I’m struggling right now…
Added 2022-01-19 19:01:52 +0000 UTCHey guys! So if you aren’t on my discord you wouldn’t know that I’m currently taking some pills for the first time ever to treat my mental health. The problem that I‘m currently having is a pill that is suppose to help with my anxiety for the past 3 weeks has seemed to only make it worse. I’m going to talk to the doctor again and see if I should lesson the dosage, or if I should stop taking the pill all together. The problem with this is I don’t want to film when I’m feeling this way, because my anxiety is so bad I know it will effect the quality of my videos. I have a pre-recorded breaking bad reaction, so I might post that tomorrow if I don’t end up feeling well enough to film my next Buffy reaction today. I want to apologize for my Inconsistency with my uploads on here from time to time. I’m dedicated to working on my mental health this year, but it’s a process to pin point what is wrong and how best to treat it, and unfortunately this effects filming content. I’m going to do my best to not miss any uploads, but if I do, I’ll make up for it with additional content for you guys. I’m so grateful for everyone who has spent their hard earned money on here to support me. I want to make sure that you are getting your moneys worth, but I also want to focus on improving myself so I can be the best version of me, in order to make the best content that I can. This is a tough journey, but I hope the end result will be worth the the struggles I’m currently going through. Thank you guys so much for your support, and I hope I will be able to make even better content for you guys very soon. 💜
Comments
I totally understand Renee. I struggle with depression and anxiety as well so I totally understand what you must be going through. Take all the time that you need to get yourself feeling better and we'll be here when you are able to post :)
Michael Short
2022-01-19 20:33:54 +0000 UTCIt's very brave of you to open up about what you are going through. Mental health is a unique and difficult thing to deal with and what works for one person doesn't necessarily work for another. It will take time for you to find the right balance but I have faith in you. Don't worry about the reactions, I will keep supporting your page. Remember, if you don't put yourself first and look after you, you can't really help anyone else. Stay strong and wishing you all the best Rene. 🤗
Dave Callan
2022-01-19 19:19:35 +0000 UTC
