Well Things Got Worse. Quick Broad Update Though (on health, Patreon, commissions, etc)

Hello.  Things are on fire once more.  Probably not bonfire-sze anymore, and more massive forest fire now?  Intense and bad.  Was very close to the edge of some stupid shit last night but I rode it out.  

I need to deal with all the bullshit (if you're new to my health stuff btw, please read this post), but I also don't want to leave y'all hanging on things too long since it's been a week now, so here's a very quick rundown of things, both health-wise and account-wise:

• Health: brain got worse and general situation got much more dire.  This was after things ALREADY escalated after the hospital situation last weekend; I can't get a damn break!.  Vision is worse too--as I write this, my cursor is x3 larger b/c I can barely spot it anymore when on the computer, and the eye doctor doesn't know why.  BUT!!!! I have a telehealth neurology appointment tomorrow and that could possibly, finally, change everything.  So I am hoping it does.
• Commissions: I know I keep saying this, but I wanna make sure it is repeated clearly: I am still trying to do what I can with coms.  It's hard to do anything right now, but I don't want to ignore the folks who have trusted me to create something beautiful for them.  I am doing my best to chip away at needed tasks, including this one, however slowly.
• Patreon Pause & What This Means: If you didn't notice, the Patreon has been paused for this month; I wanted to release a post before the end of March about that but was not able to, so apologies if this was unexpected.  April's pause means no exclusive content posted on/owed from this page this month.  will keep do my best to keep y'all informed on pauses month-by-month.
• Patreon Pause & What It Doesn't Mean: to be clear, the pause doesn't mean absolutely ZERO creative content, but until I resume my regular posting schedule again, expect minimal things that will also be shared publicly.  I do want to share the vorey doodles I've been doing b/c I think y'all will enjoy that (I've picked up drawing [something I haven't seen as 'for me' in years] to help cope/process during this crisis, and tried my hand at different kink art, which is exciting and a nice way to destress after all the garbage.  It also really helps me focus during call-based healthcare, usually try to stick to SFW stuff  [no kinky things obviously] then though haha)!  I may also share the personal stories I've been doing, also as a way to cope.
  Though I want to make it clear that the more detailed "vent creations" take a lot of time to make--weeks or MONTHS--to be finished, and are not my top priority, but a way to relax here and there.  In short, let me know if y'all will enjoy those things!
• March's Game: this is the 0.2 demo (which will have a public & Patreon version b/c of its kinkier material) of the Mark.it game; it's still a demo b/c the game is gonna be a long romp, like I discussed previously.  I'm finishing that as fast as I can.  The way things have heated up mid-March to now has been a constant, neverending hell.  Creation is already not easy for me but jfc all this relentless badness persisting for weeks does not make it easier.  I was able to finish something else for a related project, but once I turned my focus to this, life decided to throw me tighter through the ringer--joy.  I would like to have it done by the end of this week ideally, but more realistically, it may take until next week.  I will keep y'all updated on that.
• Long-form Lo-Fi Game: just wanted to let you know that the long-form game that was voted on at the start of the year will be delayed until I am well again.  Lofi Vore Games To Masturbate To is a project I have been very, very excited for since its title won by a landslide, and I want to be in top form to tackle it properly.  Once I am closer to 100% again, I'll revisit this and let y'all know where that's going!

Oh, and this isn't part of the main list, but: I do want try and reply to messages a bit today.  Thanks to everyone who's sent me things; like I keep saying, replies take quite a while sometimes b/c of my current condition, but I do try to at least read them.  I deeply, deeply appreciate those who have reached out to me.

That should be all?  If I've forgotten something (I do that quite a bit now) I will return to this post and update it.

Let me know your thoughts below!