NOBODY CAN MINDFUCK EACH OTHER LIKE WE CAN (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

"Die Gedanken sind frei, Wer kann sie erwarten Sie fliegen vorbei, wie nächlichte Schatten. Kein Mann kann sie wissen, kein Jäger erschießen mit Pulver und Blei - die Gedanken sind frei!" I never thought audio porn would fit so nicely with German philosophy. Nice job :) Vielen Dank aus Kansas

Greta

Good morning. I know your done looking here but it’s all good. Read or not 😊 I have been so busy totally overextended and have been too tired to even masturbate. Sad☹️ because I usually masturbate every night before sleeping. Got up at 3 this morning got some stuff done but decided to take a break and be just a tad late to school and a meeting. Traffic is horrid 😉😌. I listened to the quickie audio and totally used you. I mean you have been used. I am now good to continue my day and hopefully find time tonight for the tantra audio. I post this here because I was thinking of how you said we may just use each other for pleasure. I did and pleasure happened in a very pent up spectacular way. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 I am so late. 😎. You are the BEST!!

Ann

Heey - thank-you so much for taking the time to comment or read the discussions on this post. Although I can’t reply to new comments here now, I’ll still be returning to read and 💜 them from time-to-time, so even if you feel a bit late to the party please say hi! Much love, 🧔🏻💐Matthew

Matthew Tower

Hey 💜Katie - I missed this comment a couple of days ago, but not too late! I hope you enjoyed our little catch up...😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

I have to say, this series has been a favorite of mine, something about going into my mindspace with your voice is so calming and intimate. Your voice is so powerful it makes me feel like you are right there and is such a turn on! ☺ It's been awhile since I've listened, and I always seem to seek these ones out like I'm on a mission 😆 I hope you've been doing well. I will have to try and catch up, even though replaying my favorites seems like a good plan as well 🤔🥰🧡💛

Katie

Heey Lori! 💜Feels like forever! 🤗 🏃🏻‍♂️So happy to hear from you! ☺️Thanks for teasing yourself at work on my behalf. I can’t wait until we get home 😉hint hint😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

Omg it's been a minute. 😁 Hiyo! How ya doin' sexy man? Holy wow...hott as ever. 🥵 And here I am again... listening while I'm at work. And I can't do a damn thing. 😂 I need to play ketchup (😆)...but this is being added to my list of faves. Well done. 😍 I've missed you! See you on the next one! 💕

Lori

When your MD walks past and has a chat with his EA and smiles your way… 💭🚫 Must not think of Matt (x3) 😁 4 hours later… You learn it’s his bday … aww… he smile-laughed in email reply… I’d said a Kiwi friend told me I should have given him a Hongi first day we saw in the office. 🙂

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Oh a Kiwi dancer/choreographer? Lake Taupō is awesome - not far from Rotorua which was also mentioned on the list —- now added! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Good morniiing… from rainy and windy Ldn The moment you realise you’ll be thinking about Matt every time you see a post from one of your fave dancers and choreographing QUEENS! 👑⚡️☄️💃🏽💥🔥💜 She made such a blissful post enjoying the nature of Taupō when she was able to head back home earlier this year. 🏞☀️😍 Anyone been? Matt - remember that guided tour? Add this to the list before we head to South Island please. 😉 xx And… anyone guess who I’m talking about? 🙂

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

🎶For what it's worth You're somewhere here on Earth And I like it…💜

Matthew Tower

As we all know, I'm not so eloquent with words. I found it funny the other day when a couple Belles said they envied me!??? So many can artfully express what's in my heart & mind in a such a beautiful way. Paint pretty pictures with words. I usually go on too long & still I find I'm not saying what I wanna say. I find music relays what I feel well. Somehow I think this is the perfect song for this "meta" audio and the way we all feel. We are all in different parts of the world, but every now & then we look up at the very same moon & think of one another. I'm just gonna leave this right here 💜.... https://youtu.be/Oi3lAOm88aU

VANESSA

🧔🏻💭🌲✨🌛🏕🌌 ☺️😘xx

Matthew Tower

Oh my! What a amazing audio. I know you hear this with each one you make, and it's all true. But, this, was different. Safe, sexy and somehow intimate. Genuinely felt cared about. It is a mind fuck. I don't know whether to just be kind with myself and just enjoy that I've found something that turns me on like nothing else ever has. OR...am I supposed to feel like a weirdo who is allowing herself to feel connected to what is ultimately a voice that speaks to at least 467 other people. Either way our sexy space was a beautiful glamping tent up in Vermont during autumn. Fairy lights, wood stove, pillows piled all over the floor with the tent flap open so we can see the trees and smell the musty woods as well as the beautiful intoxicating smell of sex filling the tent.

Raegan Howard

Hey 💜DJ BBB 💛- will check these out sometime this weekend. 😁That Tequila looks like the business, cheers! 🥃💥🥃...

Matthew Tower

So… not surprising most times I’m playing music I end up thinking of sharing on here. See if you like any of these… Carrying me through another looong day… From my 💋🔥 BAAAASE 🔊Playlist: Passionate - Backsteet Boys (one of my beloved artistes ❤️ - memories of 2019 concert 🙌🏾 ) U Shud Kno - TroyBoi (UGH… such blissful vibes… take me to a beach somewhere… 🙂) Feeling Free - LEISURE (reminding me of the aura of this last audio 💜… OMG, strum me like that freakin BASS guitar 🙌🏾❤️) Shoes - Kommode (as soon as it starts, every time… I’m like Aaaaa 🙌🏾❤️… the lyrics always make me smile… 😀… and wait for those MELODIES to hit… yup, also in my 3PEAT Playlist) ⬇️ Matt, think you’ll enjoy this one 😘 Movie - Tom Misch (One of my top fave modern artistes ❤️… love the creative narrative at the top of this one) Мадам - JONY & Andro First heard on an edit with one of my fave actors ⚡️ 🎵🙃🎶 And from my LUV playlist… Demons and Ghosts - ChainLinks (Off one of my fave shows - Home & Away 🙂) You and I - Michael Buble (Person who shared it said it was their first dance at wedding… can see why 🙂) Get You The Moon (feat Snow) - Kina ⬇️ Matt, think many would dedicate this to you for the safety and comfort your audios bring their minds… 🙂✨ Work (feat Pongo) - Kazy Lambist (the way my waist and hips start to gyrate every time… 🙌🏾😀❤️… GROOOOOVE… J’adore the CHILL vibes… and features one of my fave lingos 🙃… and lyrics ring true… “you’re haunting my night… uGh 🔥) Been on REPEAT this evening 😍 ⬇️ Matt: 1. Remember him from last time (bassist who can sing? 😎) 2. Made me chuckle as I should be focused on another bit of work right now but… do I have to…? 😅 3. And… when I mentioned 🦋 dance in my last musings… #this .. but horizontal of course 😉 https://youtu.be/dNy7jzVX618 🥃Cheers 🥃 This is he drink I mentioned in one of my musings. If you like/love coffee you’ve got to try it. Memories of team night out and we each having about 9 shots. POTENT good times! 😁 https://x.facebook.com/theinnattorbrex/photos/a.239251276178798/3797285153708708/?type=3&source=48 Drop-in DJ ✌🏾😉

