeling fantastic. I was talking about my progress and that I wanted to do music, and then I felt like there was nothing special about what I was doing, it was just me, it was just Kat, my friend, it was just pictures and just an evening that there would be many more!

I didn't think this day would cut off a whole period.

A day after which everything will go a different way. And in general, you never know when one period will end and a new one will begin. I guess as you get older, you learn to anticipate that this or that day might change something in your life, and even create those days yourself! And such days are different, days that entail big changes, like February 24, 2022, when you just wake up in a different reality, and even the taste in your mouth is not the same as yesterday. And then there are those, like the evening at my friend's house, it brought a change that began to develop gradually!

And that letting go would not really begin until today, April 23, 2023, and then it was November 2020. It's been 2.5 years and I will remember that day so sweetly and so intimately and will love it for everything that happened because it was such a junction of me and different forms and desires that day - everything began to change. I don't regret anything, it's just amazing that this day became special to me, and my hair was messy because I thought there would be many more simple moments like this in my life, many more times I would come like this and nothing would change, many times I would drink wine and chat.

But something happened, and now there are no such simple moments, only very important moments, all bright, unusual, beautiful in their own way. It was as if after that moment, life was no longer like it used to be. It became mine and special, and it seemed like there would be a lot more of that, and that this was just the beginning or nothing had even started yet, but THIS WAS GONE, and then it wasn't the beginning, it was in full swing. That's why it's so important to realize that now it's already in full swing, not to be scared of it and to start the action. Everything’s dear and important, I'm living my best life, and it's like the coolest thing is my mistakes and flippancy. So, maybe my nude content will be something so special and unique, then, when I turn back. And of course cutting off and giving birth to new periods, and important points on our map are people!

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