Her cheeks burned with the heat of her intense embarrassment. She was breastfeeding Maddie reluctantly at best, but she couldn't say no outright. It wasn't allowed. Even in public. Little Madison had enough blackmail material on her to ruin her entire life. She'd never be able to rebuild from the ashes if Maddie willed it, and this was what she wanted: to be babied. Liza had no idea how dangerous her new girlfriend was when they started dating, they had met at a bar and she had always been into the lolita aesthetic...
She found out later that Maddie had been wearing a diaper under that dress too. A few dates, a few drinks, and it wasn't long before Madison was staying at Liza's place more often than her own... with access to Liza's computer while she slept. Liza hadn't even said no to those first few requests, a pacifier, cartoons. She had drawn the line at diapers, only to find out that there were no lines anymore. The dresses had gotten shorter and shorter since. Madison had no shame.
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Maddie pressed her lips to her Mommy's breast, wrapping around her nipple, and sucked softly. The medicine Maddie made her take every morning had begun paying off: dribbles of warm breastmilk spilled over Maddie's tongue and filled the little girl with a delightful haze. But just as Maddie's thoughts began to swirl with a warm heat, her face was tugged away from Mommy's nipple. With irritation, Maddie looked up at her blushing charge, as she tried to hide her breast in her shirt.
"I'm hungry!" Maddie fussed, unaware of the man standing behind her. Staring. The sight must have been incredible: a fully grown woman on her knees, a diaper poking out from beneath her very short dress, breastfeeding in a public cafe.
~~~
The humiliation was too much. It was awful. Her breasts ached, she was beginning to need Maddie to drain her swollen chest. Rachel could barely hide her smirk as the server brought their drinks. She was along to keep an eye on Liza after Maddie had gone "blissed out little". It was Rachel that administered the injections, who stared at her naked body every morning and reported the changes to Madison.
But what choice did she have?
If she fought back, if she even said no, she would lose everything. Her job, her home, her family. She'd be nothing...
And so she stared, blushing furiously at the boy who she'd be happily flirting with under normal circumstances.
"I uh, she... she needs me to- "
~~~
Madison looked up at the man with a touch of envy. Her Mommy was more focused on some dumb waiter than her?! No fair! So Madison did what she always did: she took back the spotlight. She pushed her face into her Mommy's lap, raising her bottom high in the air. With the diaper on display to the whole cafe, she grunted and pushed the warm mess into the seat of her diaper. The man holding the tray of coffee watched the seat of Maddie's diaper fill and a dark spot spread between her legs. And when Madison was finally done, she let out a sigh of relief and smiled happily up at her mortified Mommy. The man dropped the cups harshly onto the table and hurried away as quickly as he could.
~~~
Liza wished for nothing more than the ground to open up and swallow her whole. The older man at the next table had begun openly gawking, and the muffled snicker from Rachel was almost too much. But Liza kept her head, she followed through with what she was supposed to do.
"Good girl," she managed... barely. "That's mommy's good girl. I bet you feel a lot better now." She pressed her palm to the swollen, discolored, and bulging diaper that she knew she'd be changing very soon. Once Maddie was done enjoying herself. Probably involving a 'horsie ride' while Rachel played accompanying music on her phone.
She pressed hard, smashing the mess against Maddie's bottom before giving one more pat.
"Come on sweetie, how about we find a more private place to finish your lunch before I change your stinky bottom?"
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"Nuh uh! Hungry now!" Mommy looked around nervously, knowing full well there was nothing she could do or say to get herself out of this situation. She would endure this humiliation and many others like it, all for the sake of Maddie's desires.
Mommy lowered her top once more and her baby girl went back to drinking her lunch. Soon, Maddie's eyes were glossy and her head was foggy with all the wonderful love of little feelings, without a single worry. As long as she had Mommy, and Mommy had Rachel to keep her in line, Maddie would live the rest of her life exactly the way she wanted it: as a complete baby girl.