Free Free Free😱😱💕 May is Free!

Guys guys guys, did you hear!?😱💕 Did you hear about this!!?😱😱💕 Probably not coz i forgot to tell you🙄🤭😬

So next month's my birth month😌🍰 and i wanna give ya guys a gift🤗🎁💝... Not how it's supposed to work i know, but hey-😤😤 You guys deserve a gift 🥺💕 That's why I'm pausing the bill cycle for the next month🤗💕

Again, the month of May is gonna be free free free! 😱😋🤗💕💝🎁 (And probably the month after that one as well 🤫💕 Hush, not sure yet, but probably😌)

Also, I've got some personal selfish reasons as well you know😬💕 There will be rewards, but not the same ones as usual😪.. I'll try to make one-maybe two very good pieces, and everyone will get it no matter your tier (only during the free months, it'll go back to normal during regular months) 😌💕 Why I'm doing this you ask?

Well, you must've noticed that my recent pieces aren't--😬😬🙄😓😭😤😤 --aren't that good tbh... The genderbent Zorro piece i did, that derpy face, remember!?🙄🙄😩 Also, I've been having trouble getting inspired to draw-or in some cases to finish-a piece these days😣.. I've just completely scrapped a whole dtiys piece i was working on coz...😤 Coz it looked like a hot mess--total garbage-trash!

Now i know what you guys are gonna say...😤💕

"Oh cheer up, Vivi🥺💕 you're not trash artist, we love your works.🤗 Remember the Jenn and Nyx piece, remember the Sparkler piece you just teased?🔥🔥 They're really good, Viv. You da best!🙈🐥💖"

And I'll be like "oh shucks, you guys--🤭🤭🤭💕💕--NOOOOOO😤😤😤😤! THEY SUCK, MY ARTWORKS SUCK, AND I CAN'T DRAW FACES THAT LOOK LIKE CUTE FACES AT ALL, AND MY ANATOMY IS WONKY, AND EVRYTHING ABOUT MY PIECES SUCK, AND I AM NOT EVOLVING, I--AM--NOT--GETTING--ANY--BETTER!!!! 😤😤😤😤😩😩😭😭 AND I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER!! I KNOOOOOW!!!!" 😪😪💕

Another reason i kinda want to take these two months off (sort of) is because of my failing health😓🥺... Some of you might know this already, but in the last few days i got some shocking diagnosis.😞💕 Apparently the stress, the lack of sleep and the lack of food (😬 i have that skinny people problem🙄) has finally caught up to me 🙈💕 and I've got severe lack of vitamins and blood, and that's the reason I'm feeling dizzy, exhausted and all depressed all the time these days😣💕... Also, the doctor did say i might have an underlying heart disease, but thankfully the reports came normal (except for the vitamins and blood issues🙄)... But it's nothing to worry about🤗💕 As long as i sleep right, eat right and more, and do something about them stress levels, I'll be totally fine😌💕.... Gosh I was so horrified when i learnt i might have a heart issues though 😣😣😭😭i cried for hours, i was so scared🥺🥺😭💕.... But thankfully, it's nothing like that. But it's probably a harsh wakeup call if anything😤😤💕 it's like I've got a second chance, and I'm not gonna waste it... So...😪😪 Yasssss, gonna start taking better care of myself😤😤💕 Gonna have to!! 🥺💕



So, that's exactly why I'm giving ya guys two months free😌😌💕😪 (also, my birthday and all🥺😋💕🎁💝 yayyy) (also also, because I'm gonna use those two months to experiment, practice, and get good at drawing faces, boobies and vaginas😤😤🔥) But in the mean time, I'm gonna post doodles and failed sketches, I'm gonna go slow and never rush anything again, and I'm gonna draw either some masterpieces or not draw anything at all😤😤😤🔥 but NOT--POSTING--TRASH--AGAIN--EVER!!!😤🙈💕

Phew😌😌💕 wow, that went well🤭💕😊

In short: Health issues...😵‍💫 Need to get better at art 😤... and Birthday 🎁 Next month's free🤗💕 The month of June might be free as well🤗💕 and I'm gonna use this time to rest my head and learn how to draw faces and boobies right😋😌🤭💕

That's it for now🤗😋💝 ....🙄 Darn essay🤭💕

Hugs and kisses y'all😋💝🤗 and all that happy sunny summer tasty frost sexy watermelon sugar high vibes😋💝💕💖🌞🌞🔥🍉🎁