EXPLORING EACH OTHER (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Almost! I'm sure people better with words have a word for it, but I would say I'm inexperienced in actually participating as a human being with agency. Instead, my experiences have been the equivalent to being a blowup doll. The exploration is attractive in that being an active participant and actually being treated like a human is attractive #thebarislow 🤣 I don't know how to describe it better. Just being able to explore without judgement or shame is pretty much goals to me. Hope that makes sense

Kateastrophy

Ok after listening to this again, I think I've worked out why this audio hit so close to home. Because I know and accept that I crave intimacy and personal attention, but it wasn't quite that. I don't consider myself inexperienced, because that's not the right word to describe it, but I have no idea how to make it a pleasurable experience for myself or a man. I'm near terrified of jumping into bed with someone again because I have no idea what I'm doing (and I'm too proud to embarrass myself 😳). So the idea of just exploring with a partner, just understanding what we like and what works well and both enjoying the experience is just... Goals? Idk

Kateastrophy

Matt, I spent a long, long time thinking about what to say, and no comment I wrote seemed worthy. I wrote, delete it. I wrote, delete it. I don't know. I don't even know why I'm trying again, so late, when I've already missed the train. I couldn't conjure up what I wanted to say this time. It was a spectacular 21 minutes that seemed so complete that my emotions might not add, but take away a piece of what is already perfect. But still, I need to take a chance, because Exploring Each Other is in the TOP 10 for me now. It's so true, it's so beautiful, Matt. It's... the kind of thing we search for in a relationship and aren't sure if we'll find. For me, it speaks to my most sensitive and soft parts, parts I'm not sure if I can share with the world, but want to share with one person, that person. But, well, if all paths lead us to someone, to a situation, to an experience, I'm grateful that my paths led me here, and I got to listen to Exploring Each Other. My heart always beats faster when you let the poet that lives in your tower out of the punishment room and make him participate in your audios as a dirty talker. I love when you take him out of the room, strip him of his clothes, and allow me to access him, Matt. It's not always that he appears, but when the poet comes, I feel like pushing the dirty talk aside and saying "God, let me spend the night with him..." hahaha. You might not know, or maybe you do it precisely because you do know, but a poet would make a woman wet in any dimension, era, or time. I've always had a fantasy where you'd let me spend the entire night with the poet someday, actually, preferably on a Sunday morning, when you're thinking about poems and trying to improve metaphors, preferably when your mind needs rest and a woman's body to inspire you. But when I listen to these Tuesday audios of yours, naked in my bed, and feel like you let your most vulnerable parts talk with mine, it feels like the fairies went out to dance, and the butterflies graced us with beauty and delicacy. It's kind of magical, the whole process is kind of magical because it speaks to my creative parts that no one seems to understand or access. It's really quite an intimate process to go through this with you, and I end up feeling it in the reflection of my body and how I experience pleasure and myself. Almost like an intellectual and creative tantric sex. It's almost like... you end up reaching parts of me that aren't necessarily sexual, but become sexual, and everything gets... excessively exciting in a way that's always new to me. But beyond everything, I noticed something about this audio that I hadn't noticed before, maybe about the act of making love with someone you trust and have been in a relationship with for a while. It's interesting to think about it. Because balancing the agony of our bodies to reach the climax is desperate when we just want to prolong our pleasure and the other's. Maybe this is one of the greatest proofs of affection that I've ever seen and lived? I don't know. I think so. You pushed my capacity for pleasure quite a bit here, and I know that building is delicious, and pleasure is even better, so it was a positive and surprising torture. And then the implicit part that you address, without addressing. Loving things about the other's body, being turned on by things we were taught to be ashamed of our whole lives. Not everyone can have this freedom and a partner who truly gets turned on by everything you are and everything you have, and I think I felt a lot of that here. The slow burn, but the irresistible passion of the end. How everything can start with affection, and end in an explosion. I loved taking this to the individuality of my bed, I loved being able to do this with myself and my imagination, I loved being able to love myself to this point, in the sheets, wanting my own body to come as the fantasy places me in a set of such desire and passion felt by you. I loved being able to take the poet from the tower and make him feel me in my dreams. Yes. What you do is a healing process. It's wonderful, Matt. Thank you for this. Thank you for having walked all the steps you walked and having gotten here, exuding talent, wisdom, knowledge and humanity. Thank you for writing from the heart! Love, 🦋 Falla xxx

Omg I'm actually going to be home for the drop! I'll probably be very asleep but still! Yay! Also, the parents just arrived home so my reign of unobstructed TTT is over ☹️

Kateastrophy

The opening of this audio unfolds like a poem coming to life, where time seems to stand still and the rest of the world fades out of focus.

