Snap chat Sunday
Added 2025-09-22 20:06:26 +0000 UTCI went on snap chat today and was reminded of what I looks like two years ago (Right) and it genuinely shocked me to see. I remember the exact feeling when taking that picture and I remember thinking I still had 2 more lbs left to go but because I was on vacation I wouldnβt be counting calories, and I would just let myself do whatever I wanted.
I felt like that was the healthy thing to do but unfortunately once I dipped back into eating whatever I wanted I got a taste for it again. And the I decided I could have a drink and even though I hadnβt drank in 6 months, I started back up again. After the vacation I kept eating poorly started drinking again and really goofed everything up.
Itβs weird to think about because our relationships with our bodies are so challenging. I know Iβm way to lean in the one photo but I felt really really healthy. But at the same time I was restricted in a lot of ways. I like the pic on the right from two weeks ago, but that person has ABSOLUTELY been drinking too much and spending too much on take out.
Itβs cliche to say everything in moderation but thatβs not who I am. Iβm an extreme person and itβs all or nothing. That said, the one thing I always do no matter what shape Iβm in, is be kind to myself. I choose to love myself when Iβm too thin, when Iβm too thick, when Iβm not drinking, when Iβm drinking too much, when Iβm spending too much, when Iβm being too stingy, and everything in between.
Be kind to yourself. Weβre all just trying to make it lol.
Comments
I assure you, present day is more alluring than 2 years ago.
Joseph Petersen
2025-09-26 02:15:54 +0000 UTCBoth pictures look great, the part is being kind to yourself no matter what. You are always a star!
David Lee
2025-09-25 00:17:57 +0000 UTCYou looked much more alluring two years ago, donβt you agree?
Thomas Polk
2025-09-23 22:10:24 +0000 UTCSelf-compassion is something I am working on with my therapist, so I completely understand where you are coming from. Just know we all wish nothing but the best for you!!!
Chris
2025-09-23 02:01:03 +0000 UTCSeriously suggest looking into receiving a Life Activation to help with balancing the extremes. Lots of practitioners in Canada, I can help connect you to someone as close as possible to you. ππΌ
Jonathan Pouliot
2025-09-23 01:52:38 +0000 UTCItβs Monday π΅βπ«
Michael Hamm
2025-09-22 22:10:49 +0000 UTCYour amazing
Jesse
2025-09-22 21:04:07 +0000 UTCIm glad your practising kindness and compassion towards your self image.
Gavin Lowe
2025-09-22 20:50:13 +0000 UTCAs long as you're being kind to yourself and doing something you're having fun with you're always going to look great.
phoenix0826
2025-09-22 20:18:34 +0000 UTCBoth pictures look great to me. I am not able to exercise like I should due to injuries in my back. But I like to think I would look good if I could get regular exercise.
Jason Rose
2025-09-22 20:12:28 +0000 UTC
