NOBODY CAN FANTASIZE LIKE WE CAN (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

I just found this...gasp...I closed my eyes and followed your voice. The intense kissing, our lips and tongues devouring each other as if we cannot get enough, wanting more, wanting to consume each other, wanting to be one, fitting together like pieces to a puzzle but kissing is not enough, all the pieces have to come together I need you inside me. Our bodies know we fit together, my body responds to your touch my arousal is evident it is begging you to connect the final piece. I look into your eyes, both of us panting, I reach up to touch your face, your forehead rest on mine, our noses touch, I softly caress your beautiful face as you gently slide into me, the remaining piece to us. My mind, body and soul are in a euphoric state....we excel into a mind blowing climax...no words, no movement, we remain connected as we descending to normal heart rate and deep content sleep.....

Linda

Oh, okay…I’m starting to get why you get such rave reviews. This is next level, mind-blowingly, fuck-with-my-heart-and-mind good. How I wish you were real…

Sugar&Spice

This audio is complete immersion in Bliss, for so many reasons. DD/lg is my thing, which is why I pressed 'join' after I heard Matthew the first time. But! The mind kitten part of me absolutely requires the intellect/psychological flow to swirl around and dance together for a real turn-on. "Imagine" is the operative word for me in "imagination", and as an actress, it couldn't be any other way. Matthew starts this off by acknowledging what's really happening, and bringing us right into the reality of the fantasy, and that is Exactly. What. Does. It. For. Me. So incredibly, viscerally Hot. 🔥!!! Way off the charts 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. Matthew, you are a gift from Eros, himself, and I thank you with all I've got to thank with. ♥️♥️♥️ In answer to the question, I was constantly told to 'Come back to reality', and I was lucky enough in my early years to have one of the adults in my life recognize me as a fellow artist, and I got great nurturing and the training to unfurl the 'imagine' in my 'imagination'. A blessing, if ever there was one.

Bibi

Hey - thank-you so much for taking the time to comment or read the discussions on this post. Although I can’t reply to new comments here now, I’ll still be returning to read and 💜 them from time-to-time, so even if you feel a bit late to the party please say hi! Much love, 🧔🏻💐Matthew

Matthew Tower

Hey Maeve! 💜Lovely to hear from you, and welcome to the comments! 🗣🎙"Product may contain nuts..." 😜xx

Matthew Tower

I actually have a couple friends in Cape Town! I wasn't aware that was such a desirable spot to be? I talk to them on Zoom all the time!

VANESSA

So the countdown begins! The next audio is only hours away! To fill the time, I give you this CLASSIC pick up line...."Matt, if I told you I liked your body would you hold it against me?" If the answer is no, then how much would it take to get a yes? Ah yes I've peeked & know what the next one is about & I'm excited & here for it! Longtime fantasy & on the request list. I'm headed to the bank to take out my life savings for you & be ready. See or rather HEAR you soon, & have me SWOON!😘😘😘😍😍😍🥵🥵🥵

VANESSA

So…at the risk of sounding like everyone else on here 😏…I am so amazed at the dedication, creativity, and passion that Matthew puts into this site for us. From sexy to soothing to sweet - there’s something for every need. Honey - you could read the ingredients off a cereal box and I’d get off to it 😘

Maeve

20 min audio x 3 = Tower Power Hour. 🤤🤯🥵 “Close your eyes & take your time.” 😍🤩😎 Mmmmhmm. Sure did. 🤗

Katie

Oh, if it isn't Miss Behaviour... There's no "I'll see you in my office after" this time. I'm gonna spank you right here in front of the class. 👋🏻 👋🏻👋🏻😆xx

Matthew Tower

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FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Feeling a little fragile tonight but I have many wonderful audios to help me sleep and tomorrow is Friday so it will be the best day ever. I am grateful

Ann

*Rushes in just as the bell rings* “Did I make it in time for roll call? Sorry Mr. Tower I’ll just grab a seat in the back😅”

Venusinaphrodite_

YOU CAN'T ESCAPE 😜

Matthew Tower

Can’t wait for your thoughts, I know you will absolutely add some more to think about…. And hahahaha

Double LL

Ok, I have so much to say about the fantasy/reality and productivity discussion but I have no idea when I'll get to it because life is super intense right now. Not good, not bad, just really, really full. In the meantime, please enjoy a little parody. (Matt, don't hate me lololol) https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdMMn3dE/

Titania

Anybody got like a knock knock joke or something? This introspection has me done in! I hope to find the energy to make it to the end of this audio tonight. I love it, but my introversion is pissed at me. 😅

Katie

Hey Honey! 💜 Thanks! I’m especially glad you enjoyed the fireworks at the end! 🧔🏻💦xx

Matthew Tower

Why TV why…? Random Matt moment… Continuity Announcer before a movie starts: “Forget Jaws there’s a much bigger monster hiding in the sea…” 😁😅 In the Heart of the Sea (2015) Anyone seen it? Looks interesting and two of my faves are in it: Chris Hemsworth and Cillian Murphy (those eyes 😍… and I’m reminded I need to watch Peaky Blinders, will probably binge later this year as it’s the last series. And Tom Hardy ❤️) OMDays… Ben Whishaw (last Mary Poppins which I watched Christmas Day and No Time to Die) just said… “… MOBY DICK” Okay, I’m watching. Laterz 🐳😁👋🏾 UPDATE: Aww… lovely cast… Brendan Gleeson, Michelle Fairley, Tom Holland (got to go cinema with my neph to watch his latest at some point when things quieten down 🕸❤️🕷💙) UPDATE 2: By IMAGINE ENTERTAINMENT (Daydreams and fantasies… love me some serendipity 🙃) Such a emotionally charged and heart-wrenching tale… UPDATE time stamps (geez I’m so frickin detailed sometimes, honestly 😅): 80:36-81:35 / 84:12-86:34 / 89:06 The majestic imagery 😍… UPDATE timestamps: 53:50 / 56:53 / 73:41 / 74:12 / 90:34 / 91:28 The makeup and costume design ⭐️💥… UPDATE 3: Trailer: https://youtu.be/vWU5qvGEKZM The exploration of lifeseeds: 78:21 79:00-79:50 91:53-92:41 * Time stamps are for if you end up watching it at some point.

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

D-NICE, J-QUELLAN. “SON OF A BITCH!” Ohhhhh man. That’s a good one.