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

🏀🙌🏼😂Haha - I didn’t know Luka Doncic was such a charmer. She shoulda blown the whistle and hit him with a tech though . 🤣Happy FriYAY… 😂

Matthew Tower

Thanks 💜Madison! I’m excited about this next one too! 🎢🎠🎡🎊

Matthew Tower

🏀🙌🏾 OMg I ❤️ this so much… on a break and it’s giving me joy all over again. She is SO me… 😏😀😁🧐😅 Happy FriYAY people! https://www.instagram.com/reel/CTcd9SjHXGZ/?utm_medium=copy_link PS - Yes Matt… an example of random moment you cross my mind. 😘 xx

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Second listen and seriously just love this audio ❤️. It's so perfect and I wanted each part to last just a little longer. You've got us wanting more 🥵. Excited for what you'll put out next!

Madison Diaz

This could be a good exercise in boundaries! It's like a controlled space where there are emotions you can feel but there's a level of safety because Matthew doesn't actually have the power to hurt you. Think of it like listening to a romance novel and that this is just a fantasy or a "character." If you're able!

Madison Diaz

Hey Titania - I'm really sorry to hear about your brain injury, and I hope the recovery is going well. It’s great to hear that you’re in therapy and that it’s helping to keep you grounded. Biggest hugs. I’m not sure I have the expertise to do justice to all of these thoughts and concerns, sorry. It’s particularly difficult to answer the opinion of a therapist who I have never talked to and presumably doesn't know me or my content firsthand. I can tell you though that I think this page is the most healthy, entertaining, sex-positive, eye-opening, and sometimes just hilarious page I’ve ever seen on the internet. It’s a lot more complex than peddling dopamine. I also know that I have received many hundred of messages from people who have been helped by the audios - in terms of their sexual responses, calming of emotions, sleep-aids, relaxation and even couples who enjoy them to enhance their sex lives . I’ve also heard from counsellors and physicians who feel similarly. And speaking from my personal experience, I have found the page and conversations which happen on it, completely life-changing. For the better. The list of things I’ve learned is so long, and I mentioned a few of the special audios on that front in the last AMA. I'm not sure whether the tone of your 'Oh Grounded One' is meant to be mocking, but it comes across that way. I've heard the cult danger warnings before too, and I'm sorry to say I couldn't find them more ridiculous. That's so far from who I am, I find them both laughable and quite offensive at the same time. Apologies if these answers aren't satisfactory. They’re the best I can do with the time I have right now. Please do continue talking to your therapist, if you feel you’re reacting badly to the audios I just really ask that you unsubscribe! Much love. 💜(And yes, I mean that sincerely! The mind-fuck is only a metaphor😌!) Matt

Matthew Tower

Ha. That t-shirt's a crack up. And the slightly confused look on the model's face just makes it even better 🤣😂

Matthew Tower

5. My polyamorous brain is very curious about the novel relationship structure here, like others have commented so astutely.                                  And now I've run out of words, except to say that the eroticism in this audio was through the roof.  For all the reasons.  Be well, do good work, and keep in touch. 💙💚💛💙💚💛

Titania

4. My therapist pointed out that you are a dopamine dealer, and you hold the balance of power here. You could be a sex cult leader if you went off the deep end.  Use your power for good! 🤣  What are you getting from this experience, oh Grounded One?

Titania

3. I'm wrestling with the ambiguity because my feelings are just so strong, like a crush or infatuation. Like you said in the intro to this meta, I also think about this space way too much,  about what I could share with you,  about what your life is like, about what you would like,  about how I could make you laugh irl. The first time I listened to this one, (see comment waaaaay up top of thread) I couldn't breathe I was so euphoric/overwhelmed, like someone who just heard that their crush was mutual. There's a saying about emotions: they're real but they're not necessarily true. So I'm sitting with that. I know I'm very malleable and open right now, in a liminal space because of rl breakups, and rewiring my brain after an injury.  Sometimes it feels really good to just dive in and revel in the overwhelming flood of emotion, as long as there's just one tiny part of me that stays grounded in not-emotion. 

Titania

2. Outside the Sexyverse, there's the challenge of commenting, the wait, the reply - bringing little pings of dopamine, while affirmations and asmr bring feelings of safety and contentment. Both my conscious and subconscious mind notice the progressive blurring of the line between your persona and your rl personality, and I'm intrigued but also challenged: who are you? Where's the line? Is this real?  How much can I trust what you say? How would I judge that in this novel, evolving space?  How much of this is a huge meta mindf*ck to end all mindf*cks, and how would I, with a broken bullsh*t detector, ever figure it out? 

Titania

 I wrote you a letter but I need to rip it up and start all over again. In the meantime: some comments, numbered for clarity, in the style of BBB. 😛 1. There is something magical and transcendent about audio… closing the external eyes, blocking out external sound, letting the voice lead the imagination to create a place of infinite possibilities.  Your past, experiences, and intentions meet mine to create a new thing. Strong doses of dopamine, oxytocin, serotonin, and endorphins hook me into this partnership, addict me to your voice and the Sexyverse.

