Good or bad...
Added 2020-11-10 04:55:28 +0000 UTCSo I finally talked to Zach today which kind of killed the mood for writing. I'm not sure if this is good or bad but he kind of apologized for "taking advantage of me". He basically said that I was really high and not thinking straight and he feels bad about letting what happened, happen and we should just forget about it... Like was I bad or something or am I just not attractive...I guess I should be thankful that we can just move on and forget about it but a little bit of me is actually kind of hurt. So plan for tomorrow, going to Animal Kingdom and then coming home to write more for my book and taking a break from the winter contest. Maybe writing for my book will get me on a flow and let me write for the contest as well.
Comments
I agree with Jacob too. Excellent advice
D Grace
2020-11-11 05:03:55 +0000 UTCAgree with this completely.
Chris
2020-11-10 15:26:04 +0000 UTCI agree with Jacob 100%. Nothing to do with your attractiveness or BJ skills :)
Ferris Beuller
2020-11-10 09:14:32 +0000 UTCAs I see it, "Zach" contributed your unusual behavior to your state, and now tries to rationalize a way forward. I think it has nothing to do with your blowjob skill or your looks or any of your traits. So you are of the hook unless you want to tell him that you really wanted to do it because...
Jörg Spelthahn
2020-11-10 05:06:23 +0000 UTCIts sad, but we can't always count on people the think or act the way we think they should. You did fine. Enjoy the animals.
Dean In Oregon
2020-11-10 05:01:35 +0000 UTCMy guess is he misunderstood your initial distancing as regret. He values your friendship and feels like he may have crossed a line because you were high. Without any other information to go on, he's assumed that you didn't actually want to do that with him and he feels guilty putting you in that situation. My recommendation (for what it's worth) would be to sit down and talk with him. Explain how you feel, and that you did what you did because you wanted to, not because he took advantage. Trust me, pretending it didn't happen never works. Y'all are either going to have some hella sexual tension build up, or the guilt/regret will drive a wedge between you. Just be open and honest with him, especially about how much he means to you. Good luck
Morgan
2020-11-10 05:01:23 +0000 UTC
