TALKING TO YOUR BODY (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

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BunnyRabbit

Heey - thank-you so much for taking the time to comment or read the discussions on this post. Although I can’t reply to new comments here now, I’ll still be returning to read and 💜 them from time-to-time, so even if you feel a bit late to the party please say hi! Much love, 🧔🏻💐Matthew

Matthew Tower

Dear Orphic, Thanks so very much for sharing your story - or part of it - here. I was really moved by your experiences - it’s really upsetting to hear about the outside judgement you faced during what was already an unimaginably difficult time personally. It was especially cutting to hear someone said you “would bring illnesses to those around” you. It goes to show how cruelty is almost always based in wilful ignorance, doesn’t it? Coincidentally, one of my biggest heroes Peter Garrett developed alopecia when he was young after suffering two traumatic losses of both of his parents. He went on to become a musician, environmentalist, Indigenous rights activist. Anyway, I hope you find some supportive communities of others with the alopecia of you haven’t already! Your story is truly inspirational too. 💜Kia kaha, Matt

Matthew Tower

Hi friends 👋🏼💙 I’m a bit late to the party (pardon me 🙇🏻‍♀️) but after listening to this audio (can’t believe I’m just coming across this!!) and reading through all the comments, I felt a need to share this. Last year in November was a pretty rough and stressful month for me. A lot was going on with school and work (I work for two highly intensive jobs as an EMT 🚑) and I didn’t really realize how much stress was affecting me because for me, that was my norm. Around the end of that month, a friend of mine pointed out something that literally changed my world in the matter of the following months. I had a huge bald spot around the right temporal side of my head. Fast forward into January of this year, I met with a dermatologist who diagnosed me with alopecia. And as of right now, despite all the treatments I’ve underwent in the past months of this year (monthly steroid injections to scalp and hip, oral steroids, topical medications, PRP, immunosuppressant drugs, etc.) I now have lost 95% of my hair. I’m almost practically bald now. In those past few months where I was rapidly loosing hair, it was complete and utter torture for me mentally. The reason I say it was complete torture is because of how much hair is valued in my culture. I’m very proud to be an Indian woman (I love my ethnicity, culture, etc. And as an Indian woman, hair is one thing that we take a lot of pride in. It was something that I was taught defines us and makes us who we are. So loosing my hair was like loosing a part of me. Literally, without my own consent, a part of my identity was being taken from me and I couldn’t do anything about it. The word terrible wouldn’t even describe the amount of agony I felt. In those past months, I felt ugly and worthless…I remember hiding and silently crying from my family almost everyday. I avoided going out in public unless it was for work (I hid my head with surgical caps so none of my coworkers would see). The worst part was hearing some distant family relatives secretly say certain things about me. It was as if talking about my body size and my “elephant hips” wasn’t enough. But they even felt the need to say how no one would even desire to be in a relationship with a “sick bald girl” and that I would “bring illnesses to those around me.” It was pure hell for me and at that point I didn’t feel like I had anymore value. Thankfully, it was only recently when I started to learn to accept my current situation and love my body and myself again (extremely grateful to my loving family and close friends for helping me get through this). I can say with a fact that I’m in a better place mentally and happier than I could of ever been. Something I learned throughout this whole process is that even without hair, it doesn’t change who I am as a person. I’m sharing this with all of you because I just want you to know that regardless of what you went through, you all are still and forever valued, loved, and beautiful. Nothing of what you went through defines or changes you as an individual. Furthermore, none of you deserved to go through the things all you ladies had faced. Truthfully, after reading through the unimaginable suffering you guys went though….even now my heart is swelling up. I literally have no words but my deep respect of how bold, courageous, confident, and amazing you all are and have become. All of you inspired me to share mine and to be more confident in myself and in return I hope that you know that as well. This community is made up of such beautiful and strong women and I’m so happy to be a part of it. 💙 Lastly, Matthew…thank you. Truthfully, I don’t know any other words to express how grateful I am but to say thanks. The response to this audio might or might not have been what you expected, but because you expressed such genuine feelings throughout it (and it other audios as well), you made me (and I’m sure almost all of your community) to feel sincerely happy and cherished as the unique and beautiful woman we are. It’s such a shame there’s only one of you 💔 Thank you for being the beautiful soul that you are an appreciating women all of sizes and color. If you made it this far into reading this, thanks for reading! I hope you know how amazing you are inside and out! Stay beautiful friends!! 🥰 Orphic 👩🏽‍🦲💙

Orphic

Doof! 😆 Hey Stefa! 💜 Oh the tension after a week! 😂 I think I can only last four days before I FIND A WAY ANYWAY!! But well done! I almost felt that on your behalf🤣xx

Matthew Tower

Efff. I've just returned from a week away where I had absolutely zero alone time. This audio just gave me the most blissful fucking night in a long time. 🥵

Stefa

Kris! I’ll sure be coming back to this audio. It’s reached legendary status in my mind - not because of the audio itself but because of amazing comments like yours. And I’m certain others who are coming to the audio for the first time will read and feel less alone from seeing the discussion here too. These experiences should be talked about everywhere! As genuine and comforting as I can be when making an audio, it’s nowhere near as real as you can be by talking about actual experience —- so infinite thanks for adding to it! 💜

