MERRY XMAS BATS! 🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌

I don't want to make a big txt.com ahah
But you know me.

If you want to read...

This year was one of the most difficult, hard and crazy year for all of us...
In the start... I was like: yay travels, conventions (one of the best times I had <3), friends, people!... And then, seems everything changed.

But honestly? I'm not the person who complains.
I want to see the future, always. I want more, always. I want to feel alive, always, even in my home <3

AND YOU, yes YOU ALL, makes me feel that way.

Sometimes I'm afraid to not post much here or talk, or anything, but I'm always thinking in how I can improve, how I can show you my love, how I can SHOW that I TRULY love what I do, what you helped me to do, how I TRULY CARE about your messages, comments, or even feedbacks. How I feel close to you.

I know many of you are shy, or just have your own vibe <3 and that's okay, but for those who talked a little with me, knows, I'm not here only for the party, I'm here to feel alive.

Multiple times I think I don't deserve the love, I just wanted to sleep forever and think there's no way or solution for my pain.

When I say, I had nothing, it's because I had nothing before.

I studied years and years, 2 colleges, thousand of hours making extra classes to improve in another areas, working non stop in the school, 2 jobs, sometimes 3, sometimes with ZERO payment for MONTHS, owing lots of money because I left my parents home very early... And all of that, and I still felt empty...

And little by little I started to make things I love... and I CAN say now: your support makes my life better.

I'm HAPPY. 

I learned. I improved, I have my life that way because you believe in me. 

I cannot thank you more. What I can do is, improve, try to make you happy as well, and show my love <3

And is what I'm going to make <3

We don't know much about 2021, but I know I'll do my best <3

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(and next days I'll send some old videos opening gifts haha <3 just to show you how I looooove your support, I'm truly silly, sorry, but I believe you will love to see XD

PS1: patreon is working to solve the message problems! I cannot reply you there for some reason...So please, if you need something asap: giulia_seelen@hotmail.com(the rewards will be sent as usual, even if it's by email) <3 Don't worry

PS2: Some of you are asking about calendars, stay tuned about those! 8D And I'm receiving some gifts by the wishlist, I'll open all together cause you know me haha I just love that.

Now, I'll go.

BUT

LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH

and be safe!!!!

MERRY XMAS MY BATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!