HE CHEATED ON YOU? (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)
Added 2023-08-15 23:03:18 +0000 UTCHey -
This boyfriend audio begins after you tell me about the ex who cheated on you and lied about it. I tell you why I think that whole thing was really a hidden compliment.
Then I make sure you forget the whole thing.
Smooches,
π§π»πMatthew xx
[M4F] HE CHEATED ON YOU? [Boyfriend experience] [Meta] [Discussing being lied to] [Ramble] [Clit Stimulation] [Creampie] [Mutual Orgasms] [After care] [L-Bomb]
Comments
Wow, this is so strange as I just found out my long-term bf (over ten years, I met him when I was really young) cheated last week, I am still in a very bad place and not sure how to get out of this. Apparently, itβs been going on for ages but I found the solid proof this time. I thought we were so in love, now every time I see him, I donβt know who he is anymore, I feel so disgusted and so stupid, I am just so very shocked, some days Iβd cry, some days Iβd look alright but feeling so numb inside, and some days Iβd get so angry I have thoughts about hurting myself or exposing him for what heβs done. He still plays cool as if everything will be alright but I know Iβll make a move soon to leave him. How did it come to this, the man I trusted, who holds me in his arms almost every day, telling me that Iβm the love of his life, who was he? It kills me when I see him smiling at me, so familiar yet I know I can no longer trust himβ¦ he really broke me. I hope I can get out of this and maybe I will eventually meet someone new. Iβm lucky that I got two cats and Matthew to heal me in the meanwhile.
Fizzin
2023-08-21 09:40:17 +0000 UTCThanks for sharing Ariel π I think it's a weird societal expectation that being cheated on is something to be ashamed of? Which makes no sense to me because you didn't do anything wrong. There's also a lot of victim-blaming out there, narratives of "well you weren't pleasing him/interesting enough/giving him what he wants, so of course he cheated", which again, is stupid and ridiculous in my eyes.
Kateastrophy
2023-08-18 02:52:31 +0000 UTCI hope this doesnβt come off as oversharing, definitely may come back and edit it down later (as full disclosure, nothing nefarious). Iβve really been thinking about my reaction to this one and sort of assessing my own self-limiting beliefs relating to being cheated on (again, as always, people see/view/experience through their own personal experiences). I donβt think I quite realized it was still a wound for me, just hanging out ready to remind me at a moments notice (strangely almost like grief?). Itβs interesting because I donβt think I feel embarrassed about it, Iβm kind of working through what words the feeling is. Like is telling someone a vulnerability? Or will they think itβs something I tolerate becauseβ¦ it was twice? Also just the raw emotional betrayal of being cheated on, how can you show someone your entire self with absolute openness and they still make an active choice thatβs so damaging, even if they think theyβll get away with it or gaslight you into thinking itβs all in your head (β ) or maybe donβt even care? It can affect how you see yourself and how you judge your own worthiness of being loved and even your judgement as a whole. Which to be fair, sometimes you can step back and see some of your own patterns that have lead to decisions that put you in that position, even if it isnβt your fault as far the cheating, maybe youβve been going after people who are unavailable in some way, or something else possibly. Anyways, I really enjoy getting to think and journal about ideas like this that can lead to growth and seeing a different perspective on things! A short Iβm having to write cover letters and some artist statements about has a deadline and it does deal with this topic strangely enough, so listening and thinking helped me to get that drafted. The short is also very emotional for some people, butβ¦ itβs just so interesting to create something that evokes those deep emotions for people whether itβs in writing or an image or whatever it may be, knowing itβs being viewed through their own life experiences. πΆ Ben Howard https://youtu.be/dnxCxHLAqn8 π΅ Adele https://youtu.be/bsFCO8-oCEQ
Ariel