Matthew Tower

I know I'm probably speaking into the void at this point, but I can't help but return to this audio. It's been a month since I and so many incredible women shared stories of trauma and pain, and in that sharing, discovered empathy. My heart cannot help but ache for the young women who deserved so much better than what they got. When I first started talking about what had happened to me I was asked why I let it happen, as if a naive girl would ever willingly invite the abuse she endured. My response was just that I wanted him to like me. Be happy with me. It's not something a younger me could give herself, so she subjugated herself to anyone she thought could. Learning that love is not something you can earn through conditional actions has been both a painful and liberating lesson. I can forgive myself for not knowing any better back then, but that doesn't mean any bit of what happened just vanishes. There's of course the emotional baggage. Trust doesn't come easily. Intimacy is difficult. The feeling of anxiousness around people is suffocating, like my body can't relax. My guard always has to be up. The physical is there too. Scars, spine injury, damaged windpipe. All because my body was taken from me. He got to cum and I got this mess. Loving and caring for this shell I happen to inhabit is a difficult thing to routinely do. I don't like a lot of what it's been through or has had said about it. Some days I can't help but feel gorgeous; others, an old scar gets traced over and I can't even look at myself. It's easier having a voice in my ears reaffirming positive notions. Matt, whatever odd intuition caused you to make this audio, continue to listen to it. You really have not idea what it will end up meaning to people.

Kris

😂Let me take over for a bit... 👇🏻💜xx

Matthew Tower

My hand hurts T_T

Timia Lateef

💜🍜Hello from your happy torturer! 😉I love the suggestion - actually I'd been thinking about it as a follow up to the Pleasure Torture audio - but I'm aware that squirting is a touchy subject for a lot of women (I think research is over half) who don't get to experience it, so I've been trying to think of a way to do it which is inclusive. Maybe something like 'we try to get you to squirt'? I think that could work huh... 😘xx

Matthew Tower

I sat in my office with this in my ears as motivation to finish work as fast as I can 😭absolute torture! Love this Matthew ❤️ A suggestion for a role play: something to do with squirting? 🙈 pretty please :) xxoo

Josie

🥰Thanks so much Jane! I hope things have settled down a bit for you. It was an amazing and heart-wrenching week for me - just grappling with the extent of the experiences shared. I wouldn’t trade it for the world though. I really feel I grew up a notch last week. And I’m just so grateful that this unexpected little corner of the Internet has been helping me learn so much. As you’ll see tomorrow in the Turret Update - I threw myself into making something quite - well, explicit 😳- to give us all a bit of well-earned sexy relief. But yes! I have been able to talk about it, and it’s really helped my little brain to process! Anyway, thanks so much for putting in your support too! 💜

Matthew Tower

Look what an amazing thing your body did!! I know I’m stating the obvious, but that’s something over half of the world can never do or experience (guys I mean!😄and people with fertility struggles!). There’s no way you should be anything but proud of your body. I’ll never get to have that amazing (for most) feeling of being a mother to a child. I’d take some extra weight and tiger stripes any day. Anyway, I hope you’re feeling better about yourself soon! And I really hope you can listen to the rest of the audio too!! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

I missed this until now because my life was quite shit last week. The community here went through so much and I’m sorry I wasn’t present to throw in my support. Matthew, I hope you’ve taken care of yourself this past week. This was a lot have thrust upon you unexpectedly. You navigated it brilliantly here. I feel like I have to say this just in case it’s helpful- Second hand trauma is a real thing and you read a lot of heartbreaking stories from people you actually sort of know. If you haven’t already talked about what went down with someone you know and trust in real life, you may want to consider it. Now, all that said, this was so freaking hot and perfect and wonderful. “The way you occupy yourself is really fucking sexy” has got to be one of the best compliments I’ve ever heard. I really appreciate how you manage to not mention any specific physical traits so your words apply to every body- fantastic writing.

IndyJane

Ok, real talk, I just had a baby almost 9 months ago and the body talk is tearing me up on a Thursday morning 😭 I ignored this bc of the tags when you posted it. Thought I was ready. Wrong af, I'll try again when I'm more confident or less emotional, idk lol. 😅 Lots to unpack apparently. 😬

Steff

🥵Ow! From one sensual being to another… 💜🌹 xx

Matthew Tower

RG! I thought I was done with teary-eyed gratitude for the week, and then this stunningly beautiful note brought all those emotions from earlier right back into my throat and eyes. 🥲 I’m so far from just wanting to tape dirty audios! The conversations on here are more valuable to me than the dirty talking any day. Though of course we couldn’t have one without the other! 😅 Anyway, thanks again for the amazing words and I really hope the guys you meet on Reddit are worthy of your attention!!! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Eleven. It’s so upsetting to think that you were foisted with body consciousness at that age, Katie. Thanks for sharing your experiences too and the encouragement- not just for me but for Dee, Kookie and everyone! Much love! 💜💜💜

