Day 16

Finished my actual big art (self)project

Fuyohh, err idk, im eepy err but well, still fixing my habit and a lil bit better than yesterday and I actually plan to finish the project much earlier if not for the heat but it still worked out so ig is alright

I planned to color the one shot like color color but I realized how much time would that cost me and I can't afford that since I'm still trying to learn anatomy so I just goes for a mix of JJK (overall) and My Dress-up Darling (eyes) coloring and it turns out pretty well, me 5 days ago would not expect this shit, like, that guy would fumble if he knows that I finished the art lmao (schizo moment)

Well, this week was insane, its weird for me to not show other what I'm working on since I'm used to making one time art, like, draw this day and then immedietley post afterward so this project told me about patience and a delayed gratification since I can't show this to other because it'll destroy the element of surprise so yah

Another one is my focus and priorities, I noticed that I prioritize on making up time for this project via doing all my house chores so I'll not get yapped on while working on this and the focus, I realized that there is no perfect video or podcast for you to focus, you only focus when you are in your mind and not thinking about anything other than what you're doing and if you do that, you won't need any external entertainment just to focus.

Err another one is the doubt, my man, imma break this down for ya, on my making of this project, I broke down the steps, story>keyframe>core determination>panel arrangement>speech bubble arrangement>sketch>line>basic background>color>final touch... in all of these stage, I doubt what I'm doing, I know that what I'm doing is a thing that I can do better if I do this and that different but there is no right choice, just do it and once you finish, weirdly, the doubt disappear and then again for the next stage, doubt>do>gone, that cycle through me all over this process and the things that helped me overcome this is, just do it and breaks. "action destroys fear" and break is just great since I can come back and be mentally prepared to me bitching again and fight it...

Err a bit yappin here lmao, goodluck future me on reading and if you reach this far, you might be very bored right now ain't cha