Born in June

Yes, I'm a Gemini. Whether that says something to anyone or not =)

I found out from my parents on this birthday that my mom gave birth to me a week late. I googled about late pregnancy, it starts at two weeks, I asked my parents if it had any effect on personality, to which they said no, but added that the birth date and your name do, I thought it was funny.

I wrote in this article about being named Mary after the Virgin Mary.

https://www.patreon.com/posts/my-religious-63908861?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

I turned 29 this month, it's an interesting and funny feeling, like there's an internal need to summarise.

What did you expect? What did you get? and it's like somewhere around 20 you get a stamp of what you should be closer to 30.

I had that stamp, and it didn't come true, and I don't regret it at all. Because the stamp I drew for myself at 20 doesn't match this reality.

And what luck that much did not happen. probably, the question should be turned to myself like, why did I set such goals, at the end of which I am even glad that they did not happen? I don't know, I don't have the answers to that question.

When I was twenty, I was looking at the world through Instagram and I wanted to live in photography, and when I got to a really important point in it, it was 2021, I was going to do an exhibition of my self portraits, I bailed on the rent for the space, and my instagram was deleted for a very long time. Of course I realized I wasn't going to get many people there and I wasn't going to complete all the plans I had in mind. Good thing I had time to stop printing.

What I mean by that is that I know how to hear life. I realized that the doors were closed for some reason, real hard in my face, and even with a sense of pinched nose.

There are things that are hard for me, and there are things with which life pours easier, this is my intuition and inner vector, In the same year, 2021, I will find myself in Tbilisi, 4 months before the disaster that Putin will arrange by burning all bridges. Even now, between Armenia and Georgia, I'm still feeling something and moving somewhere, and it has something to do with music.

I see the world moving faster than usual, while you are dreaming of something, someone already takes it and does it. I see when a door opens, then you have to walk through it, it won't wait for you anymore, that opportunity goes to someone else or just disappears.

I see how important it is now to be able to choose in the abundance of everything.

I see that I am just a biological species, with the help of me the universe is aware of itself and I get different feelings from it=)

I'm very lucky, I look young, it's 100% my own choice and of course genetic luck, I've written about it more than once. We are all lucky in some way when we are born: family, health, country and so on.

I'm lucky in that people think I'm 21, but after talking understand that I'm older.

I satisfied my request through photography, I experienced what I needed, I jumped on the last picture book train. It's funny that in the book "all about photography" the author even then writes that photography is dead. A lot of photography, I open interesting on instagram and there are endless repeated poses of men and women in bikinis with coconuts and pineapples, in studios and houses, and the most attention is gathered by the beautiful form. Nothing you can say against it - there is nothing you can do, it has already gone ahead, high and fast competition, you just invented it, and it has already been repeated, what is the price of modern art ? Where is it, this touching uniqueness of being? And the main question to myself, has the world changed so much or am I just so much into it that I feel the lusciousness of it all? And that's why it seems complete to me, and 20-year-old Masha would say it's worth it. Everywhere and everywhere they say "you can't devalue your hard work," and my answer is that I just get tired of appreciating it and that's it.

I'm not saying it's gone, I'm just getting tired of making it valuable, how long is it until the point where I write this and you read it, and how much longer will it be? As much as it has been? I want time to go on forever and never stop.

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