Important note

Hey guys! A heartfelt update on where I’m at.

I’m writing this without a script—just the remnants of the feelings weighing on me. I know I talk often about how I feel regarding work (might seem annoying or unusual), but I like to break the myth that artists are tireless machines, endless wells of ideas, always horny and pumped to create more.

Key part – Hiatus & workload

I’m taking a break of at least 1 week. I need to finish the last 2 commissions: the final YCH batch and a non-furry piece I took on (and sadly hate the result). It’s been 2 intense months of commissions, and I’m burned out. I don’t know how my artist friends hold up, but I hit my limit. External pressures play a role, but my body and mind need rest. Posts won’t stop forever—I still love creating hot guys, even generic ones, and sharing them with you. Give me this time, and I’ll come back stronger.

Personal part – The breakdown

About 6 years ago, I mentally broke. Couldn’t draw, hold a pen, nothing brought joy—just stress. That’s when I started the fashion project to lift myself up, and many of you remember those pieces and arts (I’m still recognized for them, and it fills me with pride). Today, I feel another breakdown coming, and I’m scared I won’t get up.
AI images terrify me. I’ve seen how they work, how easy it is to get hooked on the speed and “perfection.” I follow some guys using them, and sometimes think about “stealing” ideas—after all, someone trained the AI on my work. But the discouragement is real: they seem to do better than me, and I already push so hard. The feeling now is “I’m not enough, and I’m exhausted…”

I hope something new emerges to revive me, like fashion did before. I think study and dedication can fix this, even with my learning struggles. I won’t give up. I’ll find myself again. Thanks for the endless support. I’ll get through this. <3