Sweatpants in summer ☀️
Added 2025-06-23 05:01:43 +0000 UTCThis weekend I went to a fishing spot to read and reflect on life. I’ve been going back and forth between the thoughts of “I need to get my shit together” and “life isn’t that serious”. What do you guys do when you find yourself with these thoughts? I feel so old and young at the same time.
Anyway, I miss you. Almost done drawing the thumbnail for tomorrow’s YouTube upload and then gonna edit a 🌶️ audio if I have time. I still have a couple more of those I wanna upload this month haha. Have a great night wherever y’all are. I’m about to fuck up some nutter butters 🤍
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Noah T
2025-06-24 00:29:25 +0000 UTCAhhhh. Well, this'll be fun. I think as I'm getting older and older myself (more mentally than physically these days) I end up asking myself questions along the same lines. But I think I had an unconscious realization a few years ago that I myself am not a serious person, and I don't want to be. I'm the sort to just let shit happen and role with it, joke about it as it comes and laugh about it after it's gone. That just makes life more enjoyable to me. I mean yeah I need some sort of stable base to work with, I'm not a complete fart in the wind, but stability shouldn't come at the expense of your natural... goofiness, or your inner child. That's the real tragedy in my mind, compromising and giving up the simpler parts of yourself because you feel pressured to just because you're getting older, or because you think it's not appropriate or becoming of you or the situation you're in. That's how openness, tolerance, and creativity die. That's how people become set in their ways and unable or unwilling to change or hear others out. It's a tragedy as old as time if you ask me. Now yeah sacrifice is necessary, it always is right? Even more these days. But I can't let the sacrifice of my time take my spirit as collateral damage. I need to find some other outlet, or way of enjoying myself, even if I'm working. Thankfully the internet is a wonderful treasure trove for just that. I'm lucky enough to enjoy a wide variety of shows, movies, videos, music, and books, both audio and otherwise. The best part is that a good portion of these can be passive activities of enjoyment. Heck, I suppose asmr falls into that umbrella as well, if you go into it for the enjoyment of the performance instead of sleep aid. Then in your free time, beyond taking care of yourself, as we all should, you try and squeeze in actual engaging, hands on activities. Go out, hang with your friends, chop it up with your family, go to a museum, or a comedy show, or something. Pick up a new hobby, practice a current one, rediscover an old one. It's so easy to be overwhelmed that we often forget that there are so many different opportunities and ways to spend our time and I think one of the most beautiful aspects of modern life is that essentially anything man-made or maintained you can think of, and any hobby for that matter, has a deep and rich history and culture behind it. You can quite literally invest time into learning about, or how to do, ANYTHING and there's no doubt a group of people somewhere waiting to accept you based on it. I'm in the life isn't that serious camp clearly, and I say, why should it be? And even if it is, would I not be doing myself and others a disservice by not trying to alleviate that seriousness? Of course if something needs doing, do it. But if you're not enjoying it, I say either come at it from a different mindset to find some enjoyment, or supplement it with some passive activity or some such thing to make your time more bearable. Stability and self sufficiency shouldn't take the erosion of your spirit as payment, which is the biggest crime of hustle culture if you ask me. I hate seeing people give themselves to "the grind", and watching them become worse versions of themselves for it. You're being bamboozled into giving more of your time and yourself to a system that already doesn't value you. Invest in your future, yeah, but enjoy the present too man. Nice, that was a good rant. Imma sleep now.
Malroods
2025-06-23 21:59:03 +0000 UTCThis is just another thought i had. Think about the existence. Think about your existence. Its all a matter of perception from our own point of view thats actually only become our own when we actually open our eyes to the reality of it all. And the reality of this modern world seem to be filled with people who cant see that life is really straight forward yet they cant stop making it complex and complicated. Dont be one of the people who chases a perfection that doesn't exist take the fact that there is truly no such thing as a perfect circle we can precieve it as a perfect circle yes but the reality of life is not only do humans lack the capability to create perfection matter down to the molecular level isnt even perfect so instead of wasting our tim chasing some abstract concepts like perfection on our journeys its like i said in my last comment take like one step at a time slowly and steadily and enjoy it. If you rush through it trying to get your life together into a perfect circle. You'll end up missing out of everything that makes you who you are in the end and I dont mean the surface level things like what your favorite color is no I mean do you actually know what your favorite color is your favorite color and even deeper than that are you absolutely sure you know your favorite color was ever truly your favorite in the first place or is it a shade of part of a mix of what will truly be your favorite in the end. I guess what im trying to say is this. Wish you are perfect. But only in the way the world meant for you to be. And heres a quote by Ghandi I think suits your personality and because of the position of influence you are in aswell. Be the change you Wish to see in the world. I feel like that fits you perfectly Wish because you've helped me become a better version of myself and even the people in my daily life have been telling me ive become not just a better person but me. And their glad ive finally started to find myself and become who i was always meant to be. And Wish...ny journey to where I am now began with you. When I found your channel last October on YouTube it was your Girlfriend comes home late after seeing her ex arguing video and I remember thinking to myself as I listened to it for the first time yes this girl truly has a talent for her work but what stuck out to me was just you. I remember really feeling you and the emotions you put into that audio and how after I genuinely had to wide away tears because I just felt you. All of you. And it made me realize thay if I can connect with someone I dont even know through her work the way I did to you through yours than life truly is one big mystery of a cluster f**k. After that i sat back and analyzed myself and where I was in life. It was that day I decided to get up off my ass and start being the change I wanted to see around me in the world and all I want is for there to be more positivity kindness and caring but in a truly meaningful way. I want people to smile at each other as they pass by on the street again and for our first thoughts when we see one another to be simple yet happy ones like any kind of basic compliments on each other or Wishing one another a good day even on the gloomy rainy ones we precieve as bad. Just because theres rain clouds out doesn't make it a bad or ugly day. It makes it what ever you want it to be. If your first thought is theres bad weather out you want to avoud that means you were meant to learn something new about that part of yourself inside that day. Nothing more nothing less. Never let the world or yours stop you from becoming thw uniquely perfect version of yourself ever. Sorry for how sort of all over the place this one is and how long it but I had a wild set of shower thoughts this morning and it all comes from the bottom of my heart Wish 🫶😅
Phoenix Milburn
2025-06-23 20:53:01 +0000 UTC