Matthew Tower

You're quite the sensual being, Matthew, while being so playful and provocative... so effortlessly... Mmmmmmm... you're dangerous, Sir... 🥵🥵🥵🤯🤯🤯😵😵😵😊😊😊😘🥰😍

Rose Red

Dearest Matthew: It's impossible for me to explain what finding your audios and this beautiful team of women has done and continues to do for me. For the first time in a VERY long time I'm allowing myself to be open to exploring my sexuality beyond solo pleasure. Your recordings have started an awakening inside me, as if from a long, dark slumber. Here, in this incredible space you've created, I feel my fear and anger and distrust wash away, and all that's left is a healthy desire to be loved and desired by someone I neither fear nor distrust. You bring the most wondrous joy to your art. And humour (which I love - who knew sex could be fun AND funny!). And yes, even a hint of the forbidden which I can safely experience without fear of harm, or judgement, or shame. I love that I can be naughty when I write to you and you never hesitate to reply with an equally naughty, but always warm and positive rejoinder. It's often the highlight of my day. 🤭 You're doing so much to restore my faith in men by validating my wants and needs without my suffering any negative backlash. The tenor of your voice is so perfectly soothing and arousing, letting me fall deeper into the fantasy. And those fantasies never disappoint, as they take me on a journey, through a thousand incredible experiences, I would never have allowed myself to enjoy otherwise. Equally important, has been the care and attention you've given each of us in your forum. No matter how dark and serious the subject matter becomes, you're always there to offer your love and empathy and support. I often think to myself, "This poor guy! All he wants to do is tape dirty audios for horny women. I imagine he's asking himself, WTF is all this???" Instead, you've been nothing but a fierce champion, giving praise and encouragement in equal measure, and I know I'm not alone in feeling the deepest respect for you and all you do. I recently joined reddit (long-time lurker) and have been engaging in some interesting conversations online with men. Just stretching my wings a bit, if you will, trying to bridge those gaps in my mind. With the exception of 1 jerk, it's been a surprisingly positive and enlightening experience. It's been more than a decade since I've done anything like this, and I would never have attempted it before I found you. You've no idea the gift you've given me just by being you. You may not have been there for me as a child or in my youth, but this woman hears and sees you now and can't thank you enough for what you bring to my life today. I'm not exaggerating when I say you are a beautiful human being, inside and out. For these and so many other wonderful reasons, Matthew, you will always have my love and devotion. Please never stop what you're doing. It's not just entertaining, it's life-affirming. All my love, RG ❤️❤️❤️😘❤️❤️❤️ A special note to the Amazing Women of Team Matthew... You've all articulated FAR better than me everything I wish I could say. I'll only add the following... I love and admire you all for the strong, courageous and gorgeous women you are! You remind me to be compassionate and kind to myself, to remember I'm not alone, that I'm good and worthy, that my voice matters, that it's ok to be a survivor and still have sexual feelings, that I'm more than just what happened to me, that I can also make a positive impact in this world and encourage my fellow women (and girls) to believe in themselves and go after their goals with conviction and determination. My heart is full as I hold you all close to me. Matthew was the honey that drew all of us to the hive, and we are the Queens that help keep this delicious honeycomb thriving. Together we're making MAGIC happen and it's a beautiful thing to see! A huge HUG to each and every one of you, you MAGNIFICENT AMAZONS! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 And to our Sweet Prince and Sexy Beast, Matthew, who doesn't mind letting us get a little dirty with him when the tape rolls. 💜💜💜😘😘😘💜💜💜

Raisin Girl

Okay so I’m back cause I wanted to read more before saying anything else… So I think there is something super awesome going on here… Matthew, you created this space for your content, but your vulnerability in how and what you create has made a safe place for vulnerability to be exposed and given all of these amazing women a place to feel safe and loved and heard. Like what a simple act with such powerful outcomes. I think I have to let that sink in…like the whole world needs this!!! I can definitely relate to a lot of your stories. I started Weight Watchers at 11, handfuls (literally🤦🏼‍♀️) of emotionally abusive men. My self talk was “get what you can when it’s available to you.” And many many other experiences. I just want to take a moment to be encouraging: keep sharing, practice finding some space for kindness and compassion for yourself inside your self. Keep listening to Matt’s audios - because orgasm = dopamine = moment of joy (or moments depending on your schedule 😋… and let’s just keep looking out for each other- and all women and highlighting the good men when we find them (See Title of Page 😉). Sidebar: Kookie- #winner with the metaphor, like I wish I could have said that. Articulate perfection. Deanna- How amazing are you though to keep choosing to put on that suit even with that negative self talk! Putting your own insecurities aside for the sake of the health and safety of strangers and VOLUNTEERING?! Idk girl I think you’re probably killing it in that suit all day, every day and you don’t even know. ❤️❤️❤️

Katie

Thanks Katie!! That makes me wanna be the best sound toucher I can be! 🎧 🙌🏻 😌… or 🤔 voice massager? Or brain vibrator? Whatever I am 😁😘💜

Matthew Tower

So I am definitely coming back to this to read everything - I just wanted to 👏👏👏 and ❤️❤️❤️ in the mean time because you can never have enough love and reassurance. As for the audio itself… if I can take one positive thing away from the seasons of quarantine… it is the discovery of asmr kisses leading to a sexual awakening I did not know I needed but SO happy I had! And, yours Mr. Matthew are perfection!!! 😘 It’s almost better than being touched (but fuck it’s been so long I have no current frame of reference😂.) So thank you for the touches with your sounds. 🥰🥰🥰 I’ll take them anytime.