Titania

💛 Gern geshehen M… glad you enjoyed the multilayered ride and visuals. 🥰 @ that metaphor - the music in me… My smile @ being able to literally hear that “gorgeous”. 😍💜 Aww that’s lovely @ weather. Although clear skies here always means COLD and I’m not a fan… but then I wrap up and it’s all good. The colours for this time of year tho’. 😍😍 Now for my “wait what?” moment - when you Google a phrase and it takes you to a Twitter account. OMG - actual comic series. Who knew! 😀 Should have known that word already existed, ha. Always @ glazed pools of need… can’t help it when I feel SO GUUD 🔥🤤😘 Now, what about you as an actual sea snake water slide? https://youtu.be/pqemorkEZGE And… catching up on a show and ended up perusing a site and found this… I need one with this at the end: Ahora, M xx https://mttmnyc.com/products/good-dick-tee-white 😅 I’ll take a gal out for my sea snake! BBB 😘 xx P.S. I know… I need to make my musings shorter… like they used to be before… 🙈 But look at how this has worked out - just remembering it’s the 3rd 😉 in the series (how things happen aye 🙂)… deserved my detailed attention. You just draw it out of me, what can I say!

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Ahhh Denee! It's always nice to hear from you too! 🥰You've been such a consistent support. Whatever it is you're going through, I hope the year ends better than the last few months have been. 🤗😘xx

Matthew Tower

Jasdakjf jfydhd ojhasdhgu! Translation: 🥰🥰🥰🥰! ART! It is, and I love the collaborative aspect. I was thinking how it's beauty is simplicity in a way - it's like a the simple toys never go out of fashion - a doll, a ball - because everyone has to bring their own imagination to the game. Anyway, enjoy that cooler autumn air, Katie 🌬🍂! xx

Matthew Tower

8️⃣ Fuck, yeah… hold it… tug it… bite it… twist it… lave it… I don’t fuckin care… brand me… fuel my fall as you take yourself there… I wanna see you spill your seed all up and over the lips of my secret place… G** I FELT the vulnerability in your evolving intonations…. esp @ 16:25-16:50 💛🤗💜💣 FUCK, your natural play by play… the words encasing me in a tight time warp, as my grip on you tightens and my shakes become more potent… My sequence of OMG’s more eye-rollingly contorted because of the slip-n-slide pool that’s building between us. UH freakin HUH… our intermingling juices running down my labia and down your shaft… 💦🔥💦🔥💦 The way I happily push your torso down to place my hands on your chest as I pump down on you and 🎵just riiiide… so intensely I might restrict your breathing… 💦💦💦💦💦💦 OMG… you always hit me SO GUUD when you switch to that animalistic hunter mode. 🔥🔥🔥 ⚡️💥🔥🔥🔥 I feel like this is the mostt INTENSE you’ve felt… 🔥🔥🔥⚡️💥🔥🔥🔥 Riding my stallion to that cliff edge… OMg OMG oMG omg OMGgggggg…. my left palm pressing down on you as I arch my back grabbing my right breast… tremors rocking through me… UGH… 💦💦💦 Falling… into the morning’s dawn… wings suddenly appear… as we start flying towards those sunset hues I’ve sent your way… to bring this Sexy world adventure to its happy ending… 😏😍 OMg…. Talk about wiped out… what is breath…? Do I have any left…? I lean down to kiss you… my feline form painting a beautiful picture over you… stroking your mane as our erratic breathing cascades over each other… Intergalactic euphoric come-down… This is such a great follow on from the massage… “… prized treasure… tear them to pieces”… you know how to make a gal feel special don’tcha? 😏😉 💛 Happy tightrope walking…💜 💜 “We have all the time in the world” 💛 Me thinking about the new Bond movie I can’t wait to see (whoops to anyone who doesn’t like the brand and all that jazz)… because my mind’s been taken to the LEJ that was Louis Armstrong and that CLASSIC… ADORE the production by The Duke Ellington Orchestra… and of course the lyrics… 🎵❤️ When you worked late last night and can log in later today… #bliss #everythinghappensforareason #livingoffadrenalinewithburningeyes 💛BBB💜 😘 🌌🦋🌅🐎

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

(Not being accepted in same thread anymore… 🤷🏾‍♀️) 7️⃣ UHUH… that angle… is doing things to my clit on the inside that need to matched on the outside 🔥😻🔥😻… right with you… I wanna throw my head back but I feel I might slip… So instead I focus on gripping your neck with my left hand, as my right darts down to strum the final tune in this playlist. I lean into you as I whip my fingers in knowing circles over my clit… your breath a rapidly growing channel of air on my neck… You can feel my hips change direction and angle as they sing the prose they know so well. To feel him more fuller… faster… then deeper… slower… teasingly shallower… then grinding down at the juncture where the tops of your thighs meet your hips.. you hitting my nerve endings in delicious variation… Our sonnet of multidimensional layers… You so turned on… the way you emit that almost strangled “Yeah, FUCK”… your DEEP “Oh G**” .. I can’t… 😍🙄🔥⚡️💥🥵💦 I’m catapulting through the night sky to that edge again… OMG love it when you switch things up 💜… the way I paused on cue, ANTICIPATION barometer engaged once more… UGH… that’s the kind of vibe we have in the Sexyverse… make me lose my fuckin mind… UHUH… I’m your vessel and I’m floating the night sky… not knowing where you end and I transcend. FUCK. ME. … “you can barely make out where it is inside you.” 🙄🔥⚡️💥🥵💦 Leaning away from you but only because my arse is wedged against your hips as you piston into me. OMG JUST LIKE THAT… so fuckin deep… Fuuuuuck… 💦 THOSE SOUNDS 💦… the image of your coated cock 😻🔥… my nectar dripping like the chocolate melting off a Magnum bar in the blazing sun… with the surprise of yummy salted caramel on the inside… I’m so fuckin wet… OMG when you said knuckles nudging - psyche! 💜💛 🎵I just don’t know what to do with myself - pops into my psyche (I know… the lyrics don’t seem to gel, as as we’re bonded with oozles of crazy glue between us… but I love the aura and vibe Dusty’s soulful voice and the production give this final stanza 🔥🔥🔥… to our building crescendo…. 💛💜 Does anything have “to make sense” in our Sexy world anyway?… hell fuckin no…)

