Rubbed My D!ck Raw :( Podcast #49
Added 2023-06-26 22:29:59 +0000 UTCComments
But hey i think its so cute you care about my emotions and mental health and i don't even know you i really do ! Its just you know if i start showing my pool guy emotions it will ruin his life and probably mine too since hes married and i gotta partner that i do really love and love hurts so bad sometimes i wouldn't even need the pool guy if my partner wasn't such a HUGE bottom sometimes even a Top needs a top i cant say i don't emotionally love my pool guy or show him affection while hes banging me its so Sweet when hes doing that and hes really enjoying it i can see it in his eyes hes really into it im my most emotional holding on to his big ol arms looking in them big brown eyes i LOVE him so much at that time and i think to myself how lucky his wife is .my hearts not cold its just easy broken so i gotta keep them emotions in check ! Thanks for caring sometimes i think my pool guy or my partner gives 2 shits about my emotions ❤
Daven
2023-07-01 16:36:36 +0000 UTCTrying to love 2 dudes is like a ball and chain you know what im saying ? It just mentally drains Dude
Daven
2023-07-01 15:25:42 +0000 UTCHey dude, plenty of guys like all the hold my hand, put your head on my shoulder shit! No need to be afraid of emotions… they are normal and healthy.
DaddyBear1971
2023-07-01 10:26:16 +0000 UTCHaaaa 😂😂 love this podcast, your voice is super upbeat, despite this draining visit, and relaxed. So dont stop your freaking podcasts !!!😂😂😂………Ok ima try NOT to leave you this long ass comment like last time, but I’m not promising anything. Ok, so here , where I live and love, the culture is perhaps slightly different, but the person for whom the air ticket was paid for, she was driven around all those days, fed, treated like a real guest, her nappies were changed every night, she would be EXPECTED not only to say thank you for all that, but to behave in a non narcissistic way once in a while like asking you : “and you and Risvan, how are you doing ? How about you and your mum, where are things at? “ etc etc etc…. And to really LISTEN and let you talk after she asks you those questions… You know what I mean ? It’s basic stuff… People fly you over, feed you, entertain you, drive you around, the least you can do is NOT to behave like a narcissist and ONLY talk about your own self to the people who invited you ? No wonder you’re a bit drained. I would be too…. And it would be normal…..She’s a long time friend, so have a conversation with her. Not an angry one, but give her a chance. Very often people come over and put up a facade. So try to break it next time, on when texting her next, and ask her how are things really? With herself, her life , her family? With texting, at least here in Europe , close friends often open up really deep. More than when they see you in person. If you’ve outgrown her, perhaps it’s true but give her a chance . Be blunt with her if you have to….nicely, but directly….tell her in your own words how YOU felt at times when she was at your house…it’s only fair (BE FAIR TO YOURSELF - but you have to put it i to words to the other person…) )Push her to go to the level of depth where you are right now….and where you both were BEFORE… Bring her back there. She’s a long time friend so she must be worth something. She must have been there for you in the past, you probably had a better relationship before, but people are sooooo good at hiding what they’re really going through behind a facade. But….. if after your future trials of determining if she’s still that person you knew before, she’s turned into a narcissist who won’t event say thank you for being flown in for free, fed for free, and driven around for free, I’m sure you know exactly what you need to do …. If some people turn into that, it’s called toxicity and toxic people. From my experience, and from YOUR experience, people who turn into this, and who do not even try to change, need to be discarded…. I know that you already know what I’m talking about. …..especially after your tried to give them a chance more than once….Sorry if this sounds bad, but it’s about our personal emotional safety and also SELF RESPECT. that’s all. Don’t put up with the same shit you’ve put up in the past. Allowing people to step over you or behave like consuming narcissists around you. You only have one life. Don’t give your life to narcissists. You know what I mean. I apologise for being blunt and direct : - This is NOT the first time that you’re describing a relationship with another human being who displayed all the signs of narcissistic disorder (yes, it is a disorder now, in science books). If it’s a repetitive situation, is it a pattern? only YOU can answer it…. Have you chosen to give yourself and your friendship to just this kind of people? Again, only you can answer this. It’s I’s a pattern, BREAK the pattern. In psychology, with what I’ve learnt , patterns need to be defied and broken…. Love you bro…. ……….And as for your sore dick? Cock? Shwong? Schnitzel? Grosse bite (in French) Give it some TLC and some cortisone based cream. Put it on there for the night and you’ll be as new…I think they sell those at CVS. If you can bend over far enough, kiss your own cock goodnight every night….It’s doable….And of course if I were there, I would take care of it so well, that whatever pain there was, it would instantly disappear. …. If you were single that is…..Without Risvan as your boyfriend. (Respect) 😂😂😂. If you have Latin blood? It’s prolly the best looking cock in the world. From my Latin experiences …. 😂😂. Love you bro. (Oh shit… just looked at my comment, it’s still freaking long…. Oh well…who gives a f…)
