[Box] What you'd like to see and 2020-2021?

♥ WARNING: BIG TEXT, READ TILL THE END ♥

In 2021 I'd like to be more focused on my patreon and do rewards more regular than currently.
And maybe to add more rewards for current tiers?

What do you want to see/which reward you'd like to add from me?

Work time and productivity?
I'm not happy with my productivity so far and I think I can do more, at least, make content more various. I still can't realize that I'm spending on works x2 or x3 time than before due I'm improving, I'm focusing more on small details, spending more time on my lines and etc. So whenever I'm working, my brain predicting time and it always took more. And then I'm getting in a circle:
"Decided to finish something->took more time than thought->haven't finished->feeling not productive and guilty for it"

Currently I'm working at customs and recent YCH, I'm recording proccess, so it means I will make & post more speedpaints soon :3

Some summary of the year + life news + vent?
This year was a really strange one and I dealed with a really a-lot-of-stuff which sometimes was taking for 2 weeks to solve. A lot of moved outs-and moved ins, lessons with dog (and the situation when our dog had seizure and we spent a week to make all analyzes and to be sure he's fine), monthly issues with our landlord, paypal issues (when they just deleted my bank account without any notification, in time where I had 0 on my card).. And it's not even a half of everything.
My mom will have birthday at 22 of December and I'm feeling kinda sad about it since she will spent it being sad. My dad pressure her mentally every day and I'm sad that I can't help her somehow, all I can do is saying that all will be okay and she have me.  She want to spend more time outside (i.e walking in our parks and stuff like that) than being all the time at home , cooking everyday for the whole family and clean everything after them. She's asking my brother to take her somewhere, but he just don't care. I'm feelin absolutely helpless here..Sorry for this vent, just can't take it inside anymore.
I'm still the only one who can work and get some funds to live, cause due covid my bf still can't fight a good place to get paid.. As well we trying to find cheaper appartment for next month (hope to find it really) cause we tired of our current landlord (this month she asked us to pay around 150$+ more for lighting bills, we asked her for proof and show us receipt for payment that she've got (since we had absolutely different meter readings) and only after we said we have different meter readings she stepped back and said like "oh maybe i mixed up something!.." no ma'am, you just want to scam us ????).
Next year will be not more easy than 2020, but we hope to make it better.

 
Small message for every n each one of you ♥
First of all, I want to say a huge thank you for all of you. For your kind, love, support, undersranding and care during this year. I can't say how thankful I am for your interest and support. And I wish you can imagine how guilty I'm feeling when I'm not productive with rewards for you angels. Maybe I'm not best creator so far, but I'm really trying. I'm giving all my love to ya'll. ♥
I really want to be better and I will be! ♥
The only thing I realized - doing all content and be active in socials really hard. It took so many time and energy.. But it totally worth it in the end ♥

thank you everyone who read it all,
xoxo, Angel