Being mentally ill. Just getting sane'd up is just half the battle. This really made me understand the sane mans psyche they deal with mental turmoil too and things that I see as small they see as bigger it really makes me understand why sometimes sane people snap so quick and do things unrational. Living with mental illiness since I was 12. people talking or telling me things about me is not my biggest fear it's not doing anything to someone off a psychotic episode. Being sane is just half the battle other people that aren't mentally ill have demons too this really makes me understand everything. In life and everything and how mentally ill people fight a double battle if they can even get the point of sanity. Its like my brain or life doubling down on me on a pile of crap and making me deal with it. Once I got saned up. a whole new other world and also dealing with people dealing with there stuff it really puts in perspective what they may deal with even though they aren't thinking wrong or psychotic. thanks heather.