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The Haunting of Hill House Episode 4

Let my babies REST!! HAVE MERCY I BEG!

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Note to any human- do NOT ask people about whether they are going to have kids. I have actually burst into tears from being asked. Just take it out of your everyday seemingly normal questions. Unless you know their trauma, don’t ask

DaisyBug78

11:20 ish when mom is describing the reading room, it’s as if she is seeing it. She puts on the shawl (like Theo touching things), and says she’s having a vision. I thought when I first saw this that she was describing how it will look, but now I think she is describing how it did look. She even references the boy in the wheelchair

DaisyBug78

its truly heartbreaking

Alanda

Oh my God I'm a ball of tears 😢. This is so sad!

Mel Ron

This doesn't come off as rude at all, sweetness! I definitely have it in mind to offer at least 6 videos a month here. Last month was an odd one because I was still gettin my bearings. I want to do at least four tv episodes a month, and two movies. One of the movies will most likely be an early (and fully uncut) version of whatever YT movie I'm working on that month. There will never be (another) month here where you're getting less than six videos. But if something does come up, I'll absolutely let yall know so you can plan your membership pauses accordingly! I would love to be able to offer more, but I don't want to set unrealistic expectations for either of us. I think creators who charge more are generally able to hire editors, so that helps them put out more content, but I really want to keep it affordable here. I'll also try to work on a schedule that I can post, but that's a little harder for me right now with some other things I've got going. But know for sure there will be at least one video a week here every week (and sometimes two!). For the rest of this month: I have HH episode 5 uploading now. I'll have a full movie reaction for Dangerous Animals next (later this week). Then episode 6 of HH next week. Next we'll watch the Substance and finish the month with HH episode 7. (If I can fit it in, the bonus ep this month will be HH episode 8!) If it seems like yall are preferring movies over TV, then I can switch the lineup around going forward. Let me know if you have other questions and I'll do my best to answer them! 💛💛💛💛

Alanda

hope you're feeling better love 💛💛💛

Alanda

Upload in progress as i type!!!

Alanda

felt like it was gonna get us 😭

Alanda

absolutely stunning 😭

Alanda

already saving it! My sisters went to see it yesterday without me, that's my level of dedication 🙂‍↕️💛

Alanda

Hey lady! I was just curious if you're planning on telling us a bit about how you plan to release videos here now that Youtube is definitely more of a surprise release schedule, instead of every/every other week. I follow similar reactors and some put out a schedule every week with multiple videos a day (I'm NOT expecting this, I'm just using examples), another posts at the beginning of each month what days videos will be posted of the shows (they watch 2-3 shows a month, so 6 days a week with 2 episodes per week and a movie each weekend) and another is James Vs Cinema and he does some random drops, but does also drop multiple episodes of 2-3 shows a week along with movies that we vote on. He also takes a week long break between seasons of shows or new shows. I was just wondering if you plan on running this like your YouTube so always surprise drops and one month might be full of content and the next might have something similar to this where it's one movie and a couple of TV episodes or if you have a plan (not one where I'm saying you need to post exactly what will be posted every day like some others, but maybe just a monthly update on what we can expect because I know some creators will tell their patrons ahead of a month if there won't be much content so they can save their money and come back and I totally understand you need your breaks, especially right now, but with sometimes going months on Youtube without contact it would feel a little different here if we were just refreshing without much content. I hope it doesn't sound rude. I just know a lot of people work around their budgets for Patreon and I love your spirited ways and how you understand you have boundaries and need your time, but I'd also love (and I'm sure some others would too) a little bit of what we can expect from your Patreon going forward. Any way that you want to approach this I'm sure will be the healthiest way for everybody, but I was just wondering. We all love your content so much and I just want this place to remain a purely healthy mental space for you and for the people who are refreshing all of the time, haha. I'm sure there's a healthy balance.

Janet Michelle

The episodes are so harrowing but also so beautiful right? A masterpiece of a show.

Leon Watts

Luke's episode always affects me the most.

laura

Don't go see weapons.We need you to react to it. Please please please

Braven Burris

Very curious to know if you win or lose in Nellie's episode 🤭

Nyssa Rawther 🍉

Not me in the comments searching for any hints of when the next episode is coming because I, unfortunately, lack even an ounce of patience.

