Rewards for new Patrons and general messages.

I thought about not making this post but I think it is necessary for new Patrons.

I think I need to make just one rule on my Patreon, and it's because I've received many messages from new patrons asking me for the game and all the rewards immediately.

I've received hate messages, desperate messages, I've been called racist because I don't respond that same day.

To the new Patrons who have sent me messages like this, I want to tell you that the rewards should only be sent at the end of each month.

I was trying to send the same day you guys come in, but I can't now and this should be normal to wait for the rewards.

The content on my patreon is not fast food, it's a job that is cooked little by little, please I would like this to be understandable.

The game now has bugs, I didn't want to keep sharing the game with bugs, it makes me ashamed.

Also other thing, I'm going to tell you my reason for not responding to messages quickly:

It makes me very anxious to always receive messages. Before I used to respond immediately, but this is not the only page where I'm receiving messages. I think I'm receiving more and more messages every day and they cause me a lot of stress and anxiety.

I have fallen into a deep depression these past few months and I hadn't mentioned it.

I have a lot of work on top of the game, because the programmer helps me but usually 3 or 4 days a month and he charges me for working with him. This friend only organizes certain plugins that I can't fully understand to do.

I dedicate myself to looking for everything that the game needs. Usually games are created by the programmer and the artists are only dedicated to drawing. In this case, I learned to use RPG Maker and integrate all the art, music, effects, voices, menus, fights, chibi character sprites, character names, game abilities in battle, and I'm also translating things that the programmer leaves in spanish before giving me his version. I need to correct a lot of things because the programmer sends me his result in his own way, and many times he takes it for granted that I will understand how to solve the plugins but I have lost days installing and removing plugins. I think that there is often a lack of efficiency in the programmer, but that is another topic that I do not want to mention here.

I could talk about how stressed out all this is making me, and seriously, I've deleted a lot of this post I wanted to say right now.

But this is too much, I'm exhausted, and the game depends on my health and my effort, please understand that you must be patient with the creator for the game to continue correctly.

Used the month I took off (June) to make the game bigger with the plaza and different places for visit, really I am trying my best and I feel very bad when I receive the bad comments or messages.

By the way, two refunds have been issued and I will be on the lookout for anyone else seeking a refund. I will respect your decision.