2023-08-17 22:25:24 +0000 UTCThere's so much in this audio I want to touch on, but it always leaves me such an emotional mess that my thoughts are all over the place. I didn't realise how much I needed this level of comfort in an audio this week. Today was a bad chronic pain day, on top of being so far behind where I want to be in my studies, and just generally feeling super overwhelmed. The gentle nature of this audio was exactly what I needed, even if the ending has made me sob multiple times now. While I'm thinking about the ending: future therapist says yes that's probably not at all healthy. And now that's out of the way, I agree with the sentiment. There's nothing wrong with wanting to share life with someone, and that someone making everything seem worth it. I'm sick of working so hard and achieving things and surviving when I have no one to share those ups and downs with. When I submitted the first part of my thesis, I made myself a cake and ate it all by myself, because I didn't have anyone to celebrate that hard work and effort with. I'm getting so sick of doing life on my own, I want to be able to share the ups and downs with someone. (Even though therapist brain yells "You are a strong independent woman who don't need a man or anyone else but yourself!). While we're on the topic of not-so-great thoughts, when you said "when I've lost my arms" my brain immediately went "ah yes, the war" idk what war but I immediately assumed the worst π until you clarified you'd lost "use" of your arms. Sir I hope you've got some really strong dentures if your solution is to use your teeth π Anyway I'm sending positive vibes to everyone π
Kateastrophy
2023-08-17 13:30:36 +0000 UTCβͺ π βͺ ββββββ π₯https://youtu.be/5NEgfku9iIoπ₯ βββββββββββββββββ β₯οΈhttps://youtu.be/cwqECpdrs8sβ₯οΈ βββββββββββββββββ π«https://youtu.be/kFWlIH4VpXYπ« βββββββββββββββββ πhttps://youtu.be/aj0K2oYqZZIπ (the inner person...) βββββββββββββββββ πΊοΈhttps://youtu.be/KVDtFJ6hCigπΊοΈ βββββββββββββββββ π‘https://youtu.be/sga2btH8Ficπ‘ ββββββ π | π
Eternidad
2023-08-17 02:55:31 +0000 UTCI love that you were actively considering a contingency plan in case you lost the use of your arms π. This was very hotβ¦a new favourite. Thanks and much love π
Siouxxxz
2023-08-16 03:36:28 +0000 UTCahhh, i gotta co-sign on the 'cheating is the worst' part! i'm a super loyal person, so that form of betrayal cuts extraaaa deep. i just couldn't imagine doing that to someone. also, i haven't joined those groups but i've heard a bit about it. what goes on is actually insane π i hope you're doing well, princess ariel! π©·
aleigh -`β‘Β΄-
2023-08-16 03:25:32 +0000 UTCmy sincerest apologies. i canβt pay attention to anything else besides, βwhat do you think iβm here for? iβm yours. fuck me.β i hope you all can understand my predicament lmao π«‘ pee ess: hope you're taking care of yourself, kiwiii. the united matts club & i need you to! π©·
aleigh -`β‘Β΄-
2023-08-16 03:12:22 +0000 UTC*Blushes in polyamory* πΆβ€οΈβΎοΈ
Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)
2023-08-16 02:23:57 +0000 UTCThis was incredibly sweet and then oh so hot! You are the league leader in dropping major truth/knowledge bombs then following it up with a spectacular O. I think it might be your super power!
Alaina
2023-08-16 01:11:34 +0000 UTCI can confidently say this is the subscription I use (damn near abuseπ₯΅) the most these days π and this is exactly why. lord this one was something else, matt π
dove~
2023-08-16 01:10:00 +0000 UTCβItβs a miracle! The feeling is coming back to my hands!β π€£π€£π€£π€£ This had me cracking up! πππ Iβm glad the drama is gone. Iβm sorry you had to go through that again π₯Ί
Shamesha
2023-08-16 00:56:06 +0000 UTCOh Jenn I'm so sorry to hear your older cat went over the rainbow bridge, sending you so much love π€. I think most people use this website https://imgbb.com/ . You can upload once you make an account and you can edit your profile to make it private as well! If on your phone you click the cloud to upload and the link to share will show up at the bottom. I can add screenshots if you need. I need to see Gatsby pics! This is my lil weirdo Poppy https://ibb.co/wwJdzK2 Edit: and you don't need to make a paid account
Ariel
2023-08-16 00:29:06 +0000 UTCAnd I just read the drama and commented. I didn't read any posts last week since I was having a particularly rough week. Every time I do that something happens so from now on I will make sure to read everything and keep my good karma flowing! And if anyone can guide me on how to post a picture on here I can show you my Gatsby. He really is Great (goofy pun intended). He's my only cat already, my 18 year old went over the rainbow bridge last week.