Gwen

whispering during the baby luke bowler hat scene had me laughing my ass off. very relatable tbqh 😭

sailorkimmy

recently joined and binge watched all your reactions, so excited for whatever comes next <3

Kelly T

Love

Liam Rendos

Finally here catching up on these reactions after getting back from visiting family in FL! As always, they don't disappoint!

LurkingTrashPanda

Can't wait for you to watch the next two episodes! This show is just so amazing.

Nat B

i think elle had it the worst

Bret Alleman

Alexa, play "Murder" by the Crystal Method

Kate

🥰🥰🌸🌸

Alanda

I need to wrap him in the warmth of my arms! Like I’m sick with sorrow for this man and he’s NOT EVEN REAL!!!😭

Alanda

I think 5 made me too shocked to sob but 6?!??? Holy moly god have mercy I was WRECKED!

Alanda

The next ones are WORSE! 😭

Alanda

Just DEVASTATING‼️

Alanda

🥹💛

Alanda

I finished episode 6 and just sat there and cried after… 💀💀💀

Alanda

These full lengths are so fun for me too!! and yes Theo is wife good lord 😫💛

Alanda

like 😭😭😭

Alanda

YOU GET IT 🙂‍↕️😭

Alanda

Keep in mind, Nell and Luke were 6 when they all were in Hill House and Theo was 10. With Theo, there was a lot of indisputable evidence that she was "sensitive." Steve and Shirley are ALSO "sensitive" just in ways that aren't as obvious. Shirley has prophetic dreams and Steve DOES have a "sensitivity" too (just not revealed yet). The thing with Shirley and Steve is they aren't as aware of their abilities like Theo, Nell, and Luke are. All this to say, I think Olivia couldn't tell Luke and Nell were sensitive since a lot of what they were saying could be written off as kids with a big imagination in a big scary old house. And unfortunately, by the time she could realize what they were saying was true...she was already down the path that lead to her death.

RinCaimo

Oh god the Nell episode is NEXT and just...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

RinCaimo

Luke absolutely breaks me. The actors in this show, yo. No matter how many times I watch it, they bring me to tears

maya-henri

I’m going through a lot mentally and dealing with a swollen foot, so seeing a new episode made me so happy. ❤️ Thank you truly for these beautiful gifts.

DapperLibra

"I take it as a win if I didn't cry." The realest thing anyone has ever said about this show.

Allison

Iconic reaction as always

The Cinema With James

Raw abd heartbreaking !!!!!!! AngieB

angelia blackson

Ohhhh girl you’re in for a ride

Indica Jay

OH WATCH OUT, EPISODE 5 IS NEXT. OH LORD.

Simone

The Scientology lady is wild 😭😭 but it really is such a good movie

Destiny 🩵

Got me cryin in the club rewatching this show with you. It’s SO well acted. Real. Raw. And heartbreaking

JACOB DOSS

Also please watch the invisible man (2020) movie starring Luke's adult actor and the scientology lady. It's so good!!

Tlemona

Just like with bly manor, I was waiting to see how long until I started crying. This episode is it. Seeing children creating rituals to make themselves feel safe around things they can't control. Luke seeking a familial tie outside of his family who he doesn't disappoint and can be a better person without the years of baggage. Luke begging for those around him to believe him but juxtaposing that with addiction and the loved ones needing to have boundaries (while acting appropriately, Steve) ..yeah..yeah.. 🥺🤧 I haven't seen this series fully in years but trust after I first saw it I was like a missionary spreading the gospel 😭 people need to watch this show it should be taught in college idc

Tlemona

I love how this show gives us different points of view both in obvious and subtle ways. Steve is so frustrating in that past memory. Obviously, poor communication runs in the family. It probably started with dad, to be honest 😅. And then we have Joey giving Luke a taste of what he put others through and it is so heartbreaking. I just want to hug him. Like Steve said, you can be a good person and still burn others. A lot of this show is like that. My heart… I absolutely love your reactions and your heart.

