WINNER: Something Special

Lil bit of trivia is that Sophie desperately wanted Internal to win! Poor baby ;_; We wrote this one together, trying to do a joint narrative.

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I held the diaper in my hands, shifting nervously on the edge of my bed.  Everyone online talked about diapers.  I told them over and over: when I played, I was five years old!  Not a stupid baby!  But when one of them asked for my address, my curiosity got the better of me.  A box arrived on my doorstep two days later, with this huge diaper and some vibrator thing.  I sighed and striped my panties off from under my dress. "I can't believe I'm doing this," I said to myself.

It's not like you automatically know how to put one of these on, either! I'd watched youtube videos, I'd read plenty of directions, but I'd cocked it up anyway more than once. By the time I got my tapes right and feeling snug and symmetrical, it was the fourth one in the pack. How wasteful. It did feel pretty nice though...

I sunk back into my bed and tried to close my legs.  No luck.  I rolled onto my side and the diaper crinkled with my movements.  A blush came over my cheeks.  Jeeze, this was embarrassing.  But as I was lying there, my dress rode up, and I felt... comfortable.  Usually I had to cuddle a pillow between my legs to feel comfy in bed, but the diaper seemed to do the trick just fine.  Then I remembered that vibrator.  Hm...

There was just no way that this was going to feel like anything, not with the thickness of this diaper between my legs. This was foolish, this was silly, this was just going to be like listening to someone downstairs two apartments over using their vibrator, for all I'd be able to feel it. But I'd seen pictures, and I had to try.

The sensations from the vibrator seemed to permeate the diaper.  No... they seemed to use the diaper to its advantage.  With the head of the wand against the thick padding, it spread the sensations across my pelvis, into my bones.  Just a little touch, and I felt every nerve in my body light up.  My legs opened on instinct, as I moved the wand up and down the front of my diaper.  My knees spread.  My shoulders relaxed.  My eyes slid closed.  A whimper escaped my lips.

I didn't get it, I didn't understand it, why would people just take pictures of this? Pictures weren't enough, nobody could convey how this felt through pictures, this was a video, sound, smell, warmth experience, this needed to be shared in every single sense of the word. I wanted everybody to feel this way, but in the moment of it all, everyone was just me, the world disappeared and I was a girl in a diaper wrapped up in pleasure. This was the start of something special.