Day 18
Added 2025-03-08 14:35:42 +0000 UTCwhat a day
Constant contemplating of life and purpose
err, made an oc today and did the lines for all the anny wip, also laid out the base color for all and err, I'll render tomorrow
Maybe I'll study men anatomy after this project so I can work on my OC and add solid men on my art not just a floating dick
Err, mostly slept and think about shit so not much of work done (art wise) but it is still a progress since I drew today
It's unreal for me that this is day 18 of me drawing daily, like, wow, like serious drawing and not just for the funsies cause if it is for funsies, I should not suffer life this right lmao, this journey consist of constant doubt and self loath but I think I am improving so yeah, I mean, suffering is fundamental for being a human so I guess it's alright
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Zara Kijbhord
2025-03-09 10:09:51 +0000 UTCMaybe I was so existentialistic so much this day is because I am doubting my work so much, I fear that I won't meet my expectation so I just don't do it since, well if I don't do it, then there is no expectation to be destroyed. Another one is I'm too attached on other's approval [personal stuff] and this caused me energy when I can just direct that energy to focus on myself
Zara Kijbhord
2025-03-09 10:09:37 +0000 UTC