Ana Fox

"it's Luke's episode and I'm scared" truer words have never been spoken😭 cause tell me why is that tall ass creepy man stalking baby Luke over some fucking bowler hat and traumatizing my baby💔​ and then in present time we have all of the siblings waking up at the time of Nellie's death but Luke is also feeling the entire process and the rigor mortis setting in... the fact that all of them went through so much trauma before they were even teenagers and it unfortunately pushed them apart instead of bringing them closer...this show will just cause you pain and discomfort😭

world of tinashe

Suggestion: If you make yourself bigger and put the show/ movie in the smaller box, you won't have to move yourself around when editing. I'm enjoying your reactions.

Angel Tomes

This is so much more sinister than i anticipated 😭🙂‍↔️

Quinn

Ugh the stiffness, he’s feeling rigor mortis 😭, it’s so devastating. Mike Flanagan owes me therapy

TheeFinalGirl

I completely agree with you. On paper I totally understand Steven’s frustration and lack of empathy at this point for Luke, how many times have they done this dance over the years? But I wish we got just a bit more of a sense of how much of a drain this has been on him specifically, financially and emotionally. With Shirley it was easy: $6000 a month on a rehab he ran away from. Who wouldn’t be fed up?

Andrew

Chile fuck Steven 🤣

Shay Tuck

Imagine watching your sibling in a horror film running for their lives every single night – you CARE a lot, but it never changes anything and this is over 10 years later... you never stop caring but you have to let go and leave it up to the person at some point

Simone Cherie

I wish they would've showed more of the harm you go through when you're the relative of an addict. Not you necessarily, but I feel like way too many people who watch the show walk away feeling like Steve is completely unjustified – we can never see him on the receiving end of being stolen from lied to etc. over and over again we never see his tears or his desperation about his brothers addiction before he gets to that point of giving up or just having to be distant/no contact because it's just too painful to watch someone destroy themselves and no matter how much you spend or care or make excuses for them, you can't get clean for them.

Simone Cherie

You thought this episode was sad. Mannnnnn episode 5 had me in a glass case of emotions. Buckle up buttercup!

Carmito

Something I don't understand is why young Luke and Nell didn't receive the same belief and support from Olivia that she gave to Theo. Olivia was a sensitive and she fully believed Theo about being a sensitive and gave her the gloves to help her. Why didn't she do anything to help Luke and Nell? The dad and Steve and Shirley are not sensitives so it was understandable that they didn't believe, but Olivia has no such excuse.

BlacKnightSun

whenever reactors hate him, i feel the need to defend him (in my head, not actually in the comments) but then i'm like "what is there to defend??" 😭 i think there's only been 1 time where i've witnessed someone dislike shirley more than steve

Dana (Dah-Nah)

i can’t wait for episode 5 so i can point something out that adds a whole new layer of misery and devastation 🙂

Alex Manning

alanda finally realizing that steve's a vilian im screaming

K Rose B

I remember watching that scene for the first time alone in the dark in my bed at night and I almost threw up 🤣🤣🤣

Jonah

UGH MY HEART is just TORN out of my chest. I have so many feelings about Luke. Each one of the Crain siblings are so incredibly complex but Luke makes me feel the most like crying. And his child actor makes me want to weep, he's the most precious child I've ever seen with his cutie little bug eye galsses and he's also a phenomenal actor. 😭 also it just gets worse from here, I can't wait for episode five!

Jonah

I don’t think I really understood the man in the top hat before. But maybe he’s supposed to be Luke’s temptation to use again? By the looks of it he only started to see him again once he got on the streets.

Bravo Six

FUCK STEVEN GANG IS HERE RAAAHHHH🗣️🗣️🗣️ can’t STAND his ass like😭😭😭 I’ve watched this series 6 times and like I truly don’t have a fuck to even give that man

bribricutie3

thank god i got contacts in cus tearssss

Trevein Walton

Truly a blessed night! It was payday, I got some flower, some drinks, and an Alanda reaction? PURE COMFORT for me and hubby 💕😭🤭 Can’t believe we’re so fed

Trini Kat

Let's go. I never watched this until I saw your reactions now I'm invested. Lol.