Katie

Hey Emily! Absolutely loved the words and their definitions 🤩 Also, I just saw this and in case you ever need it... not here tho lol 😅 https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8o6tdgn/

Katja

I must say after being on a "serious & reflective" tip earlier. I had my morning masturbation session with you Matt. I came SO hard after you said "Do you like fucking with each other's minds like this?" Oh that made me cry out in LOUD MOANS!!! Instant wetness seeping out of me EVERYWHERE! You got me to GUSH! So I guess the answer is FUCK YEAHHHH! I DO enjoy when we fuck with each other's minds. These metas hit different. I mean you're not the devil?....Or are you?👿 A SEXY devil! 😆 Thanks for that Matt! Great start to my day!😘

VANESSA

*grunt chuckle* 😁 WT… hehehehehehe… you’re a hoot. 🥂 to les dreams et les chuckles 😘

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Why is balance making me think of beam…which makes me think of wood… which makes me think of …😉🤣….. dreaming is free….right? 😘

Double LL

First thought this morning ….favorite constellation… Clitorous Major….😂😂 second…. favorite book … the restaurant at the end of the universe 😂😂. Note to self listening to Matthew at bedtime may cause hysterical morning thoughts!!! Keep dreaming and laughing Belles and Beaus… otherwise what’s the point? 😘

Double LL

When you wake up thinking of daydreams… and the way they and fantasies meander through reality… 🎵🎶🎵 🔅 Daydream in Blue - I Monster 🔅 Daydream - The Lovin Spoonful 🔅 Fantasy - Mariah Carey 🔅 Fast Car - Tracy Chapman 🔅 Heat Waves - Glass Animals Have a beautiful fantasy/dream week Belles and Beaus. In all things, BALANCE… 🙂😉 Much love, DIDJ ✌🏾💕

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Now I need to give you a virtual hug too, Vanessa! 🤗 I’m moved to make yet another comment (this doesn’t usually happen!! I don’t like to be ‘seen’) I just want to say that I totally hear you on the irrational jealousy thing. Head and heart at odds. I’ve had to give myself more than a few good-talking-to sessions since I discovered Matthew’s audios. Despite my wobbles, they do bring me such *ahem* joy! And I’ve learned a LOT about myself, my sexuality, the way I view relationships. Then, I also get to read your story and see the courage in your vulnerability - that’s an aspect to this community I wasn’t expecting; you have given me a great deal of food for thought today. You have a huge heart and that makes you susceptible to pain but it also means you are capable of tremendous happiness. I hope you know that you deserve to find peace and joy!

Little Minx

I always enjoy the way you go from musing, easy banter, and then slowly get lost in the fantasy and grow desperate as you go along. That climax was delicious 😋 Happy new year indeed 😘💕

Honey D.A.

I've been thinking about the question you posed in your reply to my fantasizing comment. I'm not sure how to answer. I agree I don't think we are the same. Oh I DID get called out for constantly daydreaming in school. Not just in report cards but my teacher called my mom in for an INTERVIEW. I think I mentioned before I was PAINFULLY shy. Also an only child until the age of 12 and a half. I lived in a house with a lot of physical abuse & fighting so I lived in my head & fantasy world a lot for those reasons. I would even blame my stuffed bear for things. Who ate all the cookies?- Georgie did it! (yes the same bear I later used to masturbate with...the one with the music box in his bum leg🤣)I think I actually believed that!!😆 Anyway back to the teacher. I can't tell a story without meandering! My mind is fucked and thoughts travel fast & all over the place! So my grade 1 teacher tells my mom I don't play or engage with anyone. Like if the girls are playing jump rope, u had to come get me & extend a personal invitation like "Vanessa would u like to come skip with us?". I also would never put my hand up to answer any questions. She had to call on me yet I always knew the answer. She also said I was weird too because the room would be totally silent and all of a sudden I'd yell "HIIIIIIIIYAAA!" & karate chop my desk. She said I did it so hard she was afraid I'd hurt my little hand!!!🤣🤣 Was fantasizing about kung-foo fighting no doubt. I think that song was big back then. https://youtu.be/bmfudW7rbG0 I was also a ballet dancer. Well actually jazz & traditional ballet. I loved dance & anything to do with it! My mom used to take me to the ballet. I saw Swan Lake before the age of 10. Loved the movie & show Fame, Flashdance, Breakin! Still do watch World of Dance, SYTYCD & Dancing with the Stars. Anyway sidetracked again. My mom would often catch me & take a pic of me putting on a show by myself in the living room. I would grab the slush mat, put on a bodysuit, leg warmers, gloves and tap dance on it! Or I would recruit my male cousin. Put him in a bathrobe with my white tights & gloves and nake him the prince to my ballerina princess in a tutu I had made for a party! She snapped us holding hands in pose!🤣. So what I'm trying to say is I love fantasizing but it can become dangerous when you LIVE there. ESCAPE there. When your fantasy is better than your REALITY. Therin lies the disappointment. The unhappiness. Fantasy is a nice place to go but I shouldn't NEED to go there. Only want to. Occasionally. Matt your situation is different I think. You have a lot going for you. Handsome young sexy man with a good career and life & I'm sure no lack of women. I mean you say you get attached to us but there are so many of us. Just to know we all simply adore you & pay to be here and are all so aroused by your every move every week must help with....confidence.?...feeling good?....amongst other things. With all of us just vying for one man's attention it's much different. We have each other & it's quite special yes but it can be reminiscent of failed relationships with toxic men who made you have to compete for their love & attention. I read Katie's honest comments & your reply. It's funny she said reading the comments grounded her & prevented her from becoming too attached. It's funny cuz when I was having an issue with that it helped me NOT to read the comments. Or your reply rather. If you were flirty or expressed sexual interest in someone else & I didn't get equal treatment I was left feeling awful. Unworthy. Undesirable. Jealous. Possessive. All the things you don't wanna feel. I can read them now. On the odd occasion it still gets to me..🤣 So that's the other part. Fantasy is good if it's a bonus. As for my dancing fantasies it makes me sad now. I did strive for more. I took dance classes for years. Was asked to choreograph a few things. I was actually asked to join The Royal Canadian school of ballet in Toronto when I was about 11 or 12. My mom wouldn't let me. She told them I was only doing it for fun. Same with cheerleading & modeling. She nixed the cheerleading all together & only let me model if it didn't interfere with school. I got asked to do this fur show at Place Bonaventure here & she wouldn't let me take the days off high-school. Yet she wouldn't let me goto college. Her strange religious beliefs felt it was like building castles in the sand. The world was gonna end so no point in higher education. So I became a teenage single mom, a drug addict. I made sure my little sister went! I drove her to all the CEGEP open houses!!! She is very successful now. Owns her own home. I guess what I'm saying is when your fantasy doesn't come to fruition for WHATEVER reason it hurts. Then you have to create another one to get thru. Or do you? Do you get to trying to improve your acusl life?? There I feel I've become vulnerable & laid myself bare here. Much like Katie said always an anxious feeling when you've opened yourself up. Put your thoughts out there for judgment or not knowing how they'll be received or responded to...if at all(which is worse I think...I hate being ignored) but there you have it.