Katie

❣️💥Kris - this so beautifully articulated💥❣️ I hope everyone reads it! It made me teary and also laugh. It’s so cool that even no abuse or assholery can kill the desire for sex. So here’s to more healing and more orgasms. 🥂Much love from some-dude-in-NZ-talking-dirty-into-a-mic-who-should-probably-be-in-a-ward. 😂 😘 xx

Matthew Tower

I have no idea how much traction this is going to get. TL;DR, I wish nothing but the best for each of you. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1IBF2w-ZzuUUvY_Q45SLyCg5n5MC_FzQtqe9EZV0icNA/edit?usp=sharing

Kris

My thoughts exactly, LL! Thanks for being so amazing and open and looking after each other everyone! 💜

Matthew Tower

💜🤗

Matthew Tower

Matthew your audio was beautiful as always and this conversation …..Wow…….”They” can’t keep any of YOU (us) down! This place, you all, the support, the love. This is how change starts in our hearts, our minds, expecting more, talking, supporting, sharing, shining a light on the gross, dark underside. Live a life that lights the way. Keep speaking out . Similar experiences in my life, and this conversation is next steps. For anyone who needs to hear it “You are amazing” and do not let anyone tell you different. Thank-you all for sharing and taking part here. Just, Thank you. 😘

Double LL

This reads like a love letter, Lisa. I’m deeply moved by you and all the other women here who have shared their experiences with us. We’re truly a sisterhood here and I feel so fortunate to have even a small part of it. Matthew’s audio I think opened the door to a lot of long-held feelings that we’ve kept locked up inside. Feelings of low self-worth, shame and loneliness that we try desperately to ignore because they’re just too big to destroy. In my life there’s also been a lot of that anger and horror you spoke of. Stats show survivors are at high risk of repeat assaults. This proved true for me. I was kidnapped and raped at the age of 10, had a doctor forcefully bare me to the waist at 16 to check my heartbeat, had a stranger grind his penis into my backside on a bus at 18, and married a man who used me like a sex doll.

Raisin Girl

This was really really nice 😭🥺🤧

Tara Davenport

Hello you gorgeous people! I am really late to this as work has been an utter bastard and I have at least three posts to catch up on, but my heart went out to so many of you here I just wanted to share with you some totally unsolicited quasi-advice (sorry ;)) I think as women, we are just mired in this bog of of our value only being either what some old white man defines as sexy, or being a completely selfless, angelic, perfect care giver - both of which are unobtainable and unrealistic, but those ideas are often seeded so early, and so often, it can be difficult to shake off - its no wonder that we can't give ourselves the kind words we need, and we don't expect them from others. I have had my struggles with body image - even with my white, able bodied solvent privilege, I spent most of my teenage and adulthood engaging in battle with my body, restricting its food, beating it into submission with punishing exercise, and giving it some really vile nasty self talk. As the (now) proud owner of big boobs, a big arse, and lets say, robust thighs, I'm well used to that eternal catcall/harassment battle cry from guys that goes "Fuck, you are hot....oh, wait, you don't want to respond to my unwanted objectification? Well fuck you then, fat bitch" and was sexually assaulted by a stranger in broad daylight when I was 15 - all of which made me question my worth for years. I think we are a probably a mix of ages on here, but I just want to promise you, as I stride through my late thirties, it does start to get better. I was so angry reading those experiences of Mags, and Kris and so many of you. Its partly that fury at those total TUESDAYS that drives me on, to believe that, I need to be part of a movement that starts to turn the tide. Those aggressions and abuses are real, and they are trauma, and as someone who has been lucky enough to be able to afford to put herself through therapy, I've turned the anger and horror that I used to direct at my body outwards, towards fuckers who just need to get in the bin and stay there. I dont love my body every single second of the day - but with help, I did start to realise what a fucking superstar I am - Im bright, funny, I give a shit about people and stuff, I want to learn new things, and help teach people things I already know. Its not about being toxically positive all the time - we still need our downtime, tears, self reflection - but the more you come to realise how incredible you are, the more you value yourself, the easier it is to deal with those voices in the past, and new ones that might crop up in the future. There are other men and people like Matthew out there - proper, real humans that have empathy and understanding and want to help us value ourselves. I know it seems like they are diamonds in the rough, but the more you seek them out, the brighter and clearer those diamonds become, until they are all you can see. I really believe that women, enbys and male allies like Matthew will save the world - how fucking awesome is that? I can see, just from these comments, that you badass women will be right there on the battlefield, just by existing with your own brilliance and talent. Sorry for my preachy ranty essay. I just wanted to embrace you all and tell you how fantastic you all are. The TL;DR version of this is the last 30 seconds of this clip, from one of my own personal heroines, Annie Mac: https://twitter.com/BBCR1/status/1421198981556842497

