Part 1

“Pass me the box man, y’all not eating.” Travis said to his friend Isaiah over the chatter of everyone at the kickback.

Jade, Zay’s best friend, chuckled then passed the box to Travis. He opened the box of pizza and greedily dug in; showing no mercy to the pizza and acting like he forgot how to breathe. He gasped for air between each bite or swig of his cup of liquor.

Jade clenched her thighs tightly and tried to distract herself. She aimlessly swiped through her phone hoping to block him out and avoid moving as she was sitting on Zay’s lap.

“You good, Jade?” Zay whispered. “Why you squirming like that?.”

“I just gotta pee.” She said, lying through her teeth.

She quickly hopped up but noticed Zay’s touch lingering from a slight caress as she did.

Their friendship was a little more than a friendship. They shared something deeper than a connection; a kink.

She rushed to the toilet and sat down with her eyes closed thinking about the night so far.

Not only had she been using this kickback as an excuse to pig out, she’d also been watching Travis shove food down his fat throat all night and it got her excited. Watching him get out off breath from simply eating, his loud burps, the way he would groan and declare when he got full just to find something else to eat, seeing the imprint of his gut poke out of his tightening hoodie…

“Fuck!” She thought to herself looking down at her panties, noticing the prominent wet spot on it.

She checked the time in her phone. It was a little after midnight. Kickbacks at Zay’s usually lasted until 12:30 or 1 but she couldn’t be around all of those people.

After washing her hands, Jade made her way back into the living room.

“I’m tired y’all. Zay I’m staying tonight, so I’m gonna lay in your bed.” She said before going to dap everybody up.

“Ight Jade, goodnight.” Zay said.

She said her goodbyes to everybody before Zay called her back.

“Imma be up in a lil while.” He said before pulling her into a hug. He sneakily squeezing her love handle, which washed her with a wave of arousal.

She checked the time on her phone. 12:15. She had at least 15 minutes to please herself.

Stripping entirely, she got her toy, plugged in her earbuds, and went searching for a video.

Since she was in a rush, she scrolled through her favorites folders on her socials. Several clips watched, and countless orgasms had occurred.

“Jade?” Zay said confused at the sound.

She gasped and tried to hide the evidence.

He looked at her confused. “Why you hiding it?”

He joined her in bed as she tried to control her breathing.

“I don’t know.” She said quietly.

“Lemme see.” He said reaching for her phone. She quickly slid it under her.

He frowned at her, “Why I can’t see it?”

“Cause I don’t want you to.” She said, now nervous.

“Please, Jade? I wanna see.” He said.

She passed it to him with a shaky hand.

He snatched it from her and put in her password.

His eyes widened and his jaw dropped at the sight.

He scoffed in shock, “Oh…”

“What?” She asked.

“I’m just shocked.” He chucked. “I didn’t know you were into fat dudes.” He said with a twinge of jealousy.

“You can like fat girls but I can’t like fat guys?” She said, grabbing her gut and giving it a little shake.

He pulled her into his arms then kissed her forehead, “I ain’t trippin. It ain’t really my business anyway.”

“Yeah, I know.” She smiled.

“So what, you want me to gain some weight?”

She shook her head, “Hell nah! You couldn’t even if you wanted to.”

He nodded. “Whatever you say.” He said calmly.

There was a brief moment of awkward silence. Jade could tell something was off. He’d usually be rubbing some part of her body, specifically her stomach. But he just laid there holding her.

“You good?” She asked, turning his head toward hers.

“Mhm.” He said nodding. “I’m tired tho imma head to bed.”

Truthfully, he wasn’t tired. He felt weird, hurt, and almost betrayed.

All his life he’d been seen as perfect, especially when it came to his looks.

He was a star athlete. Tall, athletic, and built like a Greek god.

Girls would constantly gawk and throw themselves at him, so to think that he might not even be attractive to the person he shared something so intimate with bothered him.

For the first time in his life, he felt insecure.

Then he remembered the way Travis acted and immediately “woke up.”

“Jada, can you be honest with me?”

“Mhm. What’s on your mind?” She said tracing the box partings in his head with her finger.

“Are you like… attracted to me?”

A look of confused sadness washed over her face. “I mean… duh.”

“Did you feel some typa way when Travis was eating tonight?” He asked more seriously.

“Yeah, but that doesn’t mean you’re ugly.” She said

He nodded, “Type shit.”

*

Jada woke up later that day to the smell of Chick-fil-A filling her nose and the sound of a shower running. She looked over and smiled as she saw the bags of food and a note from Zay.

Happy Saturday, hope you ready for tonight ;)

It had become a tradition. He would go to morning practice, bring back some food for them, and they’d catch up on any missing assignments or relax throughout the day. Then just before the sun set, they would get drunk, she would take an edible, then he would stuff her until she was pinned down beneath her weight; then when she digested enough they would fool around.

She sat up and immediately started digging in. She checked the bag with a mouthful of fries.

Two spicy chicken sandwiches, a large fry, Mac and cheese, and nuggets.

“He must wanna fuck.”

She chuckled to herself.

Just then, he walked out of his bathroom with his towel wrapped around his waist.

“Lil hungry ass.” He teased walking to his closet.

She rolled her eyes before taking a big bite of her sandwich, “Lil?”

He grabbed her stomach with one hand and squeezed it, “Hell yeah, lil. You know you not at your full potential.”

Hearing those words did something to her. The fact that she felt so heavy and he knew she could go way beyond this was sexy to her… but also humiliating.