Grumping, Gaming, Growing

I feel exhausted.

Life outside patreon the past couple weeks has been a lot.

The holidays are always pretty tough for me anyway with my family not really being supportive. Or maybe I'm just the black sheep? I don't know.

But I got pretty sick on top of that. RSV. Respiratory stuff sucks. I could barely get out of bed for days. It doesn't help that I'm already dealing with so much weight on my chest.

All of that stuff put together has had me out of the gym for quite some time and eating a ton of holiday food, then comfort food while I'm sick.

I'm sure y'all will be happy to hear that. I've put on some weight, and in the areas that my body seems to soak it up. So (for y'all) there's a lot of light at the end of that tunnel LOL.

Along with some added boob fluff, I've also been noticing an increase in milk droplets. I've started to massage my glands daily to get them out. Kind of a nice reprieve from headaches I've had from the congestion and gross sick feelings I've had.

I've been gaming so much. When you're sick there's not really much to do, so it kind of gives you a free pass to ordering delivery, eating like crap, and just sitting on the couch for hours at a time.

Soy-Based ice cream was a find that my partner ended up keeping well stocked. I'm sure none of y'all are going to be bothered by the results.

Playing a lot of this new game marvel rivals. Marvel superheroes fighting each other, been playing it with my partner a lot. I have a lot more to report but yeah I just wanted to update y'all that I haven't forgotten about you and that I have immense gratitude for those of you who stick by me in here.

I'm getting back my schedule of posting on here, which will be normal stuff, pictures and blog posts/stories but I may start to add some short videos with filters to maintain my anonymity.

Hope you all enjoy.

Also also,

I just want to vent for a second that I feel like my boobs are so fat right now. Like I know it's impossible for me to hide them at their current size anyways, but they've gotten fat as fuck.

 It's been really difficult not being able to exercise...but the more adipose tissue that's added to them, the more they move at the slightest step or breath. I just get embarrassed. Anyway, I hope you don't mind that I'm back to complaining a little bit, it's just aggravating when I can't even take a couple days off from the gym without them turning into these big bloated fat bags.

Anyway, rant over.