EARLY Access [Video] with Tom Satterly Part 3

Yup was in the desert week before my separation then sent back to US then doused with drugs on drugs by the VA. Then was put in a VA retirement home to get out of my shit.

Rusty Hartman

i know I'm super late to this video conversation. my dad was in Somalia with the 10th mountain. i was just a baby at the time (3 y/o) and growing up while my dad was always gone on his deployments (6 from 2001 - 1010 that i remember), i remember resenting him he was always screwing around on my mom and my mom was always screwing around on him so i was usually home alone with my brother and sister or we would stay at a friends house while my mom did her thing cause dad was gone, i did really bad in school even when i did go, because lets face it. when you're a kid and have the option to either go to school, or go do hood rat shit with your friends, school is going to take a back burner. it wasn't until i joined the military and ended my 2nd deployment in 2014 that i really started to understand his perspective, even though I've never been in combat myself, this video really drew a lot of parallels for me. the relationship of father and son, husband and wife, the drinking, the infidelity, even the weird alter ego of rage. even though we were not close at all growing up, i feel we are pretty close now. hell, i look back on all the shit i said to him as a teenager, i even remember one time i came home drunk and tried to punch him (didn't work out the way i thought it would), regardless to this day i still feel like shit over the way i treated him. i read a good bit and have added these books to my list. definitely keeping the all secure website in my tool box for my dudes to use, i have seen it a lot where people refuse to seek mental health for fear of losing PRP, TS/SCI, or losing arming ability. Y'all not keeping records and seeing/ hearing it directly from the source brings a lot of peace of mind. thank you for sharing this.

Clay

Just wow, amazing