The other day, she was checking my chastity cage. She smiled so big when she said my clitty has gotten so tiny that I’ll be using the smallest chastity cage model available soon. She even showed it to me, diary! It’s super pretty, all flat and delicate with sparkly rhinestones.
I’m dying for Cynthya to lock it on my clitty and let me decorate it with all my cute charms. I want to wear it forever, never take it off. I mean, it’s not like I need a cage anymore because I can’t get any stiffies, not that I’d ever want to, but I feel like I’d just die without something locking my sissy clitty away. It’s who I am, you know? A super girly, feminine sissy. Honestly, I can’t even remember the last time my clitty got all nasty and tried to get hard. I’m happy my body doesn’t have boy reactions anymore. My chastity cage makes me feel so feminine down there, and every time I think about it, my heart flutters. It’s like my body is finally matching who I am inside.
Cyn is the best, truly, but lately, I’ve been feeling kinda weird about how she’s dressing. She’s been wearing these super sexy outfits, like sheer t-shirts that show off everything, and during our slumber parties, she sometimes wears this robe that just… falls open. I can see her boobs, and it makes me so awkward! I don’t know why, but my face gets all hot, and I have to look away.
And the weirdest thing happened yesterday. After I finished my sissy homework and recited my sissy affirmations, we were watching a movie together. There was this scene with two women kissing, and then they started getting really intimate. I felt so uncomfortable, diary. My stomach churned, and I didn’t know what to do with myself. Cynthya noticed and said, "It’s just girls having fun, Ashley. You need to learn about female anatomy." But I couldn’t handle it. Then she lowered her shorts right there on the couch and told me to look at her mound. I tried, I really did, but I started feeling nauseous, like I was going to throw up.
Enjoyyy! 💋Xoxo💋
Lara Lynn