An update and an apology.
Added 2023-12-03 17:32:24 +0000 UTCHey, so I prefer not getting too personal but you all deserve context, should you want it.
The tl;dr: My doctor put me on meds, it didn't work out, I'm off it now and I'm returning very soon. I've missed creating!
I'm sorry for disappearing without a word, I feel awful about it. I kept thinking I would be back any day, but here we are months later.
My doctor put me on anti-depressants and soon after I just completely shut down. I stuck with it, figuring it was just temporary. It wasn't, and looking at my socials only ever made me feel guilt, which turned into shutting everyone and everything out.
I'm off the pills now. It came with it's own issues but ultimately I'm feeling a lot better and I finally feel like I can return.
Sorry for not keeping you updated, sorry to those that got worried and thank you so much for being patient and respectful.
I'm locking the replies to this post, my DMs are open but I'd prefer if you don't bring up my well-being.
Thank you again. Expect to hear and see more from me very soon!