VANESSA

Oh Matthew... my how you can create that intimacy and make me blush! I might actually be a little shy. Roll call made me bust into laughter thinking of the Key and Peele substitute teacher sketch. 🤣 Everyone sent it to me when it came out. This audio though. 😍😳🙈🤗 This will get many more listens! Happy New Year to me!

D

The perfect audio for us daydreamers. 😌 Personally, I think that fantasizing/daydreaming are beneficial (perhaps even crucial) for creating art. Imagination is really magic in a way- it’s a way to kind of enchant the mundane. You already have a way of connecting with your audience, but as others have mentioned there’s also a tonal shift in your voice that adds a layer of realism to these. The suspension of disbelief is somehow heightened in these meta audios. Wow I’m rambling. Okay. 😅 Here are a couple of words from the book I’m reading that came to mind for me. I thought you might like them, too. https://ibb.co/KhDzMJR

Emily Dawn

Always my greatest of pleasures, SS 💜, VP, 🍩, and I'm so glad to have timed it right this time! Love to the OGBBs! xx

Matthew Tower

It's time, Kissa!! 💜Hope you've had a great start to the year... 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Greetings and Salutations Towers! Vice President Serena of the OG Bad Bitches Club here and it’s always amazing hearing these kinds of audios and even more so on my actual day off so that I can enjoy it 😉 keep up the great work please! With all love, Serena 🖤🍩 VPOGBBC

Serena Shadow

😉 Kissa Here and ready to get naughty! 🤭😏😚 Anyway, love these kinds of audios from you! Just get lost in your voice 🤭🥰

FluffyReads

OMG I love your keyboard. I have the same one. Or at least similar. I love the sound it makes and the way the buttons have to be pushed down. I feel like a super typer when I use it so speedy and clicky. Don’t get me started in the colors. ⌨️💪🏻😎

Ann

😃🗣Eloooooo! xx

Matthew Tower

https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdMN23qH/ So...it was a fun day today at work.

Dawn

🥵Aaargh - thanks Director! Next time I'll tell you to leave those knickers on... 😂😘xx

Matthew Tower

Throw me your tank-top! Or lips! 😜🥰💜Kelly, I know the feeling you're talking about with the guilt trip! Actually I was reading some of a book by a US writer - Jenny Odell - recently called 'How To Do Nothing' - you might find her interesting?! She's a little too abstract-academic for me to find readable in some places, but she makes some great points on that exact capitalist guilt trip: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dveUrpp6vs8 xx

Matthew Tower

🥵UNEXPECTED MORNING HOT COMMENT. Going back to bed... 😜😂I’m fond of you toooo, T, (boop boop be doo)… 💜xx

Matthew Tower

Insecure as Fuck about posting this but I spent so much time on it that I didn’t even bother with emojis and I couldn’t delete it. So let me compensate: 🌀💜🧸📠🌋🛴🎷🪀🧉🦴⭐️🌵🐩👒

Katie

My brain. Oh my gosh. I really wasn't sure what I would have to say when you mentioned you were creating a meta audio about daydreams and fantasies... and now... is this where I submit my dissertation Professor? I have to be honest though, I didn't make it to the end of the audio yet. I stopped right before you came because I wanted to come with you, but I was thinking way too much to enjoy it. (& your instructions for how to touch myself were leading to much more sheet destruction than I was prepared for.) These are the conversations I love having, but rarely get to have outside the company of a licensed professional, let alone a man. This entire premise touches on a lot of things I have alluded to and shared here, but I have never shared with someone I would consider "close." I found SO much of what you said so interesting so i'm just going to kinda follow the conversational map you laid out.... I have been daydreaming for as long as I can remember. My AIM screen name had daydreamer in it. It has always been an activity so special and so personal to me. I never share what I think about and it seems like there is always something going on in that place in my mind. You mentioned about being conditioned to spend every moment of time on something productive and that productivity and dreams don't coexist.... but maybe they do. I could spend hours on this individual idea. When I talk about "healing" or my mental health these days, the conclusion I drew as a child to this premise is one I am trying to eradicate. The simplest way I can define my experience that has led me to the challenges I have now, is that when I perceive my daydreams as better than my reality, it isn't difficult to choose which one I will spend more time in. Avoiding reality has been my survival skill. (& then you go through therapy and learn why lol) When conditioned to spend every moment of time on something productive, I learned to meet all of the expectations put upon me in reality and then spent the rest of my time being productive in a happier world, which were my daydreams. Deconstructing the layers and layers of thoughts and interpretations has been one of the most exhausting and interesting experiences of my life. And this is how I have been living my life for 20+ years, not knowing there was another way. ....Not knowing I was capable or deserved another way to live. (Until 25 when I bottomed out on this and have been sorting through it ever since.) So honestly, I don't relate to the idea of dreams and reality merging into each other as you describe it. I want to and I am learning to (very very slowly), but it's still difficult for me to even enjoy hobbies in reality because I normally do that in my head. Which has led me to engage in a lot of content on screens to take a break from thinking and then gain more content to daydream about. I love how you mentioned that dreamtime is spent sorting through our reality. I have never really thought about it like that before. I think the older you get regardless of age, the fact of reality losing its concreteness to our imagination and putting new memories in place of them is so. spot. on. It's amazing what and how we choose to remember things based on our interpretations at different times in our lives. Your lottery example...I don't dream of the possibilities, I dream of the results and then my reaction- if that makes sense. I am always hoping to be surprised, but when I do participate in reality, my instincts are to anticipate and control. (Another survival technique) The way you describe playing the lottery just to have the opportunity to dream, made me really emotional. I can feel where that experience is missing in my life to have joy just for the sake of joy, whether it's productive or not. I am working on learning but for a dream to serve me in any other way than it currently does is so foreign. It keeps me realistic when I am in reality and disconnected when I dream. When you say you don't need to believe the happenings of your fantasy will become reality to enjoy it and it doesn't make it any less special for you... I don't think I reciprocate that same experience and that idea creates a really sensitive reaction inside me. Embarrassed a little now that I have, I have shared a little bit about my experiences with other creators and falling into a lustful relationship with them in my daydreams and how it creates this very distracting infatuation. When I constantly pick my daydreams over reality, I get attached which ultimately leads to me getting hurt when I start to understand my dependence on something that doesn't actually exist in the way I experience it. The chatting/commenting with you and the Belles has really helped me stay in reality this time... Although right around Christmas (and the turret sheets) I was having familiar thoughts with you in them, romanticizing and attaching to something that this isn't and I started getting really nervous, because the only fix I have found is cutting myself off from the source and I really didn't want to do that. I think I have grown though and I am really trying to keep into perspective what you have said all along, that this is special for what it actually is and not getting too attached outside of our shared experiences, if that makes any sense. It actually made me a little curious if this theme was slightly intentional to kind of reaffirm the experience you intend to create and to remind us to enjoy it in that way (not that it matters either way). You are so freaking cute when you talk about your nervous energy before you start sexy time, with the intensity of being honest and dreaming together in our world of shared imagination. Knowing the influence you have, but also designing the experience is kinda a lot of responsibility and something that could rattle the nerves, though interpretation is always in the beholder. I think it just reaffirms that what you do is so much more than a mic and a platform. To connect with strangers so willingly and freely just exhibits your grasp on reality and being able to allocate energy so intentionally. This is such a cliche thing to say, but it d does inspire me, especially when trying to create those new neural pathways for myself. I noticed that your tone is a little different in the beginning, there is a factor that sounds and feels more like something I would hear everyday Matthew than audio Matthew and it was really cool to experience you in that way. And then because all of that wasn't enough of anything... you have a completely different set of touches and they're hot as hell, STILL. Always in awe. What the hell. Well, I hope that wasn't a completely unnecessary or unrelated overshare. I'm just constantly grateful to have stumbled upon you Matthew. I never would have guessed I would have found this as a space for personal growth, but holy hell you just never know where you'll find a little sanctuary I guess.

