Awesome Great News & NOW GOOD NEWS THANK FUCK (as of 4-18-22)!!!

(originally titled "Awesome Great News & Weird Not-Great News")

I only have a few minutes so I'm gonna write this as fast as I can.

But I have SOME REALLY FUCKING GOOD NEWS HEALTH-WISE!  The neurology appointment went WELL and I was given a path forward to see what is going on in my head. C,: Hopefully that process will be done by the end of this month or next the latest, and lead to full recovery soon.  THANK FUCK.

The other thing is more difficult to explain.  I don't feel like I can truly discuss it, because there is a lot to cover there.  But to say the barebones version that doesn't require the dense, very long explanation: there are some awful things going down where I live, and because of that, I will not be able to fully access the internet for a while.  This means a lot of things, but one of the biggest is limiting my ability to find & access healthcare.

Obviously that is bad.  But I can't do much about it yet.  I am trying to find solutions to this problem; that will take time and energy though, two things I have less of now.  My Advocate is trying to help here; they are doing their best, and I hope we can find a way.

I will usually be online Thursday & Friday afternoons & early evenings.  Today was an exception.  After I post this I'll be down to the wire and will probably be offline until tomorrow.

I'm not sure what else to say.  I'm very glad a doctor believed me and gave me a tangible way to find a diagnosis.  Trying to hold onto that at least.

Ok.  I'll be back with an update as soon as I can.  I'm running out of time so I'll share this to my other accounts tomorrow.

UPDATE 4-18-22: 

The wifi has been freed! ;m; THANK FUCK!  I can seek my healthcare options each day of the week now.  I WAS SO DAMN WORRIED ABOUT THAT OMG!!!

Seriously, I thought that only 2 days and a few hours each day would be my only access to healthcare, y'all, and those who I care about online.  I am REALLY RELIEVED!!!! :,D

I'll try to share other posts/updates & work soon.  Thanks for all the support from y'all.  I deeply appreciate it.

OH AND BY THE WAY!  1/3rd of the path given to be by the neurologist has been COMPLETED! C:< YES!  GETTING THERE!  HURRAH!

Alright, let's talk soon.  Hope y'all are doing well out there. <3