Lisa

Niamh I totally do this too!🙈 now I appreciate those parts of myself in a different way. Also the ink itch has been strong I think it's time again lol

Venusinaphrodite_

Aw you guys! These comments really made me tear up, so much so I feel compelled to write my own. I have never truly loved my body in its entirety, sure I have features and attributes I enjoy and find attractive but love? Never. I love art and creative expression so I started getting tattoos and I found that while I still couldn’t say I loved my body I definitely appreciated it more, appreciated how strong it was for sitting through hours of pain, appreciated how nicely it could display these beautiful works of art that projected my inner world onto flesh and bone. Comments about my height and size transformed into thoughts about how to put the space I was blessed with to the best use. Now I reason that if people are going to look at my body and judge it at least they have something interesting to look at! This audio was actually posted the day of my latest tattoo which is a spooky coincidence 😂

Niamh

Hey thanks Mags - I hope your training goes well and injury-free! 🤞🏻That's such a cool response you gave - and especially given it's hard to even think of a response to unexpected dumb-ass comments like that, because yeah - even though we rationally know they're stupid, they cut. Anyway, you know for sure the guys who do approach you won't be as insecure as that person. 💪🏼🧔🏻 Hopefully remembering the comment just adds some power to your lifts! xx

Matthew Tower

Haha - I know what you mean PQ. It's human nature to notice... but it's good human nature that you check yourself too, right? 💜I studied that EBB sonnet at school! Love it's rhythm. xx

Matthew Tower

Thanks again, A. 💜 I've just been back and read your comment (and D's reply) and again I'm so grateful and surprised at the responses this audio is getting - for the same reasons I was with 'What It's Like For You', but even more I'm realising how everyone gets a lot more bullshit than they do affirmation. It's really affecting. So thanks a million. 🤗xx

Matthew Tower

Thank-you with all my heart too, Lele! 💜My throat has been very tight and my eyes have been watering a lot since I got home last night and really reflected on these comments, and I'm just so grateful to hear that you were able to have even a momentary break to experience yourself again before you knew what it was like to be seen as a novelty. I can close my eyes and imagine it too, and I just want to believe there's an innocent and vulnerable kid inside us all still, and if we would only take the time to remember that of ourselves and each other, we'd be a lot gentler with ourselves and others. I'm sorry I'm rambling. Thanks for the beautiful note. 🧔🏻xx

Matthew Tower

Thanks Savvy - I feel I have been kind of naive about how pervasive these attitudes are. As I'm sure you know, there's actually no substance behind the claim that men prefer looks over intelligence. This article (https://healthland.time.com/2012/09/07/when-men-stop-seeking-beauty-and-women-care-less-about-wealth/) was quite interesting: "the top few most desired traits were shared by both men and women: most people first look for intelligence, kindness and sense of humor, even before men mention beauty or women mention wealth and status." So yes - fuck that for sure! And thank-you for the lovely words about the audio, S...💜😘xx

Matthew Tower

Honestly, I didn't even know I needed to hear this - but I'm sure as hell glad I listened. This year I decided to seriously train for my first powerlifting event - something I gave up in my undergrad years for the exact comment to follow. This week the unsolicited comment I had been dreading finally happened from a not-so-random person "You're already tall - why do you want to add being buff/stronger? Guys aren't going to want to approach you." Naturally, I responded with something like "I have always been a handful - I am doing this for my approval, not yours" only, eh, less diplomatically😅. But I'd be lying if I said it didn't dredge up insecurities I tried to let go of a long time ago. So Thank You for this audio and just.. being you 🥰!! You should be teaching courses for other men to help them get their shit together 😆

Mags

I FORGOT!!🙃 To our dear Matthew 🧔🏻...."How do I love thee? Let me count the ways"....😏😆! I forgot to comment on this timeless masterpiece of body positivity audio. I just wanted to quote one of my favorite poets EBB. Anyone interested in her work see the link: https://poets.org/poem/how-do-i-love-thee-sonnet-43 The way you speak to our bodies is so refreshing, revealing and revolutionary! I absolutely love how you can peel back our inhibitions and make us women love ourselves more. Your Coy nature is so appealing and adored. I listen to this audio a couple of times 😊. I love your exploration of objectification to men and women's bodies. Trust me when I say ....I'm guilty of doing this to men. Sometimes I feel like a deviant for looking at a guys ass 😈😂...it's so weird ....but if I am engaged in a really thrilling conversation with that person and they excuse themselves to say go to the men's room...I will look at their ass!! 😆😂 I can't help it...it's like second nature to me but I love it😬😆! Then self doubt Sally pops in my head and says" stop staring at someone's child creepo" even though they're a consenting adult. As for the 2nd date Matt..um ..maybe🤔???...not sure yet. I'm still mulling over the conversations I have had with this person. It's nice...but...sometimes it gets exhausting trying to get the other person to focus😒🙄..if you catch my drift. Engage me in a good conversation and then we can move onto round 2,3,4...etc. Great discussion everyone!! Loving everyone's energy!!🥰🥰🥰