Lavender Belle (Jenn)
2023-08-16 00:13:34 +0000 UTCBaby baby baby,seriously this is my new favorite,......I cannot even form a sentence, I'm mush right nowπ₯πππ
Linda
2023-08-16 00:02:25 +0000 UTCSeems I missed some drama too! I always miss out on some good popcorn having drama lol But seriously sorry that happened to you, I know this isn't the first time unnecessary drama has been around this page. Although I seem to have missed the IG page? And here I thought I was your favorite older woman! πππ But seriously, I'm looking forward to see the page moving forward. As for the audio, hot as always! Made me a little sad at first though since I can relate to the being cheated on. And the last one just flat out ghosted me without a clue but like you said, that is the sign of a coward! Now just to find a man half the man you are to give me my satisfaction. I think I will just stay with sexy world for a while! πππ¦π€πππ
Lavender Belle (Jenn)
2023-08-15 23:29:24 +0000 UTCThis may or may not have been my reaction https://media.giphy.com/media/kaf1loIyd3UB3vCKXb/giphy.gif However I will say it was really sweet. Cheating is kind of the worst. Related, has anyone seen/joined any of the 'are we dating the same guy' groups because, wow. Just wow. Updated to add: Also itβs really hot, unexpectedly hot?
Ariel
2023-08-15 23:26:58 +0000 UTCTaking tonight to catch up on the past few audios. Good to see that youβre feeling more positive about the page, honestly I was kind of worried that this was the beginning of the end with everything going on but Iβm glad things have been taken care of
Niamh
2023-08-15 23:24:43 +0000 UTCI was not prepared to get in my feels twice today but we're doing it anyway. Very grateful I've never been cheated on (...that I know of?) I'm halfway through this audio and it's π₯΅π₯΅π₯΅ Edit: omg the aftercare got me like ππ₯Ή
Kateastrophy
2023-08-15 23:23:10 +0000 UTCSo excited to be getting a birthday audio... Because my birthday just so happens to fall on a Tuesday this year (even though the audio will be on a Wednesday for us but whatever) π€£π€£
Kateastrophy
2023-08-15 23:15:56 +0000 UTCI missed drama? I'm slightly sad about that lol. But I'm sorry you had to be involved in the drama. You and your audios are amazing. π
Rhi
2023-08-15 23:15:05 +0000 UTCThanks for the incredible support and comments and chats and amazing reviews and pop-ins on the last post. Over the last few days I've been feeling really excited - and kinda relieved - to be a part of what feels like a new and improved era of the page. π At this point I'm thinking I'll be back to catch up in the comments later next month, and it might be a good idea to spend a bit more quality time over a couple of days, monthly, for better conversations. I think it will be better than flying in and out for weekly Q&As. For one, that format wasn't very conversational. And it also seemed to give constant air to an obsessive behind-the-scenes IG clique which formed, decided they were the most invaluable focus of the page π§ and started making weird demands and assumptions (like, itβs-my-birthday-coming-up-you'll-be-making-me-an-audio-right? π or 'you've-never-felt-any-shame-associated-with-sex-because-you're-a-white-cis-male-so-you-must-be-exploiting-our-conversations-when-you-mention-it' or' disagreeing-with-my-friends-is-bullying' π). Anyway, I've politely shown that handful the door, and I'd like to say you can still enjoy one or two of their parting shots on the previous few posts, but sadly, most have been edited / re-edited and/or deleted by them... π Which sucks, because I think it was actually an invaluable resource in a way, and I'd love to have exploited it all for a public essay on social media interaction one day haha. ππ€£π But please don't feel it all reflects on the page going forward. It's simply opening up room for our voices again. And I hope our conversations are longer, stronger, better and more engaged than they've ever been. So I'm looking forward to hearing from you when you get a moment! M
Matthew Tower
2023-08-15 23:03:28 +0000 UTC