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

2️⃣ The way I go from reflective mode to dimpled smile in a second @ the image of you getting turned on a little… 😏😍🔥 The sweet prelude in this playlist as the mood switches… I’m the DJ bringing the balance to the mixer as we merge from one to the other… you’re the maestro, playing the songs we both want to channel our minds, bodies and souls… The mood starts off so relaxing… calming… the song I offer up is 🎵Somewhere Only We Know - Lily Allen (cover) 😀 I can see someone got inspired by revelation in 10s AMA last week #Fightclub … the way my leg stretches out to flick my toes against your thigh… 💜🎵🌬🎐 The wind chimes are trying to lull me into a blissful relaxation but my core knows my soul is so here for the ANTICIPATION of what’s to come… Here we go… the way my legs begin that muscle memory glide as you breathe in my ear 😍👂… my mind slowly but surely unraveling the planes and curves of my body so you can feel the heat radiating… The scent of woman… seeking her man… My ears pricking to attention at an unfamiliar sound… wondering what it is… The allure of my powerful sexual heat intermingles with the hunter glow radiating off yours as you lay by my side… watching my hips dip into the bed… the night sky… Oh the pleasure to be had in just listening to each other’s bodies… My breath catches when you say you’re touching yourself. OMG… the way I want to sneak a peak at you giving him such sweet attention… knowing the 😻 flutters I’d be blessed with, watching him go from relaxed to… hard… as a fuckin plank… UGH… But I don’t… I want to revel in listening to you telling me every delicious play by play… while you watch me undulate in anticipation… GAH … Foreplay… SO fuckin HOT… 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 The sounds… as your fingers and palm caress him… my womb sending you energy to keep doing it just. like. that… firmly… knowingly… Your lil chuckle as I imagine that roll to your pubic area… 🔥 UGH… SO FH 🔥 The hitch of my breath dancing with the change in yours. OMG… the way my hips dip once again… and my toes dig downwards… as I fight the urge to watch that delicious elevation… 😍🔥🥵 You know what your breathiness does to me… FS… ⚡️💦💦💦🥵 … as my ANTICIPATION barometer shoots up another notch…

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

So… you know a smile crept along my face as you started this differently, right? 🙃 Adorable mode engaged. *mouth jut* Loving the vulnerability and honesty in allowing yourself to express the waves of emotion you feel from time to time…. In this multiverse we share… Far away… across miles… yet so near in our minds’ eyes… The pull of energy across the Sexyverse (my word, thought it looked better with the “y”) is unparalleled… Even with me listening to guys beautifully interacting with gals or doing things to/with me on another platform… you are so special because you’re the only one who does what you do… in that voice and accent… with those unique intonations and lilts that always make me smile. Exploring the joys of sex in new and exciting ways. And I 💜 your literary prowess through your love of reading + the life reflections you express (which then inspire our reflections). Love the infusion of German in quite a few, makes them more unique. 🙃 And your injections of humour scale from *grunt chucklingly* fun to wickedly gut wrenching. My mind floats back to last week @ “Guess the only frightening part is sometimes I don’t know where the persona starts and where I end. It doesn’t feel like there’s much of a gap sometimes.” The way I’m staring into the night sky right now… sending waves of Amor/Liebe/Aroha energy to you…. hoping they manifest as beautiful hues of orange, red and purple reflected in a setting sun, later. ✨Grounded human ✨… let me walk that tightrope with you… let’s reach out and find each other… the twinkly stars my end navigating the hazy sky with its remnants of a warm day… lovingly searching for the the star at the centre of the solar system that’s gracing your part of the world with a little winter warmth…. The palms of my hands seeking your face… like a soul in a dark room, listening only to a voice… a voice and a soul she gets willingly lost in… “Let me walk this tightrope with you,” I whisper again… Been thinking about this more this year… “… redefining what relationships are and what we want from them.” It’s so empowering to not feel like your being is limited to a particular construct of what a relationship / connection should be… it’s freeing… exhilarating… to just BE… in the moment… and experience a bonding of thoughts/feelings/sensations/emotions… a beautiful gift… in a “timeless spaceless world…” 💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Lawd help me… this is gonna be my LONGEST… it’s 11:18… only got about 2.5 hours sleep… living on adrenaline right now…. Thankful that my first meeting isn’t until 12:30 so I can go post now… When you work late and can start later the next day. 🤸🏾‍♀️

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Been having a rough few months, but it’s always nice hearing your voice ☺️

Denee Leery

Fjfhxhg jfydhd opghfyssdcgu! Which translated is 😵😵😵😵! Where I’m at in the N. Hemisphere, the season is starting to change to fall/autumn which is my FAVORITE time of year. Sometimes though, being single during official cozy snuggle season can be a bit challenging and I was having a little pity party earlier today. Ironically though I am also very aware that it is not an ideal time in my life to be focusing on relationships (unless it’s the one with myself #personalgrowth #mentalhealth #selfcare 😋) but sometimes I just want someone to hold or touch or just have little moments of sensation with. & then here you are! What you create is so incredible because it really is this infinite unique space we have at our fingertips. I feel the sensations as you describe them and I desire you in a way that is so genuine. What we create here is really ART and it inspires me to know that there are so many ways beyond what I may even comprehend now to experience joy and pleasure- sexually and otherwise. Thank you for creating this space and inviting me into it. I’ll stay as long as you’ll have me. 💕💕💕(& then after that I might be hiding out in the bushes for a while- just turn the sprinklers on, I’ll go home 😆) xoxo 😘

Katie

When your eyes are burning and you’re still awake because you just finished draft of what you want to say. EarPods are dead (a sign - go to sleep woman, FFS!… 😀) So I’m hoping to post when I awake… after listening for the third time 😏 😅 the “Wait, what’s this?” Knew you’d be intrigued! IKR @ measuring. 🤣 So satisfying… 🤪😘 xx PS - boo to that happening to others. It’s Yahoo for me, hopefully first and last time.

