『休憩を』
Added 2025-02-24 13:52:50 +0000 UTCfirst thank you for the book recommendation from ZoRRoMoRRo-san desu.
it's really useful and helps me level up with new tricks and knowledge on anatomy by Tako-san's book desu.
just try to warm up and enjoy the artwork a bit desu.
my mental health really went down a lot recently due to the work delay desu.
so I decided to go check what exactly is happening to me desu.
it's something near ADHP procrastinating things desu.
I get easily exhausted and can not focus on the work desu.
I still enjoy reading some new things, workout and sketching while on the public desu.
but when I have to sit in front of my desk to complete my main task, i just can not focus desu.
this work delay things really kills my motivation to complete my task desu.
what I exactly want is to develop desu.
that explains why I waste a lot of time on study
and train instead of complete my work desu.
I gonna try my best to complete my task desu.
really apologize for this stupid delay again desu.
i know that I criticize myself a lot and make myself end up losing confidence and motivation because I want a better standard and what I doing today or this past few months is opposite to what I want Maxi to be desu.
instead of wasting time making an excuse here, i should spend time completing my work but sadly I am still too exhausted to work desu.
what I trying to say is, I will be sure to complete 1 work before this month end desu.
this means I need to accept and confess this as a mistake and need to move on now or I will forever have no motivation to do anything desu.
I want to say failure but let's use mistake instead ne.
I do not plan to make this mistake as part of my reputation for the rest of my life desu.
gonna go to sleep a bit more desu.
today really can not sit straight desu.
Comments
hai, 2024 really full of hard problem desu. this 2025 is gonna be more easily desu. i will make sure to come back with full power and live up to maxi standard desu.
Maxi
2025-02-25 08:03:48 +0000 UTCyour Welcome, Mr. Maxi. It is my pleasure to share with you our artist and friend to present our best. As human nature have seek a stage of stagnation and fatigue sometime, but the incentive is still there to continue, as I heard advice in one of Taco’s books that it does not matter what your level of drawing is, there is no end to studing drawing, as I trust you and love your work and I am sure that you will shake the world with your work and your project
ZoRRoMoRRo
2025-02-24 16:36:51 +0000 UTC
