KOREA BOUND ✈️

OKAY HEY SOME UPDATES

i tried soy milk and my mouth got itchy!!!! ONE ALLERGY DOWN, PROBABLY MANY MORE TO GO ✅ fuck you soy 🫵😡

genji knew something was up when i was leaving :(((( mabel was her usual self. but i think my parents are going to take very good care of them and the new apartment is so spacious that they’re gonna have so much fun playing (this is what i keep telling myself bc i am so sad about leaving them but i know this will be a really good data point to see if they’re affecting my skin bc i do be randomly breaking out in hives BUT HEY MAYBE ITS SOY?! 🫵😡)

they also just announced that my flight to korea has no wifi …….. pain

i never really use the wifi for anything but texting tbh but whenever i get bored or antsy its nice to text someone and chat and now i will be alone with my thoughts and book 👁️👁️

i’m pretty excited overall for my trip but my fears are: I GOT SOCIAL ANXIETY AND WHAT IF I COME BACK WITH A BOTCHED FACE

like i really be throwing myself into the wild, true exposure therapy 😅 i’ve been to korea before but i can’t really remember us using public subways even tho i know we did so im having stupid worries about not being able to figure it out but THE THING IS WHO CARES NO ONE IS LOOKING AT ME AND IF THEYRE JUDGING ME ALSO WHO CARES ILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN

and for my face, the way this goes is you have an appointment / consultation and same day get your plan + procedures! so i don’t know what they’re going to recommend for me but IDK IM SCARED

i’ve also thought about getting beauty things done while im here if they recommend it like salmon egg collagen injections are super popular right now and i’m like is now the time?!?! but also IDK IVE NEVER GOTTEN ANYTHING DONE like botox filler (although i think filler a no no and i will prob never ever get filler) etc etc and what IF IM THE PERSON WHO HAS TERRIBLE REACTIONS like i really wannna get botox in my jaw for my TMJ but WHAT IF I REACT TERRIBLY TO BOTOX AND THEN CANT OPEN AND CLOSE MY JAW EVER AGAIN

anyways those are the worries that are currently on my mind

my mom was even like hey jodi careful your body has a lot of abnormal reactions to things so careful!!

goddamnit

welp im sure ill update yall soon with much content and a lot of it is gonna be me showcasing my social anxiety LOL

BYEEEEEEE <3