Pisces Queen

I would like to refer you back to the What It’s Like For You post and my initial comment along with many more people’s comments that followed. Still hold true. I didn’t comment much on you phenomenally creative post earlier due to some intense emotions. Ha most all of your post are emotional being called gorgeous or sexy and that I am safe and well cared for, even though it is role play, is wonderful. You’re creativity is so 🤯 it’s next level amazing and I thank you for ALL of it. 🤗

Ann

This audio definitely had me listening to it a couple of times. And for several reasons: As a woman who has been seen as a novelty many, many times, it can be hard to enjoy every part of myself that I perceive as flawed. The first round was difficult to get through as certain parts had me closing myself off from your beautiful words(because I don't see those certain places beautiful on myself), so I had to stop and come back to it later. The second round, I actually paid attention to every word you said. I sat and listened patiently. Though again, some parts were tough. I had then realized in those difficult moments that I could hear my own internal negative thoughts mixed in while listening to you. So I took a step back from your audio to compose myself once more. I took a different approach the third time around. I laid down, clothes still on, and imagined myself as the young woman I once was before I ever knew what it was like to be objectified or seen as a novelty. I concentrated on the intimate moments that you connected with each body part and how you described each one as though they were a thing of beauty. That... was when I melted. And cried. To be looked at appreciatively with such care and awe is something a lot of women never have a chance to experience. I haven't, but I got to experience it for the first time through your audio. Thank you with all my heart, Matthew.

Lele

Savvy

Twin Peaks for sure ☺️💜✨💛 and I wish I’d thought of ‘multidimensional’ - yes! Thanks BBB!! 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Well, happy “Hump day”… 🙃 I was like - hello.. he’s baaack @ cheeky Mathew. Started listening with a grin and chuckle… ended it the same way. G** I love your creative mind… this is so immersive in a different way… objectifying yes, yet being so attentively appreciative. Your voice sounds so gruff @ the start, like you’ve just woken up. 🙂 This is me listening again… noting things that really moved me. When the play by play starts off light and playful and then has me doing my beloved long limbed sheet tango. 😏 “Like a favourite t-shirt… a body that is lived in and cosy… the way you occupy yourself is really sexy…” “Canvas always unique… has little textures and lines and colours and natural anomalies…” A reminder that we’re all beautifully unique… and our bodies reflecting the multidimensional map of our physical stories is part of that… Love how you express this whole bit. ❤️ the slow sensuous play by play… my legs starting their fave dance. “…. soft front, so delicate…” My sigh @ the blowing… “… fingertip to follow the line down…” The knowing teasing… the nibbling… to opening and exploring… 😍 Responding + teasing… so here for it. 😍 “Barely touching… just the suggestion of a touch…” My OMG @ “… catch on me…” My smile @ “deer in headlights” The way she clenches as my back arches @ “instinctively wanting both of you between my lips” My mind instinctively goes to visual of them knowingly saying to me - push us together to enable just that… Twin peaks. 😍 ❤️ the audio change as you slide down and take us on a languid yet precise exploration ❤️ “… till it accidentally slips in…” 😍🔥 “… touches on those two wings pressed together….” 🔥 This whole play by play is so scrumptious… ❤️ forehead to forehead… Loving the idea of just really listening to our bodies in the delight that is foreplay / throes of passion… and talking to the body parts we appreciate for making us sing with pleasure. “You’re the whole of you taking the whole of me.” Definitely felt that… 🙃❤️⚡️🔥 True @ how fashion and beauty media can do that. I’m glad to see quite a bit of change in the mindset to marketing reflected in some big campaigns, since last year. Dove is the only brand I use under my arms, love it 😘… and I get lots of yummy stuff from Body Shop. That’s a great campaign by now.org ✨ 💛 BBB 💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Yay K! I’m glad there was a little element of sexy too! Let’s combust! 😘🧨💥

Matthew Tower

Thanks Lucy! 💜And that reminds me - if anyone hasn’t seen the little Body Shop ad it’s here. The last shot though… 😘 https://youtu.be/shIr-Ro4WIE

Matthew Tower

Ok so I just finished listening. I started off nervous. Like deep breathing exercise nervous lol the butterflies were going As soon I got out of my head, and you started moving downwards they were going for a different reason🦋😂😂 Sir you are not going to do all that AND dirty talk me at the same time because intended combustion is about to occur😅 it should be illegal for you to be that good. I think you're the only man alive who can make me blush as hard as I do while listening to you🙈

Venusinaphrodite_

I love that Body Shop Advert and their products! And I love this audio. Thank you Matthew. Somehow you always know the right things to say and you always hit all the right buttons 😉