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Oh no! It looks likes it’s happening to a lot of the team. Maybe gmail did a spam settings update? Anyway - you found it! Wait what’s this??? hahaha. Robospanker 😂 I love how it measures the distance first 🤣 what a satisfying slap… 😜😘xx

Matthew Tower

Oh Matthew. Reading all the comments... tears are flowing. Warning... today was the funeral of a relative lost to Covid 3 days after getting ill. The emotions of a year of counseling and coaching globally and all the stories of stress and pain and loss and fear and anger that has impacted everyone came crashing into my world. So I'm coming in a little raw tonight. I forgot yesterday was Tuesday as no email surfaced. I found you and this space because I hated porn. How the industry is linked to trafficking etc. etc. etc. With audio I could somehow escape but let's be clear that not all audios are remotely equal. I ran across one of yours and there was something so different. I thought for $3 it's worth checking out. When you greeted me I was thrown off... pretty sure I told you I was in the wrong place, a fish out of water. But you... this... it surprised me. In this season it's right where I need yo be. When I broke up a few months ago I lost my favorite safe place. The one person who could quiet my mind with his presence... even when distance played a role. I leaned into the ASMR because there is a quality in your voice and work that also brings space for quiet. Never underestimate the power that has for a brain that's dealt with trauma/PTSD. It's also become a place for appreciating sex positive openess, sharing, and finding and witnessing healing. A few times a week is a space for quiet in my mind. Some super spy lyrics from Wicked are rolling in... who can say if I've been changed for the better, but I've been changed for good. It's the first time in a couple months I've really wanted to be with my ex. To hear his calm and peace and let my weary mind that tasted a bit of all the pain and frustration of a year worth of client experience be still. Then this beauty was here when I realized Tuesday had come and gone. And I was reminded of how we ALL need connection, and how no one can put parameters on what that looks like or how it surprises us sometimes. Time... distance... they don't have the same power over connection. And I'm grateful for that in this place and time. So thank you for the reminder. And in another time I'll circle back for the sexy fun. 😉

D

OMG, so late to the party… when your email is sent to my Junk. HOW DARE you tech algorithm… are you insane? 🧐😒 I was wondering when I didn’t see it at midnight earlier. Well, last night too… thankfully my brain told me to go exploring. Then again… my mantra comes to mind… everything happens for a reason. Was meant to connect with you now… Been a LONG ARSED day… so this was SO yummy… and heartwarming. How apt that I saw this earlier: https://www.instagram.com/reel/CRt5fOgJT8-/?utm_medium=copy_link And at the end… how could I not think of that CLASSIC from the LEJ that was Louis Armstrong… J’adore. 🎵❤️ Okay… BRB… well, not really but you know what I mean… 😉💛😘💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

😁Haha - and in every sense, it is a pleasure to hear from you too Tiara.. 😉💜xx

Matthew Tower

Puse, puse, puse, Katya! 💜Your translation of the song is gorgeous! I love the cute line about hiding you under the pillow like chocolate and melting... 🥺💝I know exactly how you're feeling! And I don't mean on your ass 😂... Though that too... But exactly what you said - that human connection can be formed regardless of time / geography. Someone on Reddit once told me that he feel in love with someone on the opposite side of the world who he met while competing in online bids over obscure vinyl records. I thought it's such a cute way to meet, I have to write it as a story some day. Anyway, one more puse for the road! 😘X

Matthew Tower

Hey Davi! 💜Welcome aboard and well, I've recently noticed there are a few other romance/erotica writers here you might like to meet... I'm sure you'll all stumble across each other and introduce yourselves soon... xx

Matthew Tower

😂Well, I hope it gave you a good brain shut-down! To a better one tomorrow! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Hey 💜M - that's interesting because yeah masturbating together is hot/sexy - but you've reminded me that it can be really romantic and vulnerable and revealing too... That's in my notes now. Thanks!! xx

Matthew Tower

😂Hey Madison. Maybe I'm like your online flirtationship? 😅 Or back-up chump? Or fantasy commentator? Haha. Yes and no. What our roles are is very hard to pinpoint! It's a work in progress for sure 😅 💜xx

Matthew Tower

😮Wow - that's super interesting K. I haven't spent enough time thinking about it from your perspective, so thank-you for prompting me. 😌On one hand, I wanna say 🥺'Don't ever gooo - stay forever'... 😁But totally - not everyone in our IRL lives is gonna get it, and I can see how it could be complicated, so the other part of me is like - hey budge when you need to! I'll always be here. At least until they move me to the retirement village at the end of the year 😂... But thank-you. I'm glad the audio resonated and I'm gonna go and think about your end a little more... 🧘🏻‍♂️💜xx

Matthew Tower

I LOVE these "He can't..." ones. The way you talk directly to us. Always a pleasure (in every single sense) to hear from you. ❤️

Tiara

Ahhh I was this close 🤏 to developing a crush on you 😩 You're so bad for this! It's bizarre, right? How we're strangers but not entirely. I believe we keep proving that human connection can be formed regardless of time and place. That includes the internet too. I had some life changing experiences with people I never met irl, despite someone finding this unusual or not real enough. Listening to you has also left a mark on my world (and ass 😌). I never imagined I'd grow so fond of you when I first heard one of your audios. Now, I get so excited for every Wednesday and Saturday 🥰 It was wonderfully intimate. When you lean in really close, I feel like you're actually here. I didn't know I could feel so much just from someone's voice. When you said that you're pretty grounded, I thought maybe it's time I ground myself better 😅 I've been listening to some very old Croatian song and it kind of made me think of you and this space. I'll try to translate a bit: " now that you're here again finally, everything feels alright I won't give you up for anyone take me, please, take me and keep me safe hide me underneath your pillows like chocolate, I'm melting and disappearing when my eyes meet yours - I surrender myself to you alone " It's such a tender and loving song, my translation didn't do it justice 😔 I hope at least a little bit of the sentiment comes across. 💖Puse! (Cro. for kisses)

Katja

Oh Mags all I will say is SAME! To all of it!!!