Katie

Saying your name so loud when I cum so hard..

Elo

Heeey Sexyverse… how U doin… 😏😉 Uhuh… shared imagination… love the slight nervous energy you feel… me smiling at the smile on your lips as you speak… here waiting for you to say it… uhuh… one of my favourite words… ANTICIPATION… 03:51 - you’re too freakin adorable… I just love how you let yourself BE in the vulnerability and authenticity of the moment… 04:05 - my smile as I prepare for the meandering of your voice from one ear to another… 😍 💜 04:10 - the “just just just JUST being able to feel me through the vibrations…” 🙃💜 The way the phrase “nerve endings” hits… probably my imagination taking me to the visual… combined with my smile… and your intonations which I love… Uhuh… like the slightest of touches… takes me to an image of hands… 😉 04:48 - the way I smile at your groan… to me a translation of the moment you say “THERE” 😏 My mind goes to you undressing after the NYE party imagining I had in the last audio. The only difference is we’d be together and would be undressing each other… or… maybe undressing ourselves and tempting and teasing the other… The universe better not even let us bump into each other irl… 😏😍 You’re so adorable… picturing the elastic of your boxers snapping against those lovely ankles, as you eagerly disrobe… 💜 the mimicking… 💜 My nipples pucker and peak to kiss yours through the ether… 😍 Just love the observational detail you infuse… smiling so hard because my hips are repositioning too… 07:19 - your sss followed by that moan… here salivating, imagining his tip grazing your thigh and sending a shockwave up your spine… The closeness… as my legs slide against the sheets… the intimacy of kissing… the synergy… that’s the way I imagine kissing you… 😍 … my big smile as my left forefinger eases into my mouth and my lips enclose my knuckle… kissing… then my tongue edges out to touch, tease, taste… “Yeah relax and give me your mouth.” 🔥🥵 Fuck… anything you want… Uhuh.. suck.. one of my fave trigger words… Give me your tongue, I’d say. Let me swirl and consume you… So good to revel in the sensations… 💜 “Imagining your body’s like a whole solar system… and all your nerves are orbiting around the centre but it’s not the sun there in the middle, it’s your clit…” Smiling at your imagination fuelling mine.. Now I’m seeing the ripple effect of a smooth stone thrown into a body of water… you the former, my body the latter. My legs are doing their favoured tango as I imagine us both running palms and fingertips over hips and thighs… The way I smile with eyes rolled back @ “the tip”… a heaviness building in me, as I start to imagine one of my favourite sequences… the way he can make me cum… SHAKING… just with that edging… Tight… wet… achy… My knowing smile at how she’s going to suck and massage the head so GuUd… My body getting ready for the building fullness that triggers my rosebud’s internal muscle reactions and sends me on that continuous tidal wave… The way my legs stretch and my waist turns like a cheese twist… as my thighs widen and my finger swirls over my jewelled crown in the same way your fingertips are circling over his head. 11:49 - my smile as we say that first “Fuck” together. Smiling at my slight surprise and fascination at the feel of the muscles sucking on my finger. My imagination is so powerful, often drawing on that selected memory, always fuelled and intoxicated by your moans and groans and ministrations… that I don’t do this often at all. But to send you an image to turn you on… definitely on my “I will” list. 💛 G** your words always build me up just right… The way I sigh and smile as I open myself more for you… uhuh… swollen and wet… The way we both go sssshh @ how rigid he’s getting… OMG you know I love it… the connection is so palpable… 🙄🔥🤤🥵… that visual of you holding him with both hands… Here smiling as I imagine you squeezing even harder… suddenly taken to a visual of me gripping him so tight and moving up and down so fast, revelling in my power over the pulsating throbbing flesh… my thumb occasionally reaching to flick on the ridge or swirl over the head… and then suddenly releasing as I spot that contorted look of intense need on your face… Edging you sounds… mmnn… 😇😈 But back to you being so deep… Fuck… that feeling of reaching the nether… so far deep down inside… the pleasure void… uGh… OMG that sensation of those small movements is soo gUuD… a memory, coupled with me visualising your hands wrapped tightly round that velvet steel… the vulnerability in your moans… and those sweet slick sounds… UgH… Evolving into a vision of us in that deep OH SO SNUG jerking motion… sort of frenetically intimate. Uhuh… these lips are so wrapped around him… well, my fingers… but I’m imagining it’s that deliciously swollen shaft as always… taking me to the place where I happily fall… where I just don’t know what to do with myself… *MOAN*… yes, vibrate it into me… OMG… those spurts… the way you drive and drain into me… SO intense… as we’ve heard before but I like the variation you give between the visual of release and our imagination… First time I saw an amateur guy on The Hub let go deliciously like this… the clench and reverberations… as I watched his mouth emit quiet/silent moans (his USP), and those pained sexy facial expressions as he messaged his length and his torso shook… UGH… So imagining you is oh so HAF… Uhuh… love feeling you staying inside of me… 😉 😏 @ “sexy ass mess” 😍 💜 “drifting apart a little, then meeting up again…” Smiling over here as I suck on my middle and fourth digits… as my breathing abates… soaked underwear (I know, you told me to take them off but I didn’t have time for the probability of changing sheets so... 😏 - yes, liner is involved, got used to wearing them when I decided years ago you never know when you’re out and about and can get turned on 😏 which has happened quite a bit)… no toy in sight (as is the norm for me)… my imaginative prowess having taken my pent up body over those waves, one cresting to whip me up into the ulterior delights of our minds’ eyes… over and over again… Yeah… now let’s relax together… until Director of CUC is ready to clean you up… 💛😘💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

