ParadiseFruit

Update

Added 2024-12-18 15:26:37 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone,

I just want to say I’m really sorry for not being able to post lately. I’ve been sick with a high fever, and now I even have ulcers in my mouth, which makes everything so hard.

I went to the family doctor yesterday and after a blood test, whose report you can see above, the doctor gave me a shot and some meds.

He said if things don’t get better in a few days and my ulcer don't go away, I might need to go to the hospital and have done a bone marrow biopsy because it seems to him that my bone marrow isn't producing enough blood or something.

Right now, evn walking and eating feels like a huge deal right now, and I spent my birthday yesterday in bed or at the doctor's.

I hate not being able to post at all, and am feeling so ashamed even writing this post atm and don't know how to talk to you guys. But it feels like if I don’t upload and speak, I might lose you guys, and that scares me.

I’m sorry if I’m being too emotional, but my mind is a bit of a mess and all negative thoughts are popping up one after another.

I totally understand if some of you want to cancel your membership. I can’t blame you for that. I just hope for your understanding and could really use a few more days to get better.

Thanks for reading this, and sorry again for being MIA. I didn’t want to keep anyone in the dark about what’s going on with me.