Lucy B

So much this^ ⚘😌

FluffyReads

I’m only going to speak for myself here but I’m guessing other feel the same as I do. I really appreciate you Matthew for really listening, caring, and providing a safe and nonjudgmental space. I for one genuinely appreciate you for all that you are! ♥️

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

You are FABULOUS 💜

Ann

PQ 🐟👑 here! To the Ladies and our handsome honest host MT! Wow ...the stories I have read are so crushing to hear. I am plus size and have battled with weight issues all my life. The media doesn't help either. I have gone through eating disorders. I have had both parents tell me to lose weight growing up and they resented that my 2 closest friends were heavy set. I still have to reaffirm everyday that I am worthy, I am loved 💖and I love myself👸🏾. On the topic of Grandfathers ...what total douche bags. My Grandfather Ken was a womanizer but he always use to joke with me that I took after my Grandmother in shape (my grandmother had a fantastic posterior and my Grandfather loved it!!😂😂) He was the only man in my life that made me feel good about myself and always told me to never find a guy like him and then proceed to call me by my family pet name and kiss my forehead. I miss my Grand parents everyday. After listening to the audio...I felt empowered and put on my favorite sequin mini dress, took some photos of myself (full body shots) and told myself that I am hot, I am sexy and I love every damn curve I got! Even with loving my tiger stripes on my tummy from carrying 3 beautiful healthy children into this world. I have cellulite...that's great! I am at a place in my life where I could care less about what other people think about me! If you got curves, flaunt it, get dolled up everyday (if you can) and walk with your head held high!! That's what I do every damn day with a mask on my face too!  The greatest compliment I received recently was from a date and he loved everything about me...breasts, ass, thighs and cellulite ya'll. He was super turned on🔥! Be your own cheerleader when no one is cheering for you 🎆😘😘😘😘!!

Pisces Queen

Hey, thanks Neeka 💜I’m really trying to bring the sound details and proximity to life, so it’s lovely that you noticed. Hugs and winks…🤗😉 xx

Matthew Tower

I know I’m kinda sensitive (my school reports always said so 🥺) but it’s the middle of the day here and I’m not lying that I’m barely holding it together hearing about these experiences. I know when I read them through again at home tonight I’ll be a mess. Kelsey, I wish I could give you the biggest hugs. I’d say it’s unbelievable you had to go through those experiences but I have sisters and I know it’s all too true. What the hell though. That’s three experiences that never should’ve happened. Thank you for being one of the good ones too. Fuck. 🤗💜xx

Matthew Tower

Wow you weren’t joking about the 3D! It was a slow boil and hot and engaging and raw and sexy 🥵🥵 gave me all the feels in all the right places 😏🙊 loved it

Neekainscrubs

All my love and appreciation back at you, RG. 💜💜😘💜💜

Matthew Tower

So I haven't listened to this yet. When I got the email it both excited and terrified me. For the sake of transparency there's 3 moments as to why Like the girls said family really played a huge part. It's an ongoing joke in the family that out of my 5 siblings I'm the only attractive one.  Which the worst moment was someone told my mother "I can't believe SHE came out of YOU". We both cried. The second, after my assault I reported it. 2 people sat me down as I did. "You know Kelsey...not everyone looks like you so you should be very grateful that you get that kind of attention. Not everyone gets that". According to his wife my bust size was me "attracting attention to myself so it was warranted." And third and what makes this terrify me the most. My ex used to stand me up and then he'd go over in detail every flaw my body has and how it was a shame I couldn't be more attractive. And because of that i couldn't be in any pictures because I "ruin them". And so here I am 3 yrs later a perpetual virgin again lol and terrified of being a disappointment. (not a sob story either just experiences). At some point tonight I know I'll listen and stop being a chicken shit🙈 but really thank you for being one of the good ones.  Xx.

Venusinaphrodite_

Deep love and appreciation for this, Matthew. Thank you. ❤❤😘❤❤

Raisin Girl

Oh my god. 😳 After hearing some of the stories in Kris’s comment above, I wanna buy a tour bus with a loudspeaker and go on the road. 💥📢🤬 Glad you enjoyed it though Jenn! 💜💜xx

Matthew Tower

Ah this hit all the feels! Can you educate American men on how to talk to a woman? I wish a man here would speak to me like that! And adding this to a favorite for sure! ♥️♥️

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Oh Charlotte. Or maybe... 😉oooohhhh Charlotte...💜xx

Matthew Tower

Kissa! 🤤You've just made me wish I had a Tower Twitter account right now.... 😉and reminded me exactly why I should never get one! 😂🥵🤣xx

Matthew Tower

🥰Ha thanks SR! Too kind! 😂💜I'm up for a little bit of playful objectification sometimes but only because this team is literally the loveliest most caring bunch anywhere on the planet, let alone the internet. Me just too lucky. 😘xx

Matthew Tower

Oh Matthew... 💛💙💛

Charlotte

No, thank-you for the support, VV! Hope you're sleeping better! 💜xx

Matthew Tower

Butterflies of the lickable kind? 👅 🦋 😉😘xx

Matthew Tower

So many emotions right now 🥺😳 Emmmmm lil story.... today, I tweeted a picture of my body, and about an hour or so ago I deleted it, because I felt too insecure about my body to keep it there... so... emmm... this audio was very needed, and very appreciated and yes also insanely hot!... Matt, you seem to deliver just what I need every gosh darn time! 😳 Thank you 😘🤗