Ariel

I’ve got a busy few days coming up and I’m not sure I’ll be around for tomorrows drop so I just wanted to say hi. 🤗 I get to help my friend with some photography at a film festival over the next few days. I get to wear a media badge and everything! I also wanted to show you this cool art book I found at my favorite antique mall. I was looking through all of the prints and instantly knew I was going to buy it. As it turns out, the artist is named Peter McIntyre and he was from New Zealand! 🥝🎨 Obviously I had to share here. Hope everyone’s having a great week. https://ibb.co/WH3Rzph https://ibb.co/z8YzWqd https://www.mutualart.com/Artist/Peter-McIntyre/5F47EA84327C9EDF/Artworks

Emily Dawn

Matt, just sayin... Now would be a great time for another 'taking care of you when you're sick' audio...

Kateastrophy

Matt, how can you take me like that, biting me and pulling my hair and driving into me with such primal passion in an elementary school parking lot? Have you no shame at all? 🥰😍☺️😘🎉🎉🎉😳😇 The long build was worth it but I wish I hadn’t been listening on my lunch break yesterday. Or maybe it was just the perfect thing to listen to during a stressful day. Also, I don’t really believe in shame. 💜💜💜

Harriet

I'm left cock drunk, words....none. hearing your smile, amazing and so sexy....curled up whimpering fuck over and over again. Don't judge my grammar or punctuation. I think I literally just fucked my brains out..... quivering jelly legs💜💜💜💜💦💦💦💜💜💜🥵🥵🥵

Raegan Howard

Definitely worth the wait🥰

Marita Kosmo

How the hell did my astrophysicist-nerd-ass completely miss that?! What the hell kind of trance was I in this morning? 🤣

Kateastrophy

I'm reading back through these comments and I must have some form of amnesia because I don't remember anything people are talking about happening in this audio 🤣 All I remember is feeling really damn good 🤣

Kateastrophy

OH MY GOD MATT!! You have no idea how many orgasms I have because of YOU! Thank you for that! I needed that after a rough week! Thank you 😩💕

Nadja

I loved how you described the eyes👁️👁️, Matthew. And having marks on the skin...👄...truly penetrates the mind💜

Eternidad

Whew. That was HOT, Matt! 🥵 Fastest way to get me to stop teasing you? "If you don't stop I'm going to cum on your face". 🤣 All kidding aside, (although that would stop me dead in my tracks) this slow build was perfection. Sometimes I want to jump ahead but tonight you had me right with you. "I want to carve out all the space inside you and make it mine". That line hit me like a freight train. More than 2 years in you're still making 26 letters come together in new patterns that shatter and woo me all at once. It makes me smile that I still delight in your words as much as any other part of you or time together in sexyworld. Thank you kind sir. 4 consecutive nights of nightmares needed this laughter, lightness, and belly laughs coming back to your voice and silliness after catapulting somewhere into the depths of bliss. Here's hoping delight brings sweet dreams. 😘💜🤗

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♥️ https://youtu.be/2b9PJ9I-oWM

Eternidad

Just what I needed 🫠🥰

Siouxxxz

🫂🥲 https://youtu.be/JnlMg1na_jo

Eternidad

Even better, it's already my day off!

Kateastrophy

Ahh that was a wonderful way to wake up 🥰 can we just stay in bed and snuggle today?

Kateastrophy

Sooooo... I just broke my favorite toy 😭 there is this fan fiction I was reading the last three days and I guess my satisfyer couldn't handle it. It gave up mid audio 😭 If anyone has recommendations, please let me know 🫰

Wildcat 32

Oh how I love a slow burn. Sooo sexy! And damn this is yet another favorite now! And I’m still laughing from the ending. Ahhhhhh! 🤣🔥💦🌋🥵💋💋💜 And I'm not usually into the old 6 and 9 but I would make the exception for you, especially after this!

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I don’t know if it’s mushy but I’m a pile of mush. Ahhhh

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Happy post day belles 💜💜 Will report back later once I have an idea of how mushy this is and if I think I can listen 😅

Niamh

andddd it just started downpouring as i put my shoes on. please ensure there will be warm snuggles once i return 🤞💘

aleigh -`♡´-

ahhh i completely forgot what time it was! i just made last minute dinner plans. i guess this just means we’ll be building the tension for a few hours longer ❤️‍🔥

aleigh -`♡´-

Happy Tuesday Matthew. Can’t wait to listen.

Siouxxxz