Day 19

A standard day

I have noticed that I have controlled my emotions today more stably and that's pretty good, just expect the most probable bad outcome from every situation, and think about how that would benefit you and what kind of message the universe wants to tell you. For example, a bit shallow, but say you are drawing and you are in the zone. Still, then someone gave you an unavoidable task, instead of seeing this task as a hindrance on your drawing, see this as an opportunity to rest your eyes and maybe stretch your body, nothing is "bad" unless you recognize it as bad.

Again on drawing, I said this back then and again, there is no outside entertainment that can make you focus, if you think that there is a perfect podcast or a playlist that can put you in the zone, then you are just so wrong, but then I guess not for all but still, the ultimate focus is when you are alone in your head and doing something. I don't know how, but putting an earphone that is off is helpful, maybe because I'm used to working with an earphone on and the constant feel of that earphone just sends me a signal that music will come soon, but I'm the one singing... maybe I'm insane.

Yes, I have rendered the any x vedal and I plan to post them separately, and I have a good reason for that. I don't want to just post them all in one go and then take another week to post another one, that hurts my algorithm so I plan to post maybe once every 5 days or so. In this way, I can still work on other projects and have a backup post that I can post consistently... I don't know why I have not thought of this back then but I'll still post wip here and there they're not just gonna be posted right after I finished.

Also, posted the deck worship ani fan art, check it out, it's peak if I say so