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Hurricanes suck

Hi everyone.

I am chugging along, thank you for your patience. This has been...a doozy. This post is not an excuse, because I'm trying to get stuff done in between, and I am proud of myself for not just throwing up my hands and turning off the Patreon.

But right now I have 2 families of in-laws at my house from Florida, and one more on the way. With children. And now, I think, pets.

This is not helpful for being a nocturnal creative and trying to write books.

I also have to help my mom drive across the country at the end of the month, to help her move. I plan to dictate chapters on the drive as much as possible. It's going to be a long trip.

The last two months have really forced me to learn new skills on how to work through adversity. I actually finished writing Sponsored Apocalypse 2 in the last few days after Dragoncon while I was sick as hell. Ever since then, I have not had a single concurrent 3 days where i could work in peace and in decent health.

Obviously, I have already told you all that I got hit by the storms a couple weeks ago and lost power and water for a week, too. I took another 3 days after that for internet to come back.

We cannot hear tone in type, so I will just clearly say that nobody needs to worry. I am not complaining.  This is not a bitch session, and I don't want sympathy. Many of you are dealing with worse, I am sure. The reason I am telling you all this is because as Patreon patrons, I believe I owe you an explanation if things slow down.

We have some new patrons who came for Past Life Hero, too, and I keep seeing comments and PMs from people asking for more, and wondering why I haven't posted in a while.

Well, part of it is I always work on five things at once. The other part is...this has been my greatest personal shit show since 2020.

All in all, from a certain perspective, that's probably a blessing, though. It can always be worse. "It could always be worse," is like my personal mantra for trying to remain stoic.

Oh, and the news cycle lately has been rad, too. Thank God for fantasy books, am I right? I am being entirely serious, here.


Ahem. Anyway...

I was just woken up after about four hours of sleep. The house is too loud, and I am a light sleeper. So now I am holed up in my office, likely being regarded as highly antisocial, probably harming some relationships with family. But there is not much else I can do. As a night person, before I visit family or go on vacation, I usually take a week to adjust my sleep cycle to be more like the rest of the world. Some of you will probably relate.

Still, I could personally never indulge in feeling sorry for myself long enough to get any kind of momentum. After all, today, I am being inconvenienced, but I still have a great life compared to the rest of the world, and a bunch of people in Florida are going to lose their houses today. Lose everything. Isn't it frustrating when our brain is smart and mature enough to know that nothing that is bothering us personally really matters, but we're still sleep deprived and stomping around like a grouchy crack addict going through withdrawals?

lol

Let me know if you all ever have similar thoughts to the ones I've shared here. I have a feeling that some of this will resonate.

 I will try to have some chapters up tonight.


-BC

Comments

For what it is worth, PLH was also my motivation for joining Patreon. :-)

John Doe

Consider Nevada. We (almost) never have flooding and even more seldom have snow (in the southern half of the state). The idea of having to live through your weather at least once every year, blows my mind!

John Doe

I joined up for PLH because it’s been so damn good. Thank you for writing it! I’m sorry to hear about the shitshow, and I hope your extended family are doing well. I’ll keep the Patreon sub going for a bit as beer/pizza money. Thanks again!

Bryan

Yeah, it most definitely could be worse. Stay safe and stay healthy. I hear you about the sleep, and you are absolutely right, it's no joke. Things can get foggy, and worse is when it filters down to your writing, and things that made sense when you're tired look like the WTF monster somehow got onto your computer once you've had some good sleep and can think clearly. All the best to you and Meli, and hope the family is able to recover soon. Slainté (Irish for "to your health!")

Dannan Tavona

Stay safe. Even Fort Eisenhower took time off after this whole mess. No need to add more stress until you get thing back in order.

cody mccain

I'm a fan of the old Roman Stoics, especially Marcus Aurelius and Epictetus. I used to carry a small pocket copy of the Enchiridion before it wore out. It has always helped me. A little while back I ran across a song which also gives me encouragement when I need it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMQMhqdXIRM

ZZlok

No stress bloke, try and keep things well with your family.

HenryMorgan

I think sometimes about how a random act of nature can bring civilization to a screeching halt. I think it's something we all just tend to not think about most of the time

Blaise Corvin

Keep on keepin' on man. I live in Biloxi and my wife and I evacuated for Katrina. I came back 2 days after with a friend to check on our things and help out some neighbors at our apartment complex who stayed. It was definitely "interesting times" as they say. College was washed out, apartment was flooded, and I ended up working for FEMA for the next 3 years instead of going back to college on VA Voc Rehab like I was doing before the storm. C'est la vie. Keep your chin up. Like they say at the laxative factory: "This too shall pass."

ZZlok

Just be straight that you work nights and tell them you will be as quiet as possible while THEY sleep. If they are anything like MY relatives they hate asking for help and have all their own stressors. I have good friends in Tampa, they got lucky on the first hurricane and it only flooded their garage. (which was designed to be flooded - they had safely parked their truck on high ground) Just hoping they are as lucky for the second.

Daniel Sifrit

Glad you're able to be a safe haven for family. Thanks for letting us know!

AllenR

Thank you

Blaise Corvin

As a Michigan native, I was not ready for the joy of hurricanes when I moved to Houston. Within a month of moving, I got some experience under my belt with hurricane Ike. Harvey was trauma inducing - took a couple of years for the sound of rain to stop producing anxiety and be relaxing again. Beryl this year caused issues again. I ended up being a refuge for friends and family with Ike and Beryl, but had to evacuate and rely on others for help with Harvey. I'm glad you're able to help others out, but also get that having your home and routine taken over by circumstances sucks! Hopefully everyone is able to be gracious, and being there to help during tough times will be rewarding. Take care!

Minocho

Thank you. And thank you for being so kind and supportive for years.

Blaise Corvin

thank you. The irony in my case is that I'm usually pretty social, and I used to be an extrovert. Now it's probably more like 50/50. I can usually keep it together for family stuff, but in this case, not being able to work much for 2 months and everything else has just built up like a warlock DOT of grumpiness. lol It's crazy how badly terrible sleep can affect us, and I don't think many people understand that. You obviously do.

Blaise Corvin

As someone that works overnights and is slightly antisocial, I get it. I once housed my sister and her crazy family for several weeks after her house burnt down and it was an annoying headache. Don’t get me wrong, I was glad they were ok and had a safe place but they were loud and i went without much sleep the entire time. My parents often complained that i wasn’t being gracious enough and helpful, despite me averaging maybe 3 hours of sleep per day. Life sucks when disasters strike for those with odd schedules. I wish you luck and hope things get easier soon.

Wraithy

Be safe with your family, we can wait on chapters. Worse to hear of no more chapters if you are hurt. Maybe noise cancelling headphones might help.

Gregory Doreza


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