ASMR Relaxation & Self Esteem Cleanse 🌬️🌻
Added 2025-04-11 19:30:37 +0000 UTCIt takes so much courage for me personally to post a video… there’s just something that feels safer in not publishing a video I’ve made. But then if I just let my creation sit there for too long I start to feel resentful towards myself and my energy just feels stuck! That’s why after today not posting a video in over 4 months on YouTube I’ve decided to publish here on Patreon instead! This has been the longest time I’ve ever not published a video in over 9 years of making videos on YouTube. I guess I am feeling a bit more of wanting to be behind the scenes but at the same time it feels like I’m also being pushed to put myself out there, from what or who I do not know. Almost as though the calling is from inside of me. So for now Patreon is a good middle ground. Do any of you watch the wheel of time on prime? I feel like Nynaeve who has blocked herself from her own power because she is afraid of it and of being seen, so the only time her power comes out is when she’s angry. That is helpful if you are a lion in the wild perhaps, but since we are human beings, my power only coming out when I’m angry feels like a burden on others, I hope to be able to channel this emotional energy in a more balanced way 🙏🏼💛
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That was lovely, and felt very aligned with my current life changes too. Thank you so much 🙏
Ayana Joy
2025-04-19 22:55:08 +0000 UTC
