The Pledge

"If you want to pledge to Beta Alpha Beta, this is the only way, Alana!" And it wasn't as though this was a surprise, either - all the pledges knew that there'd be trials ahead and honestly this was one of the least humiliating things to go through anyway!

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"This is the stupidest thing I've ever heard!" I shouted, balling my hands at my sides.  Maybe I was biased - with a history of bedwetting until I was 14 years old, diapers were particularly humiliating.  But when my sorority sisters told me I'd have to "start as a baby to bond with my big sisters", I couldn't take it! "I'm not doing it!"

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"Yes you are, Alana, because if you drop out of BAB's initiation? You'll never find a Sorority to take you, we'll make sure of it." That was Kait, and her dark haired friend who'd been doing the majority of the physical work thus far, Len, followed up with: "you're a scholarship baby, and you need a Sorority to pledge to. So stop being a baby!"

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My cheeks were burning.  Kait held the diaper in her hand, big enough to fit an adult.  It reminded me of when I was younger, the way my cousins teased me... I shook my head in a flurry. "NO!" With a sigh, both girls advanced on me.  Kait wrapped her fingers in my hair and pulled me down to the couch and Len pinned me down.  I tried to fight her off, but she was too strong.

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"You need to bond with your sisters and the only way we can be sure of that is to make sure you're able to bond at the most basic level," Len didn't seem at all challenged by the wriggling and moving around, like this meant nothing to her, and Kait was very good at explaining things. "You can do this the easy way, where you volunteer yourself, or we can do it the hard way with special headphones. Either way, you're our little bedwetting baby now."

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I kicked and screamed, crying like a baby, as my "big sisters" stripped me of my skirt and panties.  They laid the diaper out under my bare bottom and pulled it between my legs.  When they finally taped it in place, I didn't feel like the fourteen year old bedwetter I once was.  I felt like a baby girl.  And for the next year, that's exactly what I would be.