Just a quick set (and free OF link)
Added 2024-02-28 23:20:55 +0000 UTCThis week I've been feeling a lot of things. Maybe it's the dead of winter, or because I have PTSD from the last three years of recurring tax nightmares, or maybe it's that I feel more overwhelmed and burnt out than ever. Things are shifting, changing again, yet somehow still feel stagnant at times.
I'm grateful for the influx of work, very much so, but also I'm clearly bad at managing myself when things get busy. I'm kind of craving some alone time, some distance and space, but I know I can get really in my own head when I'm not staying busy or surrounded by people.
I had like 6 hours of no phone service one day last week while switching to a new device (and running into problems) and it was a simultaneously freeing and terrifying feeling. I took the subway and wondered what the brain activity of a person in the 70's looked like compared to ours now. I wondered what they thought about as they climbed the exact same subway stairs as I am. If their mind was clearer, or even if it was troubled maybe more focused?
I did photograph a couple people in the last few weeks and really pleased with how the photos turned out. I think I'm getting better and better! But still kind of feel limited by my lack of technical knowledge and experience. I get super shy around people who are "real" photographers. But I know I have a good eye, even when I don't have all the skills. It was one of my biggest takeaways from using psychedelics actually...maybe I should share more about that here?
Anyways, I'm just meandering here. Photos by @chellothephotoguy on IG. Anyone need a fresh OF link?
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Comments
Your words remind me I’m not alone in my doubts. Thank you.
Simon
2024-03-06 04:41:52 +0000 UTCDefinitely!
ernaburn
2024-03-04 19:42:23 +0000 UTCLovely photos..
Greg Nott
2024-02-29 01:20:35 +0000 UTCWould love hear more about your takeaways from using psychedelics. Did it open some creative windows for you?
Todd Howard
2024-02-29 00:01:28 +0000 UTCEven in black & white I can still tell you're a stunning redhead 😉
Schnozzzy84
2024-02-28 23:53:54 +0000 UTCBeautiful body landscape style pics, love the b/w. I was without service a few weeks ago and had that same relief and panic feel. Remembering what it was like when I wasn't constantly tied to a device. In the early days of my career I had to go to a map book and work out the best route to find the place I needed to get people to. It required thought and knowledge to do so, now the machine tells you how. Definitely not as fun nor always the "best" way to go. I hope you can find your rhythm for work and responsibility but as well as time and space for you to be Erin. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, art and also the link.
Jay Moffett
2024-02-28 23:39:53 +0000 UTCThis is outstanding in every way. Each photograph is very beautiful while being artistic. Thank you for sharing.
Jahnoi Smith
2024-02-28 23:29:55 +0000 UTCDelicious in every light.
Samantha
2024-02-28 23:27:18 +0000 UTC
