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The Recovery - A special (NSFW) wallpaper ☺️

Added 2025-03-03 14:20:08 +0000 UTC

Good morning guys! Today is a very special day and yesterday, as I went through my last day of chemo, I made you this picture 😃.

Not sure what it means, but I like how I feel when I look at it. I made it using photos I didn't use for the original edit, which you may remember because I also posted it here a while back and it's featured on the Osito paperback (available on Amazon). The one with an angel and a demon 😉

So! Freedom at last, or so it seems. I still have to do some tests on March 12 to see if I'm clean, and I'm going to see the oncologist on March 18. And I'll be a little anxious until that meeting when I know the results, to be honest, but for now I'm free of chemo and that means time for my body to recover, finally!

The last month since BeefDip has been a bit complicated for me, so I haven't been able to post as much. My brain was affected by the meds and I had a swelling problem that made things like walking painful. Not an easy thing, this chemo, but it had to be done. The good thing is that I have been able to work on some music here and there, finding good moments for it in between re-watching Lost and Dynasty and getting lots of rest.

There will come a time to reflect on all these past months, but for now I'm super happy to be able to start recovering, really recovering, and hopefully these tests will come back clean so we can all put this behind us. Thank you so much for being here with me. You're the best and be sure I'll make it up to you in the months to come.

Have a wonderful Monday 😘 ❤️