Matthew.102
2023-06-27 16:59:55 +0000 UTCAhh I’m sorry. Ya we almost had a falling out a few years ago and it’s always kinda been this feeling of not knowing if I actually wanna be close friends or not with her… it’s a strange situation but ya I wanna have some distance for a while
Tyson ASMR
2023-06-27 16:58:01 +0000 UTCThat’s a great point
Tyson ASMR
2023-06-27 16:56:11 +0000 UTCOh i love it. So well written
Matthew.102
2023-06-27 16:36:53 +0000 UTCIts good to easy out grow people im kinda wierd if i do have gay friends its like we gotta have sex at some point and time in the beginning of the relationship. If we make it thur that than we become freinds if it doesn't turn wierd or crazy . My pool guy is married but we became friends last year it just happened without plan or anything and it didn't turn wierd we don't hangout like teenagers but i don't think i wanna friend around the clock its different as you get a little older we took my boat out Sunday when we got out of sight he took his cut offs off to show me his new Nike dark navy speedos ofcourse i just had to suck his cock than we had a really fun Sunday just like 2 normal dudes without all that hold my hand put your head on my shoulder shit Me and my partner have a don't ask don't tell policy Im kinda WEIRD it turns me on the thought of another dude pile driving his ass ! I love your new patreon its so hot kinda makes me feel Sexy but when i get in a Sexy mode its like im in heat and every queer in 30 miles can smell me or something and im a crazy dude magnet .its kinda like eatables their so Good but I gotta becarful and not eat to many cause ill have to much fun. Thanks for the podcast they R always Fun 🙂
Daven
2023-06-27 16:09:05 +0000 UTCI love your podcasts! You're so honest and tell shit like it is and I think most of us can relate to a lot of what you talk about. I've also had times when I've jerked off so much that my dick got sore and became raw. I would try to hold off from doing it for a couple of days, but just couldn't. By the second day, I'm so horny, I just have to nut. So, I'd try to not hold my oock quite so tight, and after doing this for a few days, it finally got better. There also was a time when I had surgery on one of my balls to remove a benign cyst, and the doc said not to have sex for a week.....WHAT? I swear, the next day, waking up with a major woody, and even though it was a bit painful, I just had to do it, but very carefully. I was able to orgasm, very slowly! As far as your gym workout video, dude, you are so fucking sexy! If I ever looked that good, I'd probably be so full of myself I wouldn't have any friends....haha. So congrats on being a sweet, humble guy that makes you so damn lovable. I'm so jealous of your boyfriend! And, if I was on Bumble and could get you to come over to my place, I'd do a lot more than have you move furniture. Those guys are either straight or just fucking crazy. My heart would be pounding and so would my dick! I know my comments are always too long, but anyway, love you man, and as always, can't wait till your next post
Danny Graham
2023-06-27 02:35:34 +0000 UTCAlso-coconut oil is amazing for “enjoying” one’s body lol protect that skin bitch it’s sensitive hahaha
Jacob Phelps
2023-06-27 02:07:42 +0000 UTCI outgrew my best friend from high school and it was really hard to accept that. We went from hanging out almost every week and gossiping about old friends and shit to working together and laughing and talking about our shitty job to us having an very small disagreement and no longer speaking. I don’t know your relationship with this person but I’d suggest some distance and maybe revisit in a few months and see if that’s something you are actually wanting. Maybe not such a long visit? Some folks are better at short visits rather than long ones.
Jacob Phelps
2023-06-27 02:06:57 +0000 UTCI’m sorry about your friend. It sounds like she needed to brag about the boy because she lacking friends and support in her life. Glad you’re still doing podcast, hope you order your new toy and enjoy your alone time! 😃
L C
2023-06-26 23:56:59 +0000 UTCYou know, being alone is always better than holding a toxic relationship.
Cheng Ming Tan
2023-06-26 23:42:36 +0000 UTCI haven’t tried but maybe I should 😂
Tyson ASMR
2023-06-26 23:13:02 +0000 UTCFunny podcast. Glad you had a great weekend. Everyone has that same reaction with guests. Sorry about your todger. Have you tried some Elizabeth Arden Cream on it? Have heard that works wonders.
Howard Cobb
2023-06-26 23:05:36 +0000 UTC
