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It has been a long journey since I started my patreon a couple of years ago, my career has grown in ways I never though. I have received a lot of support, more than I expected and I know many of you guys have witnessed my growth. However, this last year and a half unfortunately has been the most difficult point of my whole career...
there were many moments when I thought about moving away from this dream and the only thing that has encouraged me to continue in this has been all the love and support I have received from all of you guys during all this time ❤
I did not expect to move to the United States, but it was something that just happened ... in fact I was not prepared, it was nothing planned and it was incredibly difficult to adapt. Between learning a new language, new customs, new lifestyle adding some health problems and personal situations, my whole life just completely changed and it was really rough.
the only thing I did these months was try to keep up with Patreon and continue doing some cosplay, fortunately I ran into very good photographers and I feel very grateful to them (especially with Boris Quezada and Ron Gejon who are also my friends)
I also know that in these months there was never much real communication with my fans as there used to be, I could not promote my work, I was less and less active in my social media, without being able to campaign as other girls do because I had absolutely no confidence with my own work.
Patreon was a bit abandoned, I know I stopped posting on my wall and just sent the sets via inbox. but also I was so scared because there has been some people trying to hurt my career, some because of envy, some others because they are unhappy with their own lives. There has been a lot of stress, and at times I just wanted to quit and have a rest, it was really overwhelming to the point anxiety was killing me. I have never been this demotivated in my career and I have not wanted to talk a lot about this ( I apologize) but I didn't want it to sound like just a bunch of excuses, or bad news, I never wanted sympaty fueled by pity, because of all the bad things that happened to me.
Regardless of all this, my work has not declined, even when I haven't done the campaigns, my fans and followers know that the quality of my work has been on the rise with better photographers, scenography, cosplays and better props.
Not everything has been bad, I have been invited to various important conventions, such as AnimeNYC and La Mole ComicCon, I met a lot of amazing people and amazing cosplayers as Leon chiro with whom I collaborated and I learned a lot from him and his experience, and also my onlyfans is skyrocketing right now! 🤩💖
Right now I feel like everythings is much more stable, and I feel that I finally have adapted to my new life in the United States. Despite everything, I have learned a lot of new things.
Now I can create better content, offering the best of me and working harder than ever.
I am starting a new stage, I am really grateful for the support of each one of you during all this time.
New things are coming, without you guys, none of this would be possible
I can only say, a thousand times, thanks! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Dennis Denton
2020-02-27 12:20:22 +0000 UTC