helo

hello guys. i'm sorry i've been quite slow recently.

but here's what i've decided.

I''m going to get rid of the exclusivity of lewds

It has been bothering me for a while now. I feel so cheap and petty doing exclusive lewds to bait people into supporting me. I mean i know that you people became a patreon to support me as an artist and the exclusives are just some bonus stuffs. but no matter how much i justify it, the first impression will always be that people only become my patreon to get those juicy exclusive lewds which makes me feel really bad. I mean I know it's quite selfish of me to do this but I think it's for the best. Exclusives dont really work in this kind of thing. What if someone posts it somewhere? It would be too unfair for you guys when it's labeled exclusive n stuff. idk im prolly just overthinking it but yeah it makes me feel really bad and it's been tearing on my soul for a while now.  The only real reason why i went through with adding exclusives is that I want to make every penny that you guys give me worth it. Because patreon isn't really something where a creator/artist just take and take and not give anything in return.  it's more of what we can give back to people who support our sorry asses. We're literally begging for money here. So yeah I'm gonna take out the "exclusiveness" of things but that doesn't mean i won't add something in return.

Starting next month, I'll be sharing all my .PSD files so you can study it or something and the original resolution of .png(i always scale down the size) to all patrons. The  uncensored NSFWs will stay the same, meaning ill still only post the uncensored ones here and nowhere else. (i always put mosaic censor or black line censor on pixiv/twitter etc) and tutorial files(after i make them)

Ill also be making tutorials once a goal is reached.

Patrons also get priority on commissions and im gonna give discounts depending on what it is and how long you've been my patron

Ill still post up polls but would stop calling them patreon exclusives. "patrons' choice" would prolly be more appropriate.

I'll also give out the PSDs of my previous works upon request since i didnt really organize my files til now and i sometimes dont save at all so most of them have been lost

Now, if any of you decides to stop supporting me after this, I will understand it and I won't hold it against you. You are free to do so. But if you stay then you have my sincerest gratitude.  This is but another step on my growth as an artist and I learned from it a lot,

Hopefully, I gain a huge boost of motivation after venting out this frustration and lifting this burden so I can perform even better than before. 

I'm not really a good person or some morally superior faggot but i try to be as true to myself as possible. And besides, I can't make fun of sellouts if i was a sellout myself lol

Again, I apologize for this decision if it upsets some of you. I also apologize if the words and thoughts are allover the place in this rant. I am really scatterbrained and I have difficulty in expressing myself through words.

Ill also decrease my commission slots to 20. I'm currently on 40 per month and My schedule everyday is to finish 2 commissions and 1 drawing for myself that i could share. And it kinda burns me out lol

tl;dr 

Im ditching the exclusivity of stuffs but im gonna replace it with .PSD of my works and full resolution of PNGs. And would start making tutorials of my artstyle. 

 Ill be giving out the files through dropbox most likely.