VANESSA

I still think of how in control and confident he is knowing we're listening with bated breath. Which just adds to the experience. 😗 you know EXATLY what you're doing to me and this isn't fair, I'm supposed to be here for erotic study for my romance novels! 🤒I've lost the game I didnt know I was playing! Lol

Davi jones

😮I... uh... what just happened 🥵🥵?!? There is an uncanny semblance to my own thoughts this past week. Strap in, I'll try to keep this story on point. The past few months have been tumultuous for me. Among other things I realized I am preparing to close another chapter in my life by finishing my degree and I have no plan. I needed a break, ground myself, recenter, just be present in the moment and let the rest go. So I packed up the bike, turned off my phone (after telling two close friends where I was), and headed out to the lake. I spent the day kayaking the river and lake. **I rented the kayak there, I didn't try to pack a kayak on a motorcycle 😜although what a story that would have been for anyone who saw me down the highway **. In the afternoon I found this little cove. The overhanging trees cooled the air, the current was still, and the breeze rustled the leaves causing the sun's rays to dance off of the water. My mind finally stilled for a beat as I absorbed the scenery. Then I thought - Matt and the belles would love this place. I chuckled at the idea that one of my first reactions was a thought of sharing that moment with y'all. The interactions on this page have obviously settled deeper within me than I ever imagined. It would have made a great postcard picture if I had had my phone, next time! Matt's audio's have made me feel safe exploring myself as a sensual and sexual being without shame (for the first time) all while being a bit naughty 😜. Also reading the comments and feeling closer to people that I have never actually met, and yet I have. It has been a personal growth I didn't realize I was missing. It has recently caused me to consider re-entering the dating world (it's been 10 years heaven help me 😅). BTW - the whole 'one nipple craving more attention' comment. I had to pause for a minute, because I had never noticed that and I thought - Judas he does know me better than I know myself. When I restarted - and you said THE SAME THING! I had to pause again after the outburst of laughter. Needless to say I loved the candidness of this audio and your willingness to share some of your life with us. 🥰😘

Mags

God damn, just when I was having trouble switching off after the shift from hell 🥵🥵💦😂

Soph

Excuse me twin how will I ever just be V again😭 but really I totally get it.

Venusinaphrodite_

That was hot AF 🔥. Good morning. I'm ready to start the day after that! Also, absolutely love the cum play. It's so naughty and dirty and 🤤. You do a great job of adding sensuality and sexuality together. I write romance novels and you def give me inspiration. Masturbating on each other is like 🤯. Super hot and not something I've thought about before. Thanks Matthew ❤️. Also, really liked the pussy worship 😂. And the heavy cock descriptions. You're awesome at what you do!

Madison Diaz

I'm barely a minute or two in, but I love the intimacy of what you're saying. And it makes me laugh because I was literally thinking that you're like all of our long distance boyfriend with your audios 🤣. So this audio being as personal as it is like reaffirms that random though I've been having. Okay, back to enjoying lol.

Madison Diaz

If I'm honest, I don't know that I will stay forever. As lovely as this is, for many reasons I fear this might be unhealthy for me. But then I hear what u have planned for the next few audios and I just HAVE TO STAY! I simply must hear it! What am I to do?🤷‍♀️

VANESSA

Matt you take whatever hidden camera out of my room right this instant! Lol life really does imitate art and vise versa🙈 so much so that you said verbatim something I had said and I almost screamed lmao and like in the audio, it really did leave me exhausted 😂 The ending though is what caught me off guard because it was like you could hear my inner dialogue from the last 2 days. I was going back and forth if I could still be here, or you could still be with me mentally. Not even just in fantasyland because I catch you leaking into my peripheral during my day. I had to think if he asked me to would I give you and the belles up. I knew I wouldn't. But it was a conversation that needed to be had. I'm not sure at what point this whole world of ours became something I'm not willing to budge on. Or when it became part of me, but it has. It's a very strange, beautiful, thing. Xx💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Happy hyyge season Kissa!! I'm actually ready to hand it over before I get too much more of a vitamin D deficiency! 😂🤲🏻🌨🧣🧤🔥☕️🥃Sooo glad you enjoyed the audio, and here's to more snuggly nights 🥂😉xx

Matthew Tower

Oh Matt! 😳👉👈 damn! This was so freaking intimate and almost felt naughty for playing the audio and following instructions (yes, that'swhat I said... following instructions... now rub my butt till the nail marks go away please?) , because it felt so "our little secret" ish... The magic of you is that you are really good at talking to us in a way that makes it feel like the audio is made specially for 'me' ... that is a gift! And makes audios like this have such a deep impact... I really liked it! 🤗🥰 have an amazing day! 🤗 Btw. Hygge season is starting here in Denmark, and since the AMA I can't really think about that without blushing a little ☺🤭

FluffyReads

Wow. Thanks WM! 💜🥃🧤xx

Matthew Tower

Well that was just fucking perfect. 🥵😵‍💫

Whiskey Mittens

Hey PQ 💜🐟👑 - don't drop your phone! 😁I nearly did too when I read "you literally sucked my soul out of me, inhaled it and fucked it back into me" 😈😂.Thank-you for adding the WARNING LABEL 🤣!! And now I'd better climb the prize-winners podium and give a wave... 🙋🏻‍♂️😘xx

Matthew Tower

Wow! Thanks Holly! 💜That's soo cool to hear! 😁😃 😀

Matthew Tower

Thanks 💜Jenn! Gulp! 😁 So glad you enjoyed it and I think you’ll like something I have planned for next Friday then too! Just me, you and some rambling about sexy phrases I enjoy… 😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

Greetings VP Serena! 💜🍩 Thank you for joining me in our little world and I so hope you come back sometime when you’re at your leisure… donut drive me glazy 🍩! 🤗😘xx

Matthew Tower

Hey MT🧔🏻!  By time I finish typing this it will be after midnight here. I had to listen to this 3x!!! I was watching earlier on the evening Stephen King's "Dr.Sleep" on Netflix. It's the sequel to "The Shining". I own the book,read it and I enjoyed how Hollywood portrayed The True Naught gang taking in the "Steam" which is a human soul but I hated the ending of the movie. The point I'm trying to make IS.... With a tear in my eye 🥲, verklempt in my voice, my God Matthew, your literally sucked my soul out of me, inhaled it and fucked it back into me!!!  This audio was so dangerous....women can get pregnant from it 🤣🤣🤣😂!!! The first time I listen,I threw my phone and 🎧 to the ground!!! That was mic 🎤 drop perfection!! Memorable parts for me: Imagining feeling you on our skin🔥🔥🔥, telling us to grip our ass cheek ( that was great but slightly difficult with my long acrylic nails 💅 😅,  your knees by OUR shoulders telling us to put our finger on our teeth 💋🧡, teasing us with your cock in our 👄 mouths, letting us control your mouth on our pussy 😫🤤, pulling us to the edge of the bed, bouncing us on the edge of the bed, jerking off inside of us while we rub our clits😭. The finale of pounding your sperm into us....In my head I'm like if this shit happened....I'm pregnant in the next couple weeks 🤣🤣🤣! ⚠️ WARNING LABEL: THIS AUDIO IS SO GOOD YOU BETTER HAVE EXTRA PROTECTION IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GET PREGNANT ⚠️ I will not be able to sleep tonight with this beautiful rain and having listened to this piece of heaven audio🎊🎄🎁🎰♥️! My tits are STILL hard and my pussy is literally soaking 💦. Here's your prize 🏆 - you win😂😂😂😂😂!! -PQ 🐟👑

Pisces Queen

Eeeeep i have no words 😶 this is so fucking good ! Definitely my new favorite !