La Toya Sheri

The pain in his neck, the stiffness in his arms and legs, cold all over his body. Luke is literally feeling Nell’s death and nobody believes him I’m gonna throw up!!! And Luke going to Leigh’s house and reliving that experience he had the last time he visited Steve… the way all these kids are haunted by their own demons and also LITERAL demons!! It’s not fair 😭

Daniel McGuinness

Ouuu excited for next episode 🤭

☆Cam☆

“Floating on the sulphurous wings of the Devil, FUCK OFF!” 😂😂 REAL

Daniel McGuinness

I'm really trying to be more empathetic to Steven through this rewatch of Alanda's reactions but he makes it so hard sometimes. Like when Shirley was harsh to Luke about Nell's wedding it came from 1) wanting to protect Nell and 2) her own hurt at all the money she spent on rehab that he ran away from. I get it and sympathize. With Steven, I do get where he's coming from but, like Alanda pointed out 1) he expresses it in such a condescending, obnoxious way and 2) just don't have him over at 30 days if you're still hurting, give Luke some more time with his sobriety to show that he's serious about his recovery.

Andrew

I just love watching these episodes with you!!!

JP Diana

Yeah Luke's coping strategy and how he could just feel Nell's death just broke me. No mercy for us.

Daniela Sannino

If any of the other siblings had said any of the stuff Steve said to Luke I'd let it fly cause... valid. But not Steve 🤣 hes such an ahole

a cup of cait

I'm so excited for the reveals to come. You are going to be gagged.

AP

The scene of Baby Luke hiding under the bed from Bowler Bitch shook me to my core the first time I watched this show, it's so simple but the tension is PALPABLE.

Andrew

Well prepare for these episodes coming

Juan Medrano

I had forgotten so much of Adult Luke's story, I think because it's pretty disconnected from the other siblings and man did this one make me cry. By that last scene I just wanted to reach through the screen and hug him myself.

Andrew

"I don't wanna sniffle on the internet." Honey... you've got a big storm coming... lol. Also STEVEN GET BEHIND ME!! He gets a lot of flack and deservedly so but I'll defend him down. It's hard being the eldest!

Ty Breezy

I am in SO much need for EP 5 react. The first time I saw it and sat with that fucked up and amazing ending...tears.

Pierre Brown

I was so creeped out when Lucas was walking away, and Bowler Man was floating backwards behind him! That poor baby went through so much! 😭

Zombies_Are_Real

Luke and Nell’s episode CRUSED me like completely heartbreaking

Destiny 🩵

well. that's the scariest thing I've ever seen.

Joe

It never fails to make me HEAVE and BLUBBER that poor Luke is literally feeling Nell's body grow cold and numb. It leaves him feeling like he used when he didn't because the loss of Nell is her literally withdrawing from his life. THIS SHOW IS HURTFUL.

Aidan Halliwell

"I didn't cry" it's okay girl because I did!

Logan

Ugh everything with Luke is heartbreaking 😞

The Plum Satyr

Your hair is showing out today she is lovely!

Nik

The acting in this show is so powerful

Joe

okay...just finished 3, cake is in the oven, shirley temple...made, starting 4....here we go

Joe

I'm so sorry, Lovely- but there will be no mercy. 🥺 Mike Flanagan surely is a master at beautiful pain and trauma.

Lavender Violet

OOP let me catch up on the episode reactions! I just started Episode 2

Jordacious

Just subscribed a few days and I’m so excited to be watching these uncut reactions to these movies from you. Adore this show as well! Theo is that bitch, simply that.

Jesus Garcia

got a nice cherry slush from 7/11 💗🍒

alexi christian

Coffee, Beignet, warm blanket.... things i wish I had while watching this with you. Lmao.

AP

HERE WE GO🥺

I.H.W.T

What's everyone drinking? I made a nice strawberry lemonade 💝🍓🍋

Kadiesha

Locked in and already sad lmao

Pierre Brown

Luke and Nell are twins. Smoke and Stack are twins. Sinners connections are everywhere.

Vicki M

Yess!!!! 🫶🥹

Carly

Tonight let's save an extra prayer for baby Lucas

misery (the pig) 🐖

Here we go!! It’s spookin’ time!

Junior

I’m literally finishing episode 3 and then am immediately gonna start 4. Out here doing the Mother’s work.

Joe

Well I guess this means my work day has concluded

Sarah Lee


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