Important Talk!

Just leaving this here for everyone who couldn't make it to the livestream today.

Please be aware of the trigger warnings at the beginning of the video before watching it entirely.

It's not a big difference for those of you that only watch my videos on Patreon and are not in the livestreams, but I do have a connection to everyone here as well so I want to understand what I am going through. Specially long term gangsters, those who leave me sweet messages, those who had to leave at some point but made sure to show me their appreciation for my content.

To summarise what I am saying in the video, I've been going through a hard time with anxiety attacks randomly throughout the day. It stems from not only my latest health issues but also another really concerning subject:

I have an online stalker.

The internet can be a scary place, and I don't want to make it sound feminist or anything, but I feel like female content creators suffer with this type of things the most...

I myself have gone through so many uncomfortable situations regarding stalking, AI videos with my face, inappropriate messages/emails/comments etc.

Regardless if someone is obsessively fixated on you only on the internet, it's still incredibly upsetting.

At the present moment, I have received from this person exactly:

• 25+ reports on Twitch (counting reports made in 2024 as well, could be from the same person, I don't know)

• 43 emails

• 17 private messages on Twitch

• 18 reports on Youtube

I also banned this person 8 times on my Patreon, but they keep creating new accounts and paying for the membership again.

If I didn't have this amazing community that we managed to build from scratch here on Patreon, I would have quit the internet a long time ago. I am grateful for all of you who truly support me, like me and consider me your friend!

I am going to take a break from Twitch and livestreaming for a while until I can get my emotional under control again. I am working with an incredible therapist and also you guys who make my days a little bit better for a few hours while we are watching things together :)

I hope that in return I can make you feel happy too whenever you watch my reactions here on Patreon as well.

Thank you for your understanding and for reading everything until here!

I kill you guys :)