Holly love

Dear Matthew, I found you because I was intrigued by a character in a book who did ‘the boyfriend experience’ (gay) audios. My explorations led me to learn about ASMR and I looked for a sleep aid more than any boy friend experience. I found you in April (I think) and I found sleep 💜💜 omg so good. It was a miracle. But I also found that your audios (sexy ones too) helped relax me. Usually just the beginning. (Think shoe cue in the relaxing you audio). You voice calms my mind not the words all the time really mostly just your voice. I find myself taking kiwi breaks before meetings, staring a project, or a particularly painful study session. I didn’t come for the sex. I would masturbate as needed for pressure relief mostly nothing sexy more than biological. I admit to being a little envious of some of the belles here and it’s ok. However my darling absolutely dreamy sweet Matthew I have found over the past couple of months that hearing you have an orgasm turns me on. I can’t recall anything or anyone turning me on. Piqued my interest maybe but that’s about it. I love it when you orgasm. I love the grunts you make, the breaths you take, all the little sighs and moans. Always different but always you. So hot. No touching needed no pre-working myself up. Just you and your beautiful sounds. Seriously love them. This audio made me cry because it was so beautiful and I feel like the luckiest woman in the whole world Because I get you. Every week you amaze me. The thank you’s are probably getting repetitive but THANK YOU for everything. With love, Ann (A)

Ann

Omg holy shit that was amazing!! That orgasm of your turned me on like nothing else! I actually think at one point I stopped breathing lol Wow you really outdid yourself on this one; your sexiest one yet! Thank you! 😋😘💋🍆🌋

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Greetings and Salutations Towers! Well this was something I didn’t know I needed today but oof am I glad I got to hear it today!! Always so amazing to hear your voice and to just sink into the world of pleasure that you can paint so beautifully 😉 I donut 🍩know what I would do with myself if I didn’t hear this freaking sexy audio while I was at work! Wonderful job my dear and as always much love to you!! Serena 🖤🍩

Serena Shadow

Haha - hey L💜L - why oh why did I not think of 'f$ck club'?? 😅And yay 🎉to the fact we don't have to imagine what we'd do without each other... 😌(nice use of 'elucidate' by the way - one of my fav words) xx

Matthew Tower

Vanessa! 💜I'm pretty sure Patreon is still sending out notification emails so not sure why you didn't get one, but I'm so glad you came looking! You sucked your finger for me?! 😛Claw marks on your ass?! 🔥😅😏How could I possibly not find you telling me that so hooot!! 🥵I'm not lying! I'm only human! (And male to boot!!) 😂 So, yes, pleease do return soon! In the meantime, sleep well...😘xx

Matthew Tower

Oh my god, Dee, you work soo hard! I wanna give you a big shoulder rub. Thanks for sharing your off night with me. I feel super special. 🥰Also, my mouth is sealed. 🤐😉😁💜

Matthew Tower

Beautifully worded, Kris - the 'plane of dreams and wonder.' I've been writing a little for the next audio like this and thinking more about - as you put it - 'Time, distance, all the relative ways we structure and define what life is'. I don't think they become meaningless, but I do think we sometimes over-emphasise them when in fact such a big part of our life is spent dreaming & imagining, and that everything we experience eventually loses it's concreteness as it joins our memories. So a lot more of us is made up of these impressions and incomplete bits of the past than we maybe think, huh? Anyway - you've said that better than I have! And yes - we get to keep each other's pieces! 💜

Matthew Tower

The first rule of f$ck club …😉.. I know you said sexy world, but mine makes me laugh more; closer to the inspiration. The many feels you elicited, elucidate this is more than that for me. On relationships? You’ve helped me rediscover a sexual one with myself. Thank-you. Lighter note, feel free to pull me down the bed by my ankles anytime, super 🥵. Not nearly as hot as listening to your voice change through the stages of your orgasm, but close. Can’t imagine what I’d do without you nor do I want to. 😘

Double LL

I'm not sure I'm able to type. Still basking in the afterglow of sexytime in our sexy world! You left me moaning & breathless. You had me reach climax when u fucked your cum into me. Whoa hot dauuum! I'm not sure this one was meant for me. I didn't get an email notification like I usually do at exactly 7:01pm so I came looking. It felt very real & actually intended for me. You did so many things I love & crave! The nipple sucking & pinching, Kisses on my mouth & neck. Now thanks to you I have claw marks on my ass!!!(I have long nails). I did what Daddy told me. All of it!!! Sucked my finger like it was your big beautiful cock too!😆🐳 Not sure if you're telling the truth or just a really fabulous actor. Beautiful liar? I think I told you once before nothing would thrill me more than knowing you were pleasuring yourself & thinking of me. Thank u for this! It was absolute bliss! I shall be returning to sexy world to be with u often Matt my love.😘💜💕💋

VANESSA

I’m over here in my bed because tonight is my only off night, processing what just happened Bestie! My legs won’t stop shaking 🤣. And I’m trying to catch my breath. A great mind fuck indeed. Of course I enjoy our little piece of “encounters” and I’m definitely not going anywhere. It’s our little secret 🤫 . My little piece of heaven. Love these Bestie and you have a good week.

