doing a lot better, thank fuck
Added 2022-04-06 16:42:46 +0000 UTCI'm still recovering from the bombshell weekend but I wanted to give y'all to know I am doing much, much better mentally.
A friend, who had said a bit ago she wanted to show me something she'd made, "happened" to send it to me during this time. And it "happened" to partially be about living after darkness, living for yourself. This sent a beaming blast of light into the dark hell pit I was in. This brought me back to believing in tomorrow.
I might have told y'all I don't believe in God very much, but I also don't believe in coincidences or "lucky timing", and damn was that needed. I am glad to be doing better in that area.
Thank you again to everyone who has reached out. I will be back soon.
