For https://www.furaffinity.net/user/praexon sponsored by https://www.furaffinity.net/user/heckineatcha
It's that time of the year again and Johan just got invited to Pip and Autumn's Christmas party! Though Autumn has a little bit of a cheeky way of sending invites lol. Poor Johan, he just can't catch a break and everyone around him just seems so casual about this... All those memories... watching and listening to Autumn swallow handfuls of squeaking mice... being inside her slimy mouth, smelling and feeling her warm overwhelming breath then narrowly escaping only due to pure luck. Poor little guy! Survivor's guilt did a number on him.
BUT when you think about it, mice don't often get a good way out. Falling through a sewer grate, accidently stepped on, riddled with tumors at the ripe old age of 5, stuck in a glue trap... Honestly being devoured by a predator, and one you know has chosen to be "gentle" with you might be the best end a mouse could hope for. He's just not quite ready yet... understandable, but in the back of his mind he knows, and is terrified by the thought that one day Autumn will be waiting for him, and he'll take that invitation willingly.
Hear that Johan? It's the Void calling? Better answer it >;3
Meanwhile Pip's totally jealous :P
Years of expensive therapy, meds, yoga and breathing exercises all ruined by one mawshot :3 Merry Christmas! ๐๐