Deanna Tyson

There are approximately 8,700 miles between us right now. 14,001 kilometers if you prefer. You’d have to travel the length of New Zealand almost 9 times to make up the distance. About 45,936,000 people would have to stand in a line for us to be able to cap off either end. And yet you’re right beside me, occupying a small corner of my brain. Sometimes you pop out just into my field of vision, leaving behind fragments of creative inspiration for me to discover. You linger in my peripherals only to vanish if I acknowledge your presence, not unlike an ephemeral phantom desperate to reach out from beyond the ethereal veil. I wouldn’t liken the sensation to a haunting, just a recurring reminder that something--someone--is waiting to be acknowledged again. Waiting to be seen and known and spoken to. A spirit you can only fully recognize in the proper headspace. When your thoughts shift past the current state of being and transition into the plane of dreams and wonder. Time, distance, all the relative ways we structure and define what life is becomes meaningless. Few things remain concrete here. I know myself. I am aware of my body, the sensations passing through it. I know my mind and all its thoughts, my heart and all its feelings. I have glimpses of you. Some of your body, incomplete patterns of how your mind works, only a handful of shards of your heart. Is that enough to know someone? To experience them? It’s hardly fair I have to substitute the touch of your skin with the memory of someone else’s and the physical ministrations of my own. I cannot touch myself as you would, in the same way, you cannot feel yourself as I would intend to. I would want you to know the curve of my cupid’s bow. Taste the sweetness of my wine-stained lips. How could I possibly make you know the weight of my breasts lest you carry them? Toy with them? Is there a way for you to experience the firmness of my buds without swirling your tongue around them? Whatever marks I leave on my body are not the same ones you would, just like the grip you have around your cock is not the same one you would feel while sliding through my smaller, far more delicate hands. I wonder, in your mind’s eye, does my mouth feel like the most recent one that swallowed your length? Is it the best one according to memory you bring to this space? Is it the first? You taste clean and slightly salty on my tastebuds, but is that you, or a former lover? Has anyone else left deep purple lipstick stains along the tip and base of your cock as I would? Or is that a new image your mind has to conjure up for you? Do you imagine my pussy is the sweetest you’ve tasted? Do my hands grip the back of your head just as you’ve always wanted? Would you eat me out just as perfectly as I picture you would? Are you as enthusiastic about eating pussy as you make yourself out to be? Fuck, I hope so. It’s almost overwhelming to think about how many times I’ve thought about how your cock would fit inside me. It’s only natural that I picture a perfect fit, hitting all the right spots in the most wonderful ways. Is yours the cock I see pressing up through the skin of my abdomen--an immaculate depiction of just how high and hard you’re burrowing into me? Do you feel how I grip all around you, tightening the push and pull of your thrusts? Can you feel the more minor details? My nails in your shoulder, teeth grazing your neck, lips sucking gently over your pulse. Can you feel my breath hitch as you take me harder and faster? Does that air dance across your collarbones? Can you feel how my ass bounces back against your thighs? And when I finally cum--when the sensations flood my mind to the point of no return--can you feel it take over my body? My convulsions, my nonsensical moans begging for more, they’re all yours to experience in our shared headspace. Provided you can pull them out of me. I imagine you succeeding on that end. The you that exists in my head hasn’t let me down yet. When you cum into my dripping wet, needy cunt, can you feel me accepting your milky sperm? Can you feel that I’m drawing it in, wanting it to take hold within me? Is that why you have to fuck it into me as deep as you can? Is it because you want the same? Do you like knowing you have me, completely and unabashedly? There is something fantastical about the wondering-- about the idle daydreams where that immense space between us gets smaller and smaller. The pieces of you you’ve chosen to share begin to fit together. The puzzle is vastly incomplete but the picture can vaguely be envisioned. Some bits are likely not what they are imagined to be, but that doesn’t make them bad, or any less enjoyable in the moment. It’s a bit easier to imagine a single person. What do you see in this space? Do you imagine a miscellany of hands roaming the expanse of your skin? A melodic cacophony of moans ringing in your ear? Do we bleed into each other? Or do you take the time with each of our individual shards--the little snippets of what we give you? Are these the parts you’re possessive over? Don’t worry, the pieces I’ve given to you are yours to keep.

Kris

😂Hahaha - I really better kiss that better first! 😘🍑😁 And now I think a long, post-O, happy-tears-hug is in order... 🤗🤗🤗💜xx

Matthew Tower

💜Thank-you, Emily! Here's my return serve: 🥰😍😌And yay - well, I've started collecting some thoughts and videos on the go-pro so I will find time to compile them soon... 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Out-fucking-rageous, sir. I listened, orgasmed, got teary-eyed, and listened to the first 9 minutes again. Now I’m just sitting here with a sore ass cheek wondering how we all got so lucky to find each other.

IndyJane

😳🥵🤯 I’m not sure how to express my thoughts so I’ve reverted to emojis. Also, I think I speak for everyone here when I say that I would love to see any little moments from your day that you’d want to share. I think we’re all very intrigued by you. For the ever-evolving Tower Belle playlist 😘: https://youtu.be/RftqJrM4Aj4

Emily Dawn

Danke 💜SR und auch habt eine schöne Woche! Umarmungen! M xx

Matthew Tower

Ich möchte dir "gute Arbeit" oder "gut gemacht" sagen, aber im Vergleich zu meinem Gefühl scheint alles so oberflächlich zu sein. Ich bin sicher, dass ich für alle Damen hier spreche, wenn ich sage: "Danke, Matt!". Habt eine wundervolle Restwoche. ~ be well~

S0ft3stRaz0r

😂Oh no Savvy - it button-blocked you 🆑 [do you like my new clit emoji?] 😉xx

Matthew Tower

Savvy

Haha - well, thanks for being the best landlady ever, Niamh! Definitely a landlady with benefits... 😜And speaking of audios coming from my perspective - next week I'll be prompting you to dirtytalk me with some of my favourite female-to-male sexytalk... 😘💜

Matthew Tower

🤗Please do 💜Shelley!! Just let me plant a big kiss on that lovely jaw too. 😘X

Matthew Tower

You know Matt with the amount of time you spend in my head and thoughts I should really be charging you rent 😜 Not that I mind you being there of course, just saying that mind blowing, leg cramping, bed breaking orgasms dont pay the bills 😂 Amazing addition to this little series, as much fun as the story scenarios are there’s just something so intensely intimate and sexy about audios that come from your perspective

Niamh

You and me both. 😵💦😵💦💜💙💚💛

Matthew Tower

What the actual fuck???? Matthew, you have truly found your calling my love. It’s been a long time since my jaw and the floor have met, but they just had a nice long visit. I think I’ll stay here with you for a while 💋💋💋🔥🔥😎

Shelley

Fuuuuuck. I am dead. Cracked wide open. Emotions pouring out. Meta mindfuck, indeed. I'll just be over here in the corner, processing. Fuck. 💙💚💛

Titania