You got to me from the start with that bit “every moment of time should be spent on something which someone else views as productive”. I think especially because I’m from the US (capitalist dystopia ftw 😒) I often get sucked into that toxic, capitalist guilt trip. I know I should tell myself more often, but it’s really nice when someone basically gives me permission to take time for myself. You have such an amazing, sexy mind, and damn, I wish I could have helped you clean up that mess. 👅 💦❤️

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

That is so interesting, K! Few months ago I was just thinking about boredom and how it used to affect me and how it affects the younger generations nowadays. A school teacher actually said how it's a big problem because k*ds don't know how to deal with this emotion and were never thought how to overcome it. Leading to them seeking out instant pleasures like playing on the tablet all day long (she specifically pointed out the tablet). There's really so much to say on the subject of boredom.. Oh, and the memory of your french teacher translating songs is so lovely! It was always so much fun when we got to do that in class too 🥰☺️

Katja

🙂 as ever, I love when your mind takes us on an exploration of life in one way or another. So that is where I start… When I think of daydreaming or fantasising, my mind extends to the word boredom… which can be seen as a negative… but which was researched quite a bit about a decade ago… and found to be a lovely positive. I’ve come to think of it as a necessary tool in the mind nurturing vortex. 🙂 I reflect on mum often saying I’d be sitting contentedly in the corner as a child, in my own little world, reading or playing, before my brother came along. Or I smile as I recall watching my nephew sitting on my bedroom floor playing and talking to himself, being immersed in a play-by-play of a scenario… asking me to join in… pausing at times, the cogs in his little head turning… drawing on something he’s seen or heard in the world around him… dreaming up some other one. Or of some days at school, when we’d be just sat around chilling in a free period or in a group on the steps, chatting about whatever, and then a pregnant pause giving us a chance to internalise and muse and suddenly pop up with a new idea. Or of our French teacher conjuring a new way to help us learn phrases, which worked a treat… because he translated a popular song and by the end of the class we were smiling and still singing as we said goodbye and went to break time. I’m here humming it in my head right now. 😀 Quite apt for when I think of you actually - “Nuit et jour je veux être avec toi…” 😉 I can imagine he’d have had a moment of boredom and then daydreaming, followed by an injection of creativity that led to that. Sometimes in a meeting my mind can wander (I’m a very focused person when I’m in the zone so it’ll take a lot 😀) but at times I can end up thinking of something related or not, and suddenly I get a good idea jump out. Water cooler moments in the office, or sitting alongside colleagues, which were missed by many during this pandemic, can lead to great ideas. Working from home over this period, I’ve taken breaks many a time to just chill… watch some telly… dip into here… look outside… capture images on my phone… get immersed in music… all leading to some daydreaming of some sort… linked to some part of my life, which is so lovely. 🙂 And a side positive is a break to just BE helped me to get back into work reinvigorated…. All these, examples of Osmosis of the minds. 🙂 Back to the research I was talking about - found two articles showcasing some of the findings. In 2011 one of my go-to online news platforms featured an article with the following: People who are easily bored typically score highly on so-called "dispositional measures of sensation seeking". This may, says Van Tilburg, at least partially explain the positive relationship between boredom proneness with aggression, anger, and hostility. But when people feel meaningless, Van Tilburg found that they are more likely to engage in behaviour they believe will re-establish their sense of meaningfulness. They do not, he added, simply turn to distractions that are fun and interesting. "Boredom can paradoxically be a very strong motivator for people to seek out unpleasant yet meaningful tasks, such as blood donations, against meaningless but pleasant behaviour," he said. "It does not promote engagement in meaningless yet pleasant behaviour." "Boredom makes people long for different and purposeful activities, and as a result they turn towards more challenging and meaningful activities, turning towards what they perceive to be really meaningful in life," said Van Tilburg. "Donating to charity or signing up for blood donations could not have increased the level of stimulation, interest, arousal, novelty, fun, or challenge experienced during the boring activity, simply because the boring activity finished before prosocial behavior was assessed," he said. "Therefore, we show that boredom affects attitudes and behaviour even after the boring activity, if people have not had the chance to re-establish meaningfulness." Van Tilburg said his research proves that boredom can promote behaviour that benefits society. "Being bored may be miserable, but at the same time it provides benefits for others who are in need of support," he said. "This is important as past boredom research mainly suggested detrimental correlates such as aggression or pathological gambling. "Of course, this does not mean that boredom is necessary for prosocial behaviour," added Van Tilburg. "It is one positive effect of an utterly negative experience, demonstrating the dynamic character of how people attempt to re-establish a sense of meaningfulness." ✨✨✨ "Boredom is nearly always essential to creativity. It isn't true that creativity is mostly sparked by having a specific problem to be solved. It's far more likely to arise because the person is bored with the way something has been done a thousand times before and wants to try something new," added Savage. "Boredom stimulates the search for better ways to things like nothing else does." - AND - In 2013 an education expert over here said something I love, which has been reinforced since. “Children should be allowed to get bored so they can develop their innate ability to be creative.” “But children need to have stand-and-stare time, time imagining and pursuing their own thinking processes or assimilating their experiences through play or just observing the world around them." It is this sort of thing that stimulates the imagination, she said, while the screen "tends to short circuit that process and the development of creative capacity". Syal adds: "You begin to write because there is nothing to prove, nothing to lose, nothing else to do. "It's very freeing being creative for no other reason other than you freewheel and fill time." This part made me smile but is oh so true (mirroring the other side of the coin like the first piece above)… we all have the propensity for good/evil… it’s that internal barometer, linked to our values, that helps keep us on track… … warned that being creative "involves being able to develop internal stimulus". "Nature abhors a vacuum and we try to fill it," she said. "Some young people who do not have the interior resources or the responses to deal with that boredom creatively then sometimes end up smashing up bus shelters or taking cars out for a joyride." ✨✨✨ So I’m on your wavelength… daydreams ebb and flow through our consciousness… there is a natural meandering between the “realms” of reality and fantasy/dreams. They do talk to each other. But at times we need to focus on limiting the osmotic relationship… setting context… necessary boundaries… 💜 “Our dreamtime is spent sorting through our reality, encoding experiences and constructing memories.” 💯 we should never discourage ourselves from enjoying dreams and fantasies. They are a part of our realities. It’s what we do with them that makes the difference. 💜 “… also the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.” I’m smiling thinking of the conversations on here between Belles, imagining all the fun stuff they’d do if they met up… based on the connections made. We already know the many daydreams about what could be if they met you. 😏 💜💜💜 “And when I fantasise about you it’s the same… I don’t have to believe it’s gonna happen outside of my fantasy. I just need another chance to enjoy dreaming of you.” 💜💜💜 Same… so let me get to it.. 😏😉 BRB… 💛😘💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Matthew: PERFECTION! I just edged my way through this twice with my huge purple dildo buried deep, finishing right with you. Omg, I am a drippy wet post-orgasmic mess. Just...just...just barely coherent. Deep thoughts about the nature of reality are scattered... somewhere? I'll find 'em tomorrow. You are so good to me/us. I am so freakin' fond of you. 🥰🥰🥰 💙💚💛😴

