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I'm Back!!! (And sorry.)

Hi everyone. Sorry for the absence. I want to tell you what happened to me after the last update.

Around April and May, I encountered an unknown disease that caused pain and tinnitus in my right head and right ear. I suffered from serious pain constantly during daytime. By night my sleep was drastically depraved due to the tinnitus (The random sound in my ear will wake me up in 2 am almost every night).

Because of this, the quality of my life had gone down to the lowest point ever in my life. I fell into desperate distress, suffering and crying because of the torture 24/7. I'd say I couldn't even function as a normal human being anymore back then.

However I didn't give in. As soon as I got this illness, I started seeing doctors frequently, trying to get myself a correct diagnosis and a proper treatment. I've gone to general practice, neurology, neurosurgery, otolaryngology, dentistry, several times for each departments. I was taking lots of medicine too. Further more I also did blood test, ultra sound and even MRI. However, All those test failed to give a diagnosis (Except “stress”). And the pills are not working that well too.

I don't know if you guys understand but not knowing the cause of the problem is worse than the problem itself. I felt hopeless because I didn't know how to treat it nor will I ever recovered from the pain and tinnitus and it stressed me out mentally in addition to my physical condition.

Later in August~September, I moved to a more quiet place in order to recuperate. The good news is (for some reason) I start to feel partially recovered. The tinnitus is 90% gone, so I get to sleep normally again. Also my ear pain is reduced to tolerable tightness. I still feel uncomfortable most of the time, and I still don't have any idea what have caused this, but at least I can sleep and function like a normal person now.

So this is my story of the last 7~8 months. I apologize for having to take a rest from internet again. Even though I'm still not fully recovered I want to get back on track already.

Here is the reparation of my absence:

Any supporter who is spending $8 per month or more can name a character. (I'll collect them in another post). I'll pick 7 out of the characters from the pool and give each of them a drawing (SFW or NSFW, depends on the requests.)

Other than that, I'll start to host the monthly poll again (On subscribestar). I'll also release pics that I was finishing weekly. I really want to get back to drawing and grow my page again.

Sorry for the absence again. And thank you all for not giving up on me.

I'm Back!!! (And sorry.)

Comments

hey i had that exact same thing happen to me! and its going away for me too! did you get bit by a small bug? mine started when i did

PoshOctavia

Hmm thinking which character to pick is so hard. Def wanna go for one you haven't done before. I got, like, three ideas buzzing in my head

Silver Screen

Okay, gonna help you out a bit.

Silver Screen

Thank you so much. At this point I already give up figuring out what is it. (Even the MRI report can't tell.) And if you wanna support me with $8 and get a chance to get a reward it's always welcomed! After all I'll only pick 7 so it's not like you're guaranteed to get a reward. Again thank you!

Cigusa

Heyy, good to have you back dude. Sucks that you still don't know, but I pray it gets diagnosed and sorted out soon. It wouldn't feel right for me to jump to 8$ right now to claim that reward when I was a free member for so long. Unless you wouldn't mind. Just know that I'm glad you're back.

Silver Screen


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