FluffyReads

Hey, that's so very cool to hear Sierra! It's amazing how sexy self-acceptance is, so I'm sure even just a small shift in attitude and self-talk helps. I recently read a suggestion that we should try to talk to ourselves about our body like we'd talk to a friend if the had the same insecurities. And that made me feel so much better to think of it like that. 💜😘xx

Matthew Tower

Thank you so much for this one Matt! I really do enjoy your slower esclations to bliss, it just seems so much more intense. Thank you also for the shout out to now.org, and reminding all of us to love and appreciate ourselves just as we are. I think I can honestly speak for a good number of us women when I say we don't just appreciate you for your body, but for how you stimulate our minds. (Although to be fair... the body is pretty nice too!) Well done you! Have a wonderful rest of your week! ~be well~

S0ft3stRaz0r

🤤Ahhh... Beautifully said... It might be 'close-reading' time...😉 💜xx

Matthew Tower

Hey Kissa!! Yay!! I came across what Dove were doing when a graphic designer friend showed me this commercial: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KN2yunRynks It's cool to see it wasn't a one off and that they're still running campaigns... 💜😘xx

Matthew Tower

How dare you have a heart and a brain under all that sexiness! It’s quite unfair. This is such a lovely, comforting piece, as well as being INCREDIBLY hot, as per usual. Thank you so much ☺️

The Vocal Vixen

🥰Thanks D! Here's to never getting boring 😅😘 or feeling shit about our bodies because they ain't photoshopped. And also, here's to sexy time with flattering lighting. 😂 xx

Matthew Tower

Ugh, it’s that sound of that slow thrusting. Gets me every time 🤤. This gave me butterflies 🦋

Denee Leery

Get over here, SR. 🤗xx

Matthew Tower

Hey A! 🤗😘🤗

Matthew Tower

I’m so blushing red right now 🙈😳 I honestly enjoyed this so much so sweet and sexy the perfect mixed honestly I’ve had low self esteem and less positive thoughts when I thought of my body I would always hide and just not like to look at myself but now I’m trying be more body positive this year it’s been going well and just listening to this really made feel good in so many ways 🤤🙈❤️ god you are amazing, sexy and adorable sir does your sexiness know no bounds! 🥵🥰❤️

Sierra

Welp, now i know how it would feel to be a book. Every paged touched with each turn, every word read, every paragraph pondered over and analized to reveal its true message. Damn to be a book in your library would be a dream come true.😊

kookie rodriguez

Also, listen to "Porn Star Tits" by Eliza McLamb. It's a pretty good depiction of what I and a lot of other women have been through

Kris

Can't wait to listen to this in a bit when I'm in bed ^-^ I just wanted to say how nice it is to read that description and see the links too ^-^ And fun fact: started using Dove not long after listening to you AMA lol, was on the hunt for a good deo, so now I use dove for both men and women (genderfluidness weee!) And I absolutely love em ^-^ so... thanks for the recommendation? 😅 Anyway, cya later for a gush fest over the actual audio 😅😁😘

FluffyReads

Stop it!!! Who even ARE you? Yes, that's horrible grammar. I don't really care. Love Your Body Week...body positivity and awareness campaigns. People don't surprise me too often... I've seen too many things. You, though... you continue to surprise me.

D

Definitely got a lil misty-eyed in the first five minutes 🥺

Sarah Ruth

🥺 umm… 🥺 thank you 🤗

Ann

Who else has been incredibly insecure about their body since the moment men started making comments about it and ended up crying? 😅 Damn you Matt for making me unpack my emotional baggage I just wanted to get off 😭😂💜

Kris

Hey Dee! Learning that just makes me think how cool you are for putting it all aside to volunteer lifeguard. Naturalness and self-acceptance is the sexiest quality ever. 💜

Matthew Tower

🥵Oh, LJ, that sounds very dirty… very very dirty… I mean I’ll need to clean you up real good😛 … But with soap first. 😝xx

Matthew Tower

Let me keep saying it over and over until I’ve … um… hammered it home?🍑🔨 😅😉 xx

Matthew Tower

Ok Bestie I really enjoyed this one. As woman who for years who has low self esteem and has always said negative things about her body, this made me see myself in a whole new different way. For once I was able to look at myself and smile. Thank you for that. The positive energy I needed to start the week strong! 👏👏🥰🥰😆😆

Deanna Tyson

Oh I have been looking forward to having a certain Mr. Tower whispering and laughing in my ear for days. Can't wait to get home from work. Too bad I have to crawl on the gross floor, cleaning under cabinets before I get to enjoy this

LJ

How can you be so sweet and seductive at the same time it’s not fair 😭 My body certainly listened to all you had to say but maybe I’d better listen another time just to make sure I didn’t miss anything 😇💜

Niamh