Titania

Haha - hey Toni 💜 I love the timeshare idea! Here's the pitch: Get one week a year at this fabulous Tower accomodation for free, with no obligations except to attend a short presentation on Moby Merchandise… 😁xx

Matthew Tower

Haha - I'll have to listen more closely for that little noise, Katya!! 💜But that is the most gorgeous quote from 🍯Winnie the Pooh. 😌I might have to use that, down the line... I'm sure he won't mind it being in a erotic audio...😂And deliberately setting out to collect memories. Damn. That is something I've never thought of. It should be a New Years ritual to chase them through our minds with a big butterfly net. ✨🦋✨🦋✨🦋xx

Matthew Tower

I'll keep them rollin' Jenn! 💜And I love trying to squeeze some relaxation into the end of most of them too, so I'm glad that's working! Actually... speaking of a lady's self-care, well, I'm working on playing gigolo and being right at your service for a night... 😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

I guess what I'm trying to say in the audio is that there's a chance that your sponsor and others - myself included at times - are looking at it from a too-static angle. Not a bad angle, just a very predictable one. My question is though: was your fantasizing/imagining/dreaming the cause of your disappointment in life, or was it just a sign that you wanted better from life? For me it's not that I'm happy solely with fantasy. It's that no matter how happy I am, I'll always dream of more. And what I'm realising is that that's okay. It's the ability to keep dreaming that actually makes me happy. Without entertaining hope, dreams, fantasies I'd be bored and miserable as f**k! 😂But don't listen to me! Everyone is different and your sponsor has actual lived experience with what you've been through! 🤗xx

Matthew Tower

Wow! How many of us are totally, madly, deeply in… infatuated… or in 💕 After living a long, long distant relationship… well let’s just say it would have lasted much longer if it had been like this. Your insight is amazing 💋 Can we all agree to just share, a week each. Hey Matt, that’s 52 weeks of being worshipped by 52 different women. Not too bad 🥰

Toni

Yay!!!! Smart women RULE!!!

Double LL

I daydreamed my way through the past semester and managed to get a 4.0 average 🤪just sayin 😎 ANYWAYS BACK TO LISTENING 🤠 (P.S. y’all I accepted that honors society invite todayyyyyy 🥳🥳)

Tara Davenport

Absolutely yes! The amount of times I'd been told to get out of my head and focus more 😒. But it's such a big part of who I am! How I perceive and process things. Without an active imagination I feel lost and not myself. I tried being more pragmatic but it just made me unhappy and detached. Which is exactly what you said about doing things that others deem productive. Reality is indeed ever changing and everything at some point does become a memory. Actually, yesterday I went and "collected memories" so I can daydream about it later when I know I'll need it. Those are my alone times usually and I'd never fantasized with someone else until I started listening to you and now I remember this quote: „The best part of the day... The part when you and me become we.“ - granted, it is a Winnie the Pooh quote 🤣 but I think it's lovely and true to how I feel. I really feel understood with this audio. Well, in more ways than one... Can't believe how down bad I am for these metas 😩 When you were describing kissing, my heart felt like it was being squeezed and then that same feeling in my abdomen started spreading into a pleasant warmth all over until it became too much and before I know it, a tidal wave washed over me only to realise you were nowhere near done 🥲 which was soo good cause I thought, yes some more pls *sigh* The description and pace of easing inside and staying in 🥵 that was exactly ittt Also, yes! Since getting these new earphones, even more than before I don't know if it's you breathing or me, I was like wow technology 😳 lol idk if I heard it correctly but there's a cute little noise during your exhales haha 😌

Katja

I really love the fantasy world you have created for me. I was starting to worry I was in that world too much and not focusing on reality. But I never feel guilty about indulging in the fantasy of you and it never depresses me. I’m realizing this fantasy world is actually healthy for me as it’s become a part of my self care routine. And it genuinely helps even if it’s just the brief reprieve from life I desperately need. And I’m always so relaxed afterwards! 😋💋🔥🍆🌋 So keep the fantasies cumming lol

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Right?! We learn priorities. :) Also: hi, fellow Wisconsinite! Ready for the ridiculous cold coming soon?

Titania

Oh and Matt, as for what you said regarding fantasizing being a positive thing despite naysayers. I dunno. I always thought being creative & having a vivid imagination was a good thing. Sometimes an escape. A way to be happy in my head. Combat loneliness. If you are entertained by your own mind & thoughts one would think that's good. You will never be bored. BUT....in recovery as you know we do the 12 steps. In step 4 we write our inventory by way of listing our resentments & our part in it. You break it down to sat dishonesty, being delusional, lustful, full of self pity, etc. Well one of my "defects" that came up over & over was FANTASIZING! I asked my sponsor why that was a bad thing & she said because it leads to disappointment. The disappointment might then lead me to drink or use. I guess for you it's okay. You're happy solely with the fantasy. Fulfilled. If it became frustrating it would not be a positive. Just some food for thought. It was interesting that you presented it this way after years of being told it is not a good thing for me.

VANESSA

Indy I'm cracking up at lube farts!!!🤣🤣🤣🤣 I wanna know the answer too! Or ya know maybe an orgasm that was overkill or sumthin? I know I've said some embarrassing things when I've cum that led to teasing afterwards!🤣

VANESSA

The best part of getting older is realizing that nothing truly matters except the good things. I like to pretend we live in a snow globe that a little girl shakes up every once in a while. I live in Wisconsin so that's not really far off lol

Dawn

I’m just going to say, your notebook was an excellent merch idea. The part about dreaming really set me off and if I posted everything I wrote, it would be a mighty over-share. You are pretty amazing at getting me to think about all kinds of things beyond those of the sexy variety. Although, the sexy variety are quite fun. I was surprised and delighted when you mentioned how we came in the last meta audio. I don’t know why I’m surprised when this IS supposed to be meta, but still. Of course I and the other belles listen again and again to the same audios, but it was really nice to hear you were still thinking about “our last time together”. All the different storylines and scenarios are fun, but there is something really special in building on what happened last time. Random question, but do you ever sit down to edit and realize you need to re-record something? Like, if you were rambling the kind of hot nonsense you know we love and the lube makes a fart sound instead of a sexy squelch, would you redo the hot nonsense or cut it?

IndyJane

Rebecca! 💜 That is soo cool to hear!! I’ve been arriving at a similar acceptance of it!! It’s such a relief to finally let go of worrying whether this fantasy or that is ‘wrong’. Or whether I spend too much time ‘indulging’ in fantasies (see even that term has negative connotations). Coming to accept how much imagination pervades every part of life feels so freeing. A big weight off. And haha! 😂Thanks for not leaving me hanging! 💦xx

Matthew Tower

🤣Hey Vanessa! 💜Well, I’m the goof doing the finger kissing and imagining first, so if I can get over feeling silly… 😂 Bring back the endless makeout session! Yeah, I remember being a (legal aged😜) teen and getting home after a long night of that, straight to bed… 😩 💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦 (and probably a couple more) 💦💦 Is that a suggestion for the aftermath? Hmmm… 🤔😘xx

Matthew Tower

I recently realized I’ve lived my whole life pushing away dreams and fantasies when in reality I thought there was something wrong with me; I thought I had too many dreams and fantasies (sexy and otherwise). But I’ve come to the conclusion in the last few weeks that the best way to live, for me, is actually grounded in fantasy and dreams and imagination. All of which has never made me happier and feel like I’m truly living (even with omicron playing its doomsday game.) It’s so freeing to physically live the mind’s desire. Now, back to the rest of the audio: “do it for me so I’m not just imagining this alone” — okay okay okay 💦

rebecca

Jennifer! 💜 👉🏻😚The fingerkiss to screen salute! 😂 So cool to hear you’re writing! Maybe you can share it to the turret when it’s finished? Ruby and Bixby sound like fun…😁😘xx

Matthew Tower

Kris! 💜What a way to kick off the year! Your bed… lap sitting… then getting a bit spanky and rough… the forced-to-watch ex… and yes! Send your fem-Dom through fantasies through anytime (to the turret or suggestions or here)… I don’t ever discount playing a little bit of sub - in fact I find myself enjoying it a lot in fantasy sometimes - like the last bath audio - it just kinda happened🥵. And hey it’s a new year right? Might be occasions for me to switch it up… 😉xx

Matthew Tower

Hey Sabi! 💜 🤺I can forgive you this once for calling me little, but only cause you had one of those days 😁🤗 Seriously though, I’d love to do Quickie part 2 and I’ll probably be a lot less self conscious about it just shutting up and hitting it now 😂, and I have way better mics! Thanks for the suggestion! xx

Matthew Tower

Aww Matt now you have me craving your soft sweet kisses! You also have me feeling silly for making out with my finger imagining it was YOU! I actually got a little thrill from it! You know that intensity. Electricity! The butterflies! Why is it as we get older we don't just make out anymore? In such a rush to get to genitals & stuff. I remember being a teenager & just making out & humping & grinding & feeling each other off ALL NIGHT LONG! NOTHING ELSE! I'm sure I gave quite a few men blue balls the next day but it was such fun! The prolonging the longing. Imagining how that hard cock stabbing you on your thigh is gonna feel inside... Yeah I enjoyed this‼️.Not only for the slow sexy kiss but I'm a fan of the masturbating inside me...just the tip! Oh I remember that used to drive me crazy!!! And when I would let go & cum, all of a sudden the cock just slides all the way IN! RAMMING ME MERCILESSLY!!!! I also liked that you came on your own chest & cheek. 💦🥵Would love to see that! Let you sit there in your mess for awhile before I lick it off! This was HOT Matt!!! Cum to me! Kiss me baby!!!🔥🔥🔥🥵🥵🥵😘💜

VANESSA

“Doesn’t reality lose its concreteness to our imaginations in the end?” Love that and the ramble about getting a chance to dream and doing things that encourage that. Made me tear up a bit because I’ve been putting my imagination to one side for /such/ a long time now and I miss it. Work is soul-eating, sometimes and I’m so freaking tired ALL the time, I just rarely sit and do anything for me. Thanks for that, Matthew - I picked up a pen and started writing a bit (didn’t even finish the audio until later… heh). Nearly six pages filled in my notebook! A possibly silly little story about a lady assassin called Ruby and her pet wolf dog, Bixby. (It’s going to be a red riding hood remix, if I finish it…) Probably should come up with a bit more plot, but it was fun just to write for a bit! **kisses her finger and holds it to the screen** Thank you! Hope you’re doing well!

Jennifer

Ah that is such a gorgeous moment, Ann! Literally reality and ‘fantasy’ intertwining and doing a little dance! I’m right there picturing and feeling it! 🌧🚗🎶

Matthew Tower

I thought I was going to have a quiet night...back to fantasy land I go💜 https://docs.google.com/document/d/12_5DUhOesH2ta_n5NiHxzbjSESVkV5Ox2jfYWsKwn8k/edit

Kris

Hey NeonVall! 💜 That is so true about dreams / imagination and the need for them with creativity and invention too… 🥰 Downtime really is productive in other ways huh… 😁 Anyway, I’ll post your report card back tomorrow… 😘xx

Matthew Tower

MATTHEW, your goddamn laugh is too fucking cute, sir, that is illegal & unfair 😤 And hearing you breathe and fuckin suck in the air through your teeth ????????? Jesus CHRIST. Is “breathing kink” a thing? Idk, what i do know is i 100% need a “Quickie!” Pt. 2 just to hear your sexy little gasps and ughHHH stop it (don’t stop it, ever) Today was such a terrible day for me lmao nothing went my way at ALL, but then pretty little* you posted one of your pretty little audios and everything’s a bit better again :) 💜 Think hearing you cum might be therapeutic? I feel like the ladies of the court would agree 👀 *you’re not little, like at all, but you are pretty & i wanted it to sound cute lol hope you can forgive me 😚

sabi

😂 🤣Hey 💜Dawn! No dragons yet but Moby the friendly whale 🐳 will always come to the surface to say hello! 💦😂And I promise there will be an orc - there will definitely be an orc in the next few weeks! xx

Matthew Tower

OMG Matthew I forgot to tell you. Yesterday obscenely early I was driving to work (30 minutes in am) and the freeway was sparsely populated and the fields that lined it were dark. I had my earbuds in (stereo broke shh don't tell police) and I had Eric Whitacre playing and I carry Your Heart came on. I was struck because it was a torrential downpour and I could hear the rain hitting the window and the wipers going back and forth and the music. It was only missing your voice. Truly sounded just like your audio but maybe with more water. Art and reality.

Ann

🤗Madison! 💜Check! ✔️I found making this veeeery relaxing! 😌😆And now just looking forward to our alone time... xx

Matthew Tower

After listening for a few seconds I really thought.. bro give back my report card 😅🤣 Almost afraid you would read my old grades 🙄 And yes for imagination and dreams and fantasy. Without that this world wil crumble and fall apart. Nothing was ever achieved without a dream or created without some time to fantasize about it. You're the artist of your life so let your mind flow. 🌈🦄✨ Anyway loving your audio again! Never been disappointed and always looking forward for your next. You even made me gigle like a little girl for a moment after you blew in my ear 🤭 And thank you for taking me with you in this imagination. Soo intimate and hot! I can go to bed happily and relaxt now 💦 And guess what? Nice, freshly and new sheets today! 💜💜 Ow wait.. was there a roll call?? Think i missed it. Was to busy fantasizing 😏

NeonVall

Niamh you are so right about the attention to details. I recently listened to the Thanksgiving audio and was laughing at Matthew speaking to the toes. Who things of this stuff. Well Matthew obviously. The second toe tallest girl in the class nobody can wear your shoes but love to share an umbrella. I think that is how it went. Matthew has a gift for sure.

Ann

Sounds like you made up for NYE, Sall! 💜😆 I hope this is just soothing enough… before… it’s… not… 😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

Hello, my name is Dawn and I'm a fantasy addict. It started when I was 8 and I have been feeding it ever since. I have to say though, fantasy with Matt...way better than fantasy alone. There may not have been dragons, but there was a whale. A really nice whale that I would make my friend.🤭😂😏🧚‍♂️🧙‍♂️ Amazing Matt as always 😘

Dawn

LL I am thinking that the meta audios are really my favorites. Aside form the ASMR sleep relaxing ones. I love the almost discussion. I hear. I nod. I think a response. etc... Love it!

Ann

Damn! Your deep… and hot! Really the first few minutes of this have to be some of the most thought provoking stuff I’ve heard come out of your mouth and really getting my brain working that way is a direct portal to other parts of me 😏…. My shoulder up at my ear as your vocal cords caress my auditory nerves… yes, please! F$ck club with feelings… never a dull moment here. Thank you , Matthew. 😘

Double LL

When you release an audio a day early, it feels like a month until the next one! I really do think this is what animals feel like waiting for their people to come home (relatively) ☺️. I’m excited to fantasize with you later! I need my tower time. 😋💖 Until later, xoxo 😘

Katie

Well that sucky moldy dirty smelly balls! Oh I am so angry at that stupid virus and the stupid cancer. You continue to be in my thoughts.

Ann

Listening next time I get some uninterrupted alone time 🥰. You said roll call so hello!! ☺️ Glad you had a good holiday season and hope you get more rest! I hope making these for us can be its own form of relaxation lol.

Madison Diaz

Oh Bestie no one makes me enjoy my fantasyland quite like you! 2 days a week you bring out the most passionate side of me. A side I’ve forgotten that has existed. But my favorite side of you is being able to call you and everyone here friends. So the New Year hasn’t started off very well. Last week I tested positive for Covid. My symptoms have been very mild due to the vaccine and booster. But it’s still pretty scary given my current situation. I’m doing well though. Treatments were to start on the first, but having Covid put a change in plans. As soon as I’m clear of this, I’ll be back doing transfusions and chemo. I didn’t want to do too much too fast. Way to kick off the year with a bang!

Deanna Tyson

Fuck Matt, audios like this remind me how I fell in love with you all those months ago. Your attention to detail, your sexiness, the genuine care that comes across when you cast the spell of your words. I missed the last one so I’ll take this opportunity to say happy new year and I can’t wait to spend this one with you and the belles x

Niamh

The only thing my report card ever said about me in school was "She needs to do the work" "She needs to show up to school" "Have you had her tested yet?" and "We are at a loss" I am not good at immersing myself with your audios. I just love the sounds. However when you said "Right now I can picture you there hearing my breath in your ear." "Just being able to feel me through the vibrations ..." "It's like the slightest of touches" Yes Yes Yes it is. That was perfect. I felt you. I missed you Matthew and I am glad you survived the festivities. 🤗💜

Ann

Sall

Hello and welcome, BOS! 💜 Sounds like you’ll have a great sleep! And actually… that reminds me of a sexy short story about a woman who asked the delivery guys to help her put her bed together… 😅 xx

Matthew Tower

Ha - hey Tara! 💜😂 I can’t wait until the day we’re saying ‘Remember that app called Zoom…’ 😭How we will laugh. And cry. xx

Matthew Tower

had an exhausting day today putting together my new bed, but will listen first thing tomorrow <3

Bundle-Of-Sinshine

The anticipation is goooood tho, Jenn! 💜Sooo good… 😉😘

Matthew Tower

I think I’m still hungover from NYE 😂😂. I have zoom meetings to attend to before I can listen 💀💀💀. HAPPY NEW YEAR 😝

Tara Davenport

Hey Meg! 💜I’ve been feeling pretty grounded after all that Christmas food too… 😁 Seriously though, that’s great to hear - see you on a rainy day! xx

Matthew Tower

I hate that I now work so late on Tuesdays and Fridays! I am very impatient and want to go into fantasy world with you! ❤️💋

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Hellooo RG! 💜 The tower has all the towel audios! 😆 xx

Matthew Tower

I’ll save this one for a rainy day when I need to escape reality. I’ve been uncharacteristically present and have felt grounded recently, but I can’t figure out how or why 🤔🤔

Meg_just_Meg

Could there be a more perfect moment for a Towel audio??? **Deep sigh of relief knowing at least one part of my day is going to be good** Many thanks Mr. Matthew

Raegan Howard