I'm having no luck producing much of anything. I'm going to set C6 aside for now and try to just draw some stand-alone images (which will also be fetish focused). I don't know what my release schedule will look like this week, I'll just post what I've got as I've got it.
Now to be direct:
I'm struggling to get out of bed. I see new prospective therapists in the morning and my partner and current therapist (who has to stop seeing me after two more sessions at the direction of her agency) are encouraging me to voluntarily hospitalize myself, which I am refusing as those places are hell on earth and offer no real help. I won't be able to see my psychiatrist until October 7th, so I don't have more than my anti-depressants (generic Cymbalta for anyone curious) to help and they're not doing much anymore. I'm a mess. I'm hopeless. I think about and pray for death constantly. I'm in very bad shape. I don't know how or if things will ever improve. I've lost hope, to be honest and I'm so very tired of being in pain.
I'll work on some general bdsm/latex art and have some up this week. I'm sorry for the content drought this month, sorry for the constant stream of poor me rhetoric. I'm doing the best I can and I'm sorry that's not much. Love y'all, see ya with fetish fuel stuff shortly.
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