Justice...

Hey loves, just checking in and sharing some stuff with you. Hopefully you've all received your rewards this month, especially those who asked for post cards, if you haven't, let me know. 

Some of you may know but I've been feeling stumped recently. Inexplicably so. So I took a bit of a break this week, which hasn't been easy. I pulled a tarot reading for myself today. Obstacle was Knight of pentacles - basically means I've been dedicating myself purely to practical matters and in turn cut myself off from the deeper things on Earth. Solution was the major card Justice, which I also got last week. Basically saying I have what I deserve and that I must take responsibility for my past actions as I have chosen everything up till now to make me the person I am. And finally outcome is another major card the Empress. Representing satisfaction and understanding gained through emotions. She is this nurturing, loving figure which I so long to be as I believe my empathy is one of my greatest gifts. 

All in all i feel as though I need to stop expecting more from myself or the world. I've made everything the way it is in my life up till now and I will accept that it's my responsibility for feeling this sadness and that I ought to persevere anyway. This sadness has been coming from the fact I wish to grow my YouTube and twitch channels more, and no matter how much hard work I put in I don't seem to be able to make it move any quicker which frustrates the hell out of me. But I've done some research and taken some logical steps to hopefully help things along. 

Anyway if you've read all of this I hope that what you can glean from it all is that we always get what we deserve, even if it takes a while, and to carry on being honest, open and authentic no matter what. Love and spiritual growth is the most important in my book, even if we forget to focus on it from time to time...

Let me know if you'd also like a tarot reading I'd be glad to share some wisdom